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  1. Public Bookmark 66

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    It all starts when Hayden mentions that stupid article, Ten Reasons Your Husband Might Be Cheating.

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    Newly married and publicly together at last, Shane and Ilya should be happy. Instead, Shane finds himself spiraling and Ilya grows increasingly frustrated with the distance between them. When Hayden Pike intends to step in to help Shane and causes misunderstanding between them, they are forced to confront what they've been avoiding all summer.

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    11 Jun 2026

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    Shane didn’t go back to Montreal after the Boxing Day fight.  Instead, he has a panic attack, a revelation, and ends up causing some panic amongst his loved ones.

    Or Shane and Ilya deal with their issues before the plane incident, and how that changes The Long Game.

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    11 Jun 2026

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    This has an MCD—but I promise I would never let them die in vain. I believe that beauty can be born from tragedy, and this story comes with the promise of a happy ending.

    If you can’t put your faith in me, please put your faith in them:

    “This was, hands down, the most heartbreaking, soul destroying, gut wrenching piece of writing, that is also simultaneously breathtakingly beautiful, to possibly ever exist.”

    “Your views on life that you able to impart on your world is also incredible, with some of them making me stop and genuinely consider.”

    “The way I look at life and love and endings...you changed that for me.”

    “This story is so steady and comforting, even through the pain because you face it head-on, without flinching, with love and care and a gentle hand.”

    “It is a beautiful and honest portrayal of how they cherish every moment, and make the most of every day.”

    “I feel this story, with all its iterations, is inherently human. And that touches people who yearn for this kind of connection and family.”

    “So many words in this story have comforted me, and honestly I don't think there are any words that could describe how much this story has helped me.”

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    11 Jun 2026

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    Shane wakes up after hitting his head to discover that he and Ilya have three children, are retired from hockey, and are getting divorced. Shane doesn't remember any of that. But he's determined to get them back together.

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    11 Jun 2026

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    “What will the team do? Without Ilya and me?”

    “Apologies, Shane, I must not have been clear enough…”

    Wiebe’s throat was suddenly dry. This is going to crush him.

    “Only you are under investigation. Only you are being benched.”

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    Following Shane Hollander’s first game as a Centaur, Crowell launches a formal investigation into Shane, his relationship with Ilya and his former captaincy in Montreal, placing him on indefinite suspension pending a hearing. What follows is angst, frustration, and a much-deserved Shane Hollander crash-out.

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    10 Jun 2026