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He knew fifth year would be hard. Harry expected nightmares about Cedric, endless detentions and the beginning of Voldemort's return. He was ready to hear the whispers, the unsure looks of caution and the isolation that followed.
What he didn't expect was the relief of skipping dinner, the control he felt when the blade slashed across his skin or just how easy it had become to push everyone away.
After witnessing the murder of Cedric Diggory, Harry begins to find a way to deal with the guilt that followed. Desperate for something to ease the pain, he begins hurting himself in secret. Harry begins to disappear in ways his friends never expected. He cant sleep, he's too afraid to eat, he has no energy to speak anymore. Nobody seems to understand why he is so angry all of the time and Harry doesn't have it in him to tell them because admitting something is wrong feels worse than drowning in it alone.
But Harry cant hide his problems forever, people begin to notice especially a professor he never thought would care. By the time people begin to notice, Harry has sunk so deep into depression that he no longer sees a future past the war.
Disappearing is easy, Recovering is not.
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28 May 2026
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After the war Harry loses all feeling. He shuts himself away in Grimmauld and lives purely because of Kreacher taking care of him by feeding him and cleaning him as he lays on a sofa unmoving.
That is until Draco Malfoy reenters his life.
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15 May 2026
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I'll drown before your very eyes by ToshiChan
Fandoms: The Hunger Games (Movies), Hunger Games Trilogy - Suzanne Collins, Hunger Games Series - All Media Types
14 Nov 2019
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“If you knew what Finnick’s been through the last few years, you’d know how remarkable it is he’s still with us.”
But he’s not. With them, that is. He’s slipping, fading.
Drowning.
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29 Apr 2026
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She Moved Through the Fair by adsofraser
Fandoms: Hunger Games Trilogy - Suzanne Collins, Hunger Games Series - All Media Types, The Hunger Games (Movies)
09 Jul 2025
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On the train home from the 74th Hunger Games, Katniss opens up more to Peeta, spurred on by the fear of losing him, and he lets her in as they worm their way into each other's lives. They grow together and face the 75th Hunger Games with the only option that will keep both of them alive. Written for "This Would Have Happened Anyway" Challenge for Winter 2024.
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27 Apr 2026
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To Persevere by HippoParty (OneMoreHorcrux), OneMoreHorcrux
Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
02 Apr 2026
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"I want your mind, Potter. Your inner thoughts defenceless, the very essence of who you are stripped apart."
Captured and fighting for his sanity, Harry knows nothing but to push on with the task Dumbledore has left him. If only Harry could stay conscious and stop the Horcrux within him from causing too much chaos. Includes Hogwarts. Very dark version of Deathly Hallows.
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22 Apr 2026