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October 1st, 2325
There is something wrong here. I do not know what it is, and that scares me, in truth. I do not remember anything prior to waking in the Doctor's lab, and while he says that's normal, there is some gleam to him that I do not trust. I do not even truly know if what I write in this notebook is safe... but I need to get my thoughts out, somehow. Otherwise, they will bounce around inside my head and slowly drive me insane.
October 2nd, 2325
I do not know my own name. The Doctor has decided to call me 'Kurogiri', but something about that feels wrong. Almost inverted. But isn't it weird, that they didn't know? Surely, when I was brought in... I mean, I suppose there are Yamada Taros in this world, but something about what the Doctor is saying makes it feel like it's all a lie... I can't prove it, but I feel like he knows my name. So why won't he tell me?
October 3rd, 2325
The Doctor and Sensei tell me that they are giving me a job. I get the feeling that refusing it - refusing anything that they tell me to do - is not really an option. I do not know where I would go if I tried to leave... I remember nothing. I know nothing. I must tell myself that, even as I begin to know... I begin to know that this is not right. That I should try to leave with all haste, if I can. I just have nowhere to go.
October 4th, 2325
The Doctor and Sensei have given me custody of a small child. I think this is less because they trust me and more because they do not want to take care of him themselves. They attempted to appear caring, I think, but the Doctor, especially, gave grimaces of disgust whenever he thought the child was not looking. They told me that the child's name was Shigaraki Tomura, but the moment they left, the child told me in a quiet voice that his name was actually Shimura Tenko. Seems that I am not the only person that those two were looking to rename.
October 5th, 2325
Shimura Tenko is a pleasant child. He is empathetic and kind. When I spoke with him, told him that I could not remember anything before the Doctor's lab, he told me that the Doctor told him that he would be making someone to watch over him. Was I created by the Doctor? That does not feel correct, or rather, that does not feel like the whole of it... I know that I was someone before. Whatever the Doctor did to me, I still feel like that is the truth.
October 6th, 2325
I have discovered the news. Well, I have decided to try and keep up with the news. I thought it might help to jog my memory, that perhaps I might hear about something I cared about before. Today, there was a story about UA... holding a memorial in honor of a dead student. Shirakumo Oboro. I... I know that name. Did I know Shirakumo Oboro? Am I Shirakumo Oboro? And if I am... what happened to me?