Symon
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Chuuya had long relied on the assurance that the precipitous entanglement he had formed with Dazai was a surface-level affair, that the stark polarity of their personalities would never even allow for something more. He had been correct, right from the very beginning, but that did nothing to stop the innate way they pulled to one another, the way Chuuya felt himself reaching out for Dazai as if it were the most natural thing in the world. He let his guard down, allowed himself to indulge in the feelings he did not understand, but without fail, there was Dazai, with his incalculable layers of offense.
He would play Dazai’s game no longer. And yet, somehow it felt like he had already lost.
When Dazai defected from the Port Mafia it had been far from the first time he had left Chuuya alone with his thoughts, but it was only once he left for good that the meaning behind it all finally made sense.