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    It was a messy thing of leather and papers and rope. It looked like Phillips had carelessly thrown a bunch of documents onto an old piece of black leather and then rolled the whole thing up and tied it . . . The papers inside were all different sizes, everything out of order and haphazardly stacked, like someone had been in a hurry and just grabbed it all.

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    05 Jun 2026

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    When Dean comes to, he knows he's fucked.

    He's not where he's supposed to be, which means somebody's probably taken him. He's hoping to God that it's just one of the less savory characters he ended up in a...business transaction with last night, taking things a little too far.

    He's just hoping to God that whatever it is, it's human.

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    03 Jun 2026

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    When you thought I was dead…what did you do?

    Dean’s not going to tell Sammy. He’s not going to tell his little brother about the handful of benzos and oxycodone still churning in his system, because Sammy’s breathing hard through the gunshot in his gut, and Dean’s not going to add to Sam’s already extensive list of problems. And Dean knows how Sammy gets whenever Dean tries to trade his life in for his little brother’s. It’s never been something Sam takes well. So Dean isn’t going to tell him.

    Sam and Dean spend a night on the floor of a motel bathroom after the events of 11.17

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    02 Jun 2026

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    Dad’s in Minnesota doing God-knows-what, Sammy’s at Stanford, and Dean’s twenty-two when he thinks about killing himself for the first time. In which Dean’s on a hunt in Rapid City, South Dakota, and everything goes to shit. Bobby comes to the rescue. Eventually.

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    01 Jun 2026

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    "You say you love me," Spike says, and his throat sounds all sore and slimy. "But you'd be disgusted if I made her like me. I'd be disgusted with myself."

    Or: Reeling from the death of her mother and fighting a losing battle against a hell god, Buffy asks herself what it really means to love a monster.

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    31 May 2026