Dazimkl
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"You’ll what?”
“You heard what I said, shitty Dazai. He doesn’t want you. Not a single one of them does, but I do. So you’re going to fucking stay here, because you don’t get to leave me again.”
“I’m not participating in this weird ass fantasy where we spend the rest of our lives together. I’m not him and you know it,” Dazai bites out, renewing his efforts to get out of his bindings.
Nakahara’s hand shoots out to pin him against the couch and stop his movements. “I know. Of course, I know that. But he owed me, and now he's fucking dead so you’re the one that’s going to pay on that debt. So, I am going to fucking keep you and when the times comes, I’m going to be the one kill you. You don’t have anything waiting for you out there, and you know it.”
Finally, Dazai stills. He tries to formulate a response, but he's not stupid, and there's no denying the truth. Slowly, he nods, and from above him, Nakahara grins.
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toxic skk situationship breakup + ada distancing themselves + beast chuuya being pulled in from his world = dazai, desperate for some sort of affection, and finding it in the absolute worst way possible
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- Part 5 of bsd fics that r between me, god, and ao3
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14 May 2026
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At fourteen, Dazai is the one to find Chuuya after the lab explosion.
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He watches Chuuya fall asleep, slow and soft, in small bits. He is so beautiful, and he is mine. All mine.
I am the first person he smiled at.
I am the first person who said his name.
I am the first person who has held him like this.
He is mine. He will always be mine now, after these things.
Dazai thinks, for a moment, that he might not ever get to feel things, or see the world the way most people do, or find a reason to live. But he can live for this, for him. For this boy. He does not care about birds or parks or trees or people, does not feel all that much when he sees the sunrise or sunset or the stars and the moon. He does not like dogs or children. He does not like the world.
But he likes Chuuya. He likes the way Chuuya looks when he is looking at all these things.
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11 May 2026
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Missed Clarification by Daichan795
Fandoms: 전지적 독자 시점 - 싱숑 | Omniscient Reader - Sing-Shong
19 Sep 2022
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Yjh: I’m unemployed and have no degree and I have to support my baby sister
Kdj: ok I’ll give you riches in exchange for your first born
Yjh: deal
Kdj: great (now has riches)
Yjh: thanks, when do we start?
Kdj: What?
Yjh: You said I'll have to give you my first born, when do we start?
Kdj:
Kdj: Oh.Or, Yoo Joonghyuk meets a very beautiful being in his search to support his sick sister and decides that the ethereal man deserves to have a baby in him. Kim Dokja only wanted to swindle the bastard of his first born and call it a day, how did it get to this point?
(Based on a twitter post/prompt)
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02 May 2026
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When the Clouds Part by sadboyswoon
Fandoms: Given (Manga), Given (Anime), Given: 10th Mix (Manga)
13 Feb 2025
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Given records a music video, and a flirty PA has her eyes set on Uenoyama.
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02 Feb 2026
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In an attempt to forget Mafuyu, Ritsuka enters into a sexual relationship that threatens to tear apart friendships.