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    Shane Hollander, the captain of the Montreal Metros, has no place in this generic hotel in Philadelphia of all places. His team is in New York, and Hollander has fled the city under false pretenses and driven almost two hours in a rental car just to get fucked by his rival. There is no explanation he can give if he is spotted in the same hotel as the whole Boston tea.

    Ilya sees the panic in Hollander’s eyes. More clearly, though, he sees how Hollander is still in that place he goes to when they fuck.

    “I can’t go out,” Hollander whimpers and puts his hands over his ears. As if blocking the sound of the alarm will diffuse the situation.

    “You are not dying in fire,” Ilya snaps, the one true thing he knows, and throws a hoodie at him. “We figure it out. Come on.”

     

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    When a fire alarm interrupts Shane and Ilya’s meeting in a Philadelphian hotel, they need to evacuate. Under the scrutiny of his coach, teammates, and fans, can Ilya take care of Shane, who is suffering from a panic attack coupled with a sub drop? And later, when Ilya faces an injury, can Shane muster up the courage to stand by his side?

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    06 Jun 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov's life takes an unexpected turn when a deadly plane crash in 2021 takes his life, right after a fight with his long-time partner, Shane Hollander. Though instead of the afterlife, Ilya is sent back to December 2008, just before his NHL career began, on the very day that he first met Shane. He finds himself in a familiar world, with knowledge of both the future and knowledge of the man he loves and the friends he holds dear.

    As Ilya navigates this new reality, he rebuilds his relationship with Shane, who is still finding his path in both hockey and his identity as a gay man. With their rivalry blossoming into a different experience than the one Ilya experienced the first time around, the two face challenges around acceptance, family pressures, and the struggles of being openly gay and lovers in the sports world. Throughout their journey, Ilya contemplates his first life, cherishes the present, and strives to alter the course of their futures (and the futures of their friends) for the better.

    Or, Ilya Rozanov discovers first hand what the butterfly effect is, and how it can drastically alter the future.

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    03 Jun 2026

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    What if Cliff saw the video before Hayden? What if he got there first to warn them?

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    27 May 2026

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    A little part of Ilya has been prepared for Shane to end things between them from the moment they started. So you'd think this moment would hurt less?

    How, in the course of a single year, Ilya's worst fears are proven true, then completely false, and how Shane chooses Ilya over hockey in a big way.

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    25 May 2026

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