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    A more strategically inclined Ned Stark came back from war and made a list of things he wanted to do in the North to strengthen it. 15 years later he's off to become the Hand of the King. The long summer is coming to an end, and as they say, a long summer means a long winter.

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    “I usually have pretty good judgment,” Garcia continues. “I stay calm, I think clearly, and I make logical choices. But when you came to me with extremely reasonable concerns about someone I’ve worked with for a long time, I snapped at you and shut you down. You deserved patience, and advice, and respect,” Garcia admits, “and I’m sorry.”

    Trinity takes a moment to digest all of this, then nods a little, then takes a half-step closer as a sign of trust or whatever. “Thank you,” she says quietly and finds Garcia’s eyes. “I really… I appreciate all of that. Thank you.”

    She watches Garcia’s posture relax slightly, then watches Garcia take her own small step forward, then watches Garcia’s expression shift into something that makes Trinity’s breath catch.

    “Can I make it up to you with a cocktail?”

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    (What happens on July 4th, and what happened in the ten months before that.)

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    “I know you mentioned a raincheck,” Santos begins, and then she gets a little lost.

    (She has the next words ready.

    She’s been practicing them in her head for the last few minutes.

    Still, they’re caught in her throat like a sip of water going down the wrong pipe.)

    But Garcia is patient.

    So unbelievably fucking patient.

    "But I don’t—want to be alone,” Santos admits with a slight grimace, trying to sound chill and casual even though this isn’t chill and casual at all. But her voice comes out audibly strained because that was just enough of a lie to make her squeeze her eyes shut and bite her bottom lip way too hard. “I probably shouldn’t be alone tonight,” she corrects with what little air is left in her lungs.

    “Okay,” Garcia says, simple and gentle and effortless, and nods toward the passenger side. “Get in.”

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    27 Feb 2026

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    Awwwww

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    The gods that once watched over us were killed: their shrines destroyed, their worshippers slain, and their names erased.

    Deep in the heart of an ancient forest, though, there sat one last time-worn shrine of a forgotten protector goddess. She was called Mira; she was fire and war, love and life.

    For centuries, Mira drifted through a dreamless slumber.

    Then, one day, two brave young women full of hopes and dreams and love reawakened her. She owed them her life, and they owed her theirs. Their names were Rumi and Zoey, and they devoted themselves to Mira as deeply as they devoted themselves to each other. The goddess and her two angels fell in love and built a new world together.

    But the goddess always feared the day she'd no longer be able to protect her mortal lovers from death.

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    Or: a folk/fairy-tale style story about the romance between an immortal goddess and her two mortal devotees, with a thematic focus on the passing of time, legacy after death, and the indestructible and wondrous nature of hope. Takes place in a fantastical setting inspired by the man vs. nature world of Princess Mononoke.

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    12 Feb 2026

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    Beautiful.

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    It was Zoey’s idea first.
    Mira thought she was joking. When she realized her girlfriend was serious, she told her she was crazy.
    Forcefemming was a joke. A meme. It wasn’t real. And Zoey wanted to do it to Celine’s perfect son? They’d lose their careers in a heartbeat. Their debut wasn’t for ten more months. No one knew their names. And then where would that leave them? A couple of eighteen-year-old trans lesbians with no job prospects and no future.
    But every time Rumi came to hang out in their apartment, Mira couldn’t get the idea out of her head.

    -Or-

    Poor, repressed trans girl Rumi would never admit that he wants to be a girl. So Zoey and Mira, the trainee duo ready to take the world by storm, decide to help him along. And as this sad boy begins to light up and be herself, they develop strange, even confusing feelings for her.

    -Or-

    Zoey has a suggestion.

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    25 Jan 2026