Sherlinstrange
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为什么对于他来说当一个体面的人这么难呢？他飘忽的神绪恍惚地向肺部疯狂攫取掠夺来的空气发问，近乎要耗尽最后一点氧气。他好像又回到了九十年代，又要被谁送的项链勒到窒息了，在窒息中无声地尖叫着高潮，把羞耻吞下、把腥臭的精液吞下，就好像咽下水煮菜一样简单。最后好不容易把项链扔掉，又心甘情愿地被套上一层又一层的枷锁。他知道那样是不对的，但是他的灵魂和骨头都碎得彻底，只能在令人几近崩溃的高潮里找到真正被爱着的错觉。谁来都好，至少在理智的断弦上跳着舞跌落空白的深渊的那一刻他会觉得自己是真正被爱着的世上最幸福的人。
他觉得自己应该是有被好好爱过的。
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At What Cost (Will I Pay To Keep You Safe)? *GRAPHIC* by hangedmansnoose
Fandoms: Sunrise On The Reaping - Suzanne Collins, Hunger Games Series - All Media Types
12 Aug 2025
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What would Haymitch have to endure if Lenore Dove did not die at his Homecoming? What if she was able to escape District 12, with the threat of her discovery hanging over Haymitch's head?
**this explores the prolonged trauma that Victors face after their Games. Lenore Dove's safety is held over Haymitch's head, and he's treated similarly to other known Victors. (more information in the notes)
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How dare you, Haymitch Abernathy, she'll say, for taking my goodbye away from me.He pulls away and pushes her towards her uncles, surprising her into another pause. He's thankful to Clerk Carmine now, for grabbing her and keeping her close as Haymitch begins to run across the meadow.
"Haymitch!" she calls after him. She continues to call his name, pleading for him to come back. Her voice becomes shrill and despairing, and Haymitch was right. His heart breaks in two, and he leaves half of it with Lenore Dove in the meadow.
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- Part 2 of At What Cost (different versions)
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13 Jul 2026
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Plutarch looked from the shattered bottle on the floor to Haymitch's wide-eyed stare at the man down the hall, and was more than a little startled when he whispered, "Seneca?"
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03 Jun 2026
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Обречённо-человеческое в трёх актах. Никто не предупреждал, что бывает трудно, когда человек, которому веришь, убивает тех, в кого не веруешь.
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03 Jun 2026
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the victory tour train by endgaymme
Fandoms: Hunger Games Series - All Media Types, Sunrise On The Reaping - Suzanne Collins
26 Jun 2025
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the fiftieth victory tour wraps up in the capitol and it looks very different for Haymitch.
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03 Jun 2026
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only this, and nothing more by ready4sin
Fandoms: Hunger Games Series - All Media Types, Sunrise On The Reaping - Suzanne Collins
26 May 2025
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Lucy Gray, Snow had let slip in Haymitch's ear as he'd finished inside of him. It was then that he realized, with a sort of sick satisfaction, that it really wasn't about him.
Haymitch pays for his sins, as well as the sins of the only District 12 Victor before him.
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03 Jun 2026