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During Shane's first season with the Ottawa Centaurs, he loves his new team and feels much more relaxed than he ever did in Montreal. But there is still a niggling thought inside his head. He still isn't good enough.
4+1 fic.
4 times Shane thinks someone on the Centaurs is telling him he isn't good enough - just like in Montreal.
+1 time Ilya sees the scars Montreal left on Shane and tells his husband he has always been more than good enough. It was Montreal who was never good enough.(Edit with an extra bonus chapter - a few people wanted to see Ilya and Hayden talk about Montreal so that has been added in chapter 3.)
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14 May 2026
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To Live in the Hearts of those Left Behind (is not to Die) by RimsHiddenQuill
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Heated Rivalry Series – Rachel Reid, The Long Game – Rachel Reid, Game Changers Series – Rachel Reid
18 Mar 2026
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The room is arranged for grief, but nothing about this can be contained.
Shane Hollander stands at the front and realises this is the last place Ilya Rozanov will ever exist in one piece. After this, he becomes memory. Something carried. Something softened so it can be survived.
Shane is left with the unbearable truth of it – that some endings cannot be undone, and that love does not disappear just because there is nowhere left for it to go.
A eulogy about loss, endurance, and the quiet impossibility of continuing without the person you built your life around.
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- Part 1 of Everything After