AngelicallyScarred



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    It’s common knowledge that Dazai hates Chuuya.

    He hates him so much that, if the world were to fall and Nakahara Chuuya were to die, Dazai Osamu would cease to exist too.
    He would have no reason to live.

    [5+1 Fragments of Soukoku's (shallow) bond]
    Or: After making it alive out of Meursault, Chuuya and Dazai meet one night to question their relationship.
    What they are, what they are going to be, and the depth of the (shallow) bond they share.

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    05 Jun 2026

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    “Chuuya—"

    “Osamu,” he interrupts. It sounds final. It always does, when Chuuya calls him Osamu — or any variation of his first name, really.
    He used to be fond of ‘Samu, but Chuuya stopped using it when he turned eighteen. But then, the redhead also cups his cheeks and drives him in for a kiss. “You think too much.” Another kiss. “Ya want to define this thing we have going on? We resonate. You do all the thinking and risk your neck, and I remind you to breathe and save your ass. We’re complementary, and that’s the end of the fucking story. Now stop overthinking, because we stink and I swear to God I’ll carry you to the bathroom if I have to.”

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    Getting out of prison alive was a miracle. Getting stuck with Dazai on his couch is just Chuuya's terrible luck.

    In the grueling aftermath of the vampire outbreak, a highly inconvenient shift in alliances forces them under the same roof. Exhausted and stripped of their usual defenses, the quiet hours they share start to blur lines they’ve fiercely guarded since they were teenagers.

    Or: The post-war domestic fic where the tension boils over, and Chuuya finally stops lying to himself.

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    04 Jun 2026

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    "You're a pack animal," Dazai stated. It wasn't an insult. It was a categorization.
    "Shut up."
    "You require the proximity of other biological beings to regulate your parasympathetic nervous system."

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    5 times Dazai and Chuuya shared a bed + 1 time they actually slept together

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    04 Jun 2026

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    Chuuya was tired.

    It wasn't the total collapse that came after using Corruption. This was different. This was a dull, aching fatigue that settled into his shoulders and refused to leave.

    Or: After escaping from Poe's book, Chuuya questions his humanity not for the first time. He gives in and calls Dazai.

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    04 Jun 2026

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    Now? Now Dazai treated him like a weapon. You pull the pin, throw the grenade, and once the explosion is over, you don't stick around to comfort the shrapnel.

    That realization hurt more than the physical toll of Corruption ever could. It confirmed everything Chuuya had felt inside that book. He was just a tool. A useful monster. And monsters didn't get bedside vigils.

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    Chuuya gets hit by an Ability that regresses him to a twelve-year-old. He immediately clings to Dazai, telling him, “When that pretty sister mentioned this situation being caused by someone wanting me to suffer, you looked ready to stab someone.”

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    03 Jun 2026