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    “You do not know me?”

    “Huh. On second thought, maybe you are an asshole.”

    The man’s cheeks flushed, blinking rapidly as if embarrassment was something new for him.

    “I am Ilya. Rozanov. I play for the Boston Raiders, my face is plastered all over the city– sorry. This was rude of me to assume.” The man– Ilya– said sheepishly.

    “I guess I haven’t been far enough into the city,” Shane muttered, most of his focus on dabbing at the stain on his Reebok undershirt.

    “You are new here? Maybe I can… show you around?”

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    After being forced to quit hockey in juniors, Shane becomes a model. He avoids the hockey world until 2017, when he has a run in with Ilya Rozanov. Shane is out as gay and Ilya has already cut his ties with Russia, but that doesn't make things any easier for them.

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    17 Jul 2026

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    Ilya and Shane are broke roommates, until Ilya discovers streaming and starts making bank jerking off for the viewers
    Naturally, he offers his good friend Shane a chance at making money the same way
    And if they touch each other a little it’s only because of the tips, not because they are into each other

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    Shane and Ilya are both completely straight here
    #ISwearrr

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    17 Jul 2026

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    (9:31pm) Ilya: I’m sorry I’ve been such a burden

    (9:33pm) Ilya: I know I’ve taken away your chance to explore yourself and find someone who’s good enough for you. I think you should take that chance now. If you find a nice boy in Montreal who you like, I promise I won’t stand in the way.

    (9:34pm) Ilya: If you still want me at the end of this, I’ll be waiting

    (9:34pm) Ilya: I’m sorry

    OR - Shane's friends keep telling him he can do better than Ilya. Ilya starts to believe them

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    16 Jul 2026

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  4. Public Bookmark 48

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    a Hollanov SMAU

    Where Shane and Ilya are in a band together. They find out about the rumors about their supposed romantic relationship and fans posting lookalike pictures of them They decide it would be a fun idea to mess with fans by posting anonymous pics of themselves that fans think of as lookalikes.

    What happens when they find out about the hollanov NSFW accounts? Are they brave enough to replicate those too?

    Some things shift when they take things too far. They are both straight and are just close friends. Right?

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    16 Jul 2026

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  5. Public Bookmark 36

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    Kenta is 5 when he is gifted to Pete. Pete is already big, tells him that he is 8, and that he doesn’t need a little kid following him around.
    Pa had called for him and Pete had walked in, straight-backed, eyes shining and Kenta’s eyes had been glued to him, the way he held and carried himself, the way he tipped his head up just so, almost like defiance, but there was only softness and love in his eyes, deep dark eyes, that pooled with emotions.
    Kenta, a child raised away from parks and kindergartens and really any interaction with other children, is entranced.

    "Do you like this one?", Pa had asked, pointing at Kenta and suddenly those eyes were on him and Kenta tried to smile, his lips cracking open.
    "Why?"
    "I’ll gift him to you.”, Pa says with a wry smile.

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    28 Nov 2025

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    Ch.32