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  1. Public Bookmark 16

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    As Soobin's due date quickly approaches, their apartment grows quieter, softer.

    A look into the final days of Soobin's pregnancy and the birth of his and Yeonjun's baby.

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    21 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 17

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    "Why didn't you tell me?" Taehyun sounds like he's crying. "Don't you trust me?"

    Oh, no.

    "It's hyung's responsibility, not yours," Soobin says.

    "It's not about that," Taehyun cries, muffling his words against Soobin's neck. "You never let me take care of you, hyung, and I don't know why."

    Soobin will happily take care of everyone else and give all of himself to his members, but never relies on them in return. Taehyun understands this as a lack of trust between them. Soobin doesn't see it at all, until it chews him up and spits him out.

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    19 Jun 2026

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    “Your hands are shaking.” The Emperor finishes his thought gracefully. It's the first time they've spoken–even their courtship contained no correspondence aside from the many gifts that piled high in Soobin's room at the manor, untouched. Most, if not all, had come with him on the journey. “Are you perhaps cold?”

    “Oh,” he says stupidly. “No, your Majesty.”

    He clams up immediately after, tongue thick behind his teeth, unable to offer any more clarification than what he's already given. The wine jar settles onto the table without any incident, and Soobin's shaking hands settle atop his knees, smoothing over his robes. Mustering up his courage, he forces himself to continue.

    “I suppose I'm just nervous.” Growing up, he'd been encouraged to be truthful. Not that much encouragement was needed–he'd been honest to the point it was a fault. Even so, that changed as soon as his mother decided he was meant for bigger things. She'd swiftly changed her tune–Soobin-ah, if you need to lie, the best way to do so is with a partial truth. Choi Soobin is not cold, nor is he nervous. He is terrified.

    (Slow updates.)

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    13 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 67

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    After a tragic twist of fate, Soobin is forced to become an RA for his dorm floor. Despite his extremely introverted nature and past failed relationships, Soobin discovers that it leads to a lot more.

    Or, where Soobin accidentally forms a pack by picking up stray cats.

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    12 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 31

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    Four times Soobin's packmates notice him acting mysteriously different, and then the one time they figure out why he is.

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    11 Jun 2026