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    “You can lie to the jury as much as you want, counselor, but I know you want him dead just as much as I do...”

    Dex spoke like he had Matt all figured out, had stared into the abyss and seen a mirror.

     

    Post DDBA S1; Dex searches for Matt after shooting him at the Gala, and finds him hiding out in an apartment across town. After breaking in, they have a conversation about what happened that night, leading to some repressed feelings coming out in the form of sex and violence.

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    “You don’t have to do this,” Dex’s voice cracked as he protested, though didn’t resist as Matt ripped his shirt the rest of the way off, taking the blood-soaked rag from the man’s limp hand against his side. “Stop talking.” Dex didn’t bother to fight as Matt grabbed his shoulder, planting a knee in between his legs and pulling him forwards to feel around his back for an exit wound. The first thing he felt was thick, raised scar tissue along Dex’s spine, the other man’s breath shuddering audibly with the sensation. Further down, his fingers dragged along his overheated skin, going left to right, ignoring the hand wrapping around his forearm—was the bullet still inside?

    Or, Matt’s unwittingly becoming Dex’s brand new North Star, amongst other things.

    S2E5 spinoff

    UPDATED MAY 29 to include art

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    15 May 2026

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    “Hollander,” Ilya said, voice a low growl, “you, fuck, you smell so...why would you come here? Like this?” Ilya was gripping his arms and Shane nearly let out a whine at the contact. He almost forgot how much he craved touch, how good it felt to be touched by him. Almost. Fuck, Ilya smelled so good. He closed his eyes again and inhaled, resisting the urge to touch his forehead to Ilya’s. To strip right here and let everyone in this club watch as Ilya took him, fucked him right here when he’s wet and willing and wanting.

    “Like what?” he forced out, realizing he needed to give a response.

    “Like you’re in fucking heat, Hollander,” Ilya hissed through his teeth, pressing a hand into Shane’s chest and pushing him a little.

    Or, the club scene from episode 4 but omegaverse.

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    11 Feb 2026

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    They’re getting into a rhythm now, though, and Shane can see it. He can see this team winning the Cup this year. He tries not to get ahead of himself, tries to stay focused and go game by game, reminds himself that building up a team takes time and several seasons, but god. He wants this legacy: for himself, for Ottawa, for Ilya. For both of them and everyone else.

    Which is why, goddamnit, now is not the time to crash out over fantasies of Ilya working his whole hand down to the wrist into Shane’s ass and fucking him on his fist. And yet. Shane should know by now that timing and “good ideas” are rarely factors in whether or not he gets obsessed with something.

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    It starts, as a surprising number of things actually do, with a text from Rose.

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    05 Jan 2026

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    Every man has needs. Even Willem. Even Jude.
    They make it work.

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    01 Jul 2025