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    Mike knows Harvey Specter's coffee order (black with one sugar), favorite whiskey, preferred records, and secret snack preferences.

    Naturally, when a new associate starts using that information to get closer to Harvey, Mike reacts in the most normal and professional way possible:

    By losing his mind.

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    17 Jun 2026

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    If we do this,” he says, low, seductive, a tone he never imagined he’d use on Mike, “there are going to be ground rules.

    Or: Harvey and Mike start sleeping together. Casually. And it’s damn well going to stay that way. No, really. Seriously. There are rule and everything. No way this could possibly be a problem...

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    01 Jun 2026

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    Harvey Specter lives life in absolutes.

    The suits he wears are elegant and pristine and almost always pressed – these kinds of suits are respected, conveying a well-educated and professional persona that he prides himself with. This is an absolute.

    Skinny ties are offensive and juvenile and honestly an eye sore. This, too, is an absolute.

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    Harvey doesn't do feelings and he definitely doesn't care, but Mike is getting under his skin. Set ambiguously around S2.

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    27 May 2026

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    Shane's breath catches on a sob, and he muffles the sound with his hand. Everything feels like too much. He’s naked, and he can feel entirely too much on his body, inside his body, and he hates how it's starting to feel gross. His head is pounding, and he can't even focus on placating his mind when his lungs are also screaming in his throat for breath.

    Ilya hears, and his hands reach out to hold Shane, tension lying in every part of his body. “Shane—”

    “Don't touch me,” Shane snaps, more desperation than yelling as he rips his arm out of Ilyas's grasp. His tears have nowhere to go now, and they finally spill over, hot and humiliating, down his cheeks.

    Ilya freezes in place, hand hovering mid-air. A myriad of emotions flicker across his face: confusion, hurt, fear. Ilya takes an unconscious step back like someone shoved him. His body curls in on itself, trying to make himself appear smaller.

    He looks... terrified. Like, Shane just called him a monster, and he believes it.

    OR: inspired by the fight in the long game when ilya had told shane he could have sex with other men because he did not believe in cheating.

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    12 Mar 2026

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    man what the fuck bury me in this

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    "Ilya had loved him through his worst moments. Ilya had helped him find a therapist when he’d collapsed on the floor of their hotel bathroom after losing a particularly brutal game, scratching at his chest. Ilya had held him, even when Shane yelled at him because there was panic crawling under his skin and he felt as though it might claw its way out. Ilya had told him it was okay; that it didn’t make him a bad player to resent the spotlight sometimes, that it didn’t make him a bad teammate to hate the team when they were too loud and too drunk and too physical, that it didn’t make him a bad person to need space to breathe. Ilya saved him.

    And look what you give him in return. You’re a shitty husband, Shane Hollander.

    You don’t deserve his last name."

     

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    content warnings: discussion of mental health, depiction of a panic attack, depiction of invasive medical procedure, depiction of violence (generally non-graphic), use of hate speech, depiction of a hate crime

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    08 Feb 2026

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    wow