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    Sometimes, for no particular reason, Gerard catches a look in Frankie’s eye. It’s not darkness nor light, but a tantalizing in-between that Gerard can never anticipate what it will cause. All he knows is that on these occasions, when she’s watching him from across the room in casual quiet nights or thrumming evenings surrounded by people, he can almost guarantee she’s planning something unknown to him. (Or, Frankie likes to have her way with Gerard on occasion).

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    19 Feb 2026

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    “Maybe you’ve only fucked losers who don’t know how to make a girl cum.” 

    “Okay, Frankie,” she drawled, and he stifled a choking sound as one of her pale, ring-laden hands grazed down her side. “Tell me how you make a girl cum.” 

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    05 Feb 2026

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    Like any man Gerard watches porn, but his obsession with popular gay pornstar Frank Iero has left him unable to commit to a relationship since he was a teenager. When he finally meets his idol he wishes he could seduce him, never imagining it could bring up past ghosts and fears that he tried so hard to erase.

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    18 Jul 2024

  4. Public Bookmark 32

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    Everyone copes with war in different ways. Frank counts the days. He says their names like a prayer. Someday, maybe, when he gets back home, he'll be able to look back at all of this, and pinpoint it, which day was actually the worst. Maybe he’ll be able to go through photos and documents and find the names of the men he knew and figure out who he’d lost.
    For now, he’ll count the ones he still has. That same little prayer. One more time. From the top.

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    04 Dec 2023

  5. Public Bookmark 18

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    Losing control of his body is something Frank’s been training for years to avoid. Ballet is an art of precision, but they’re not onstage right now. He moves frantically now, no rhythm or musicality possible when Gerard invades all of his senses. His hips buckle forward involuntarily and he is suddenly grinding against Gerard’s palm. He grips the table with one hand and clutches Gerard’s shirt with the other.
    “I just want more for us.” Gerard’s voice is still low, but even in his desparte haze Frank can still recognize the hint of sincerity in it. “I want us to create something, Frank. Something that is truly ours.”
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    Or an exploration of love, co-dependency, fear of the future and the struggles of being an artist- A ballet alternative universe

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    09 Jul 2023