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One more time,"Ni-Ki announced to the crew members. He was shooting for the advertisement, alone, without Enhypen.
He was fine, mostly.
He danced the same choreography three times already, but he wasn't satisfied. Yesterday, he slept for only two hours.
His brain was everywhere.
"Hmm, final this," He mumbled to the nearby staff. Sweat dripped from his face, not because of dancing but the adrenaline. He needed some kind of release.
He swears that someone sighed behind him because NI-Ki finally gave them a break.
He looked around and spotted the manager on the sofa, waiting for him. When the manager finally looked at the tired boy, NI-Ki pointed toward the restroom.
He quickened his steps to the restroom and locked the stall. He sighed loudly, relishing his alone time.
His whole tee under the jacket dripped with sweat. His whole body trembled with goosebumps. He closed his eyes.
His hands started wandering around his neck, feeling quite sensitive. He caressed himself there, then touched his abdomen and flinched at the sensation of his fingers. They were cold, but his whole body was, as if he had a fever.
His trousers were already soaked in sweat, and now his underwear showed hints of his desperation.
Everything was wet and hot. NI-ki smoothly slid his hand under his pants and the other on the wall behind him.
He was hard.
There was rustling out, but he didn't hear. He slid down his trouser a little to have more room for action.
He pumped his dick a few times, and precum was all over his underwear and his hands. His breath quickened as he continued this action.
But after some seconds his actions came to abrupt as he heard two-three people talking outside the stall.
Ni-Ki's mind went blank, due to frustration, he could see only white.
He quickly dressed himself neatly, used a handkerchief to wipe off some sweat, and got out of that building quickly.
He rushed towards the car in a hurry.
"Ni-Ki, Are you okay?" asked the manager on the front seat of the car.
"Hm" Ni-ki replied from the back seat.
".."
The ride was quiet, but Ni-ki still felt on edge. He just needed one word from someone to make them regret talking to him.
His whole body was tired and the lower region wanted some attention.
not some but his whole attention, it was painful, but his mind it more aching.
He didn't know where time went as his mind was blank most of the time.
When he arrived at the dorm. Everyone was eating dinner. He removed his jacket as the first thing getting into the living room.
Jake looked at his watch.
“You are late today,” Jake said with concern written on his face.
Everyone was silent because they could feel that he was down for some reason.
Ni-Ki didn’t reply to that half-ass question or whatever, He just wanted to be alone.
“I’m going to my room..I’m exhausted.”
“Sit with us first-” Sunoo started
“No”
Plain and simple.
He rushed through the chores, brushed his teeth, got into the shower, and dimmed the already dim lights.
He only wore his night pajama and nothing underneath as he was hot and still hard.
He got into the bed, He already started sweating. AC didn't help.
His dick felt as if it was about to fall off.
He gave it a squeeze, his head leaned into the headboard, he groaned and closed his eyes.
He quickly removed his pyjamas, the only thing that he had on his body.
Started thumbing his tip.
“Fuck..”
It took him a minute to get his cock wet with his own precum.
He wanted to imagine someone but there wasn't any image.
So, he started slowing down. His dick throbbed terribly at the pace. He wanted release but also wanted to imagine someone. He wanted the feel of someone else's body.
He lazily jerked himself with his head hanging to the side and eyes closed.
He bucked his hips.
“No…think first”
He never had any relationship in his whole 20 years of life as he was always busy.
On the other hand, he always saw older members smiling at their phones going on dates.
But what intrigued Ni-ki was that he was not the only one who had never been in a relationship..ever.
His pace quickened on its own as he thought of the situation.
He squeezed the pillow with his other hand.
Jay
He was so whiny and affectionate with him that he always wanted to tease him.
Ni-ki can manhandle him on the table, back arched. He would whine in a high pitched voice to stop.
He bucked his hips at the thought of his hyung, his sweaty body, he would lick all over. His mouth salivated as gave a few strokes and came all over his hands.
He took long breaths and looked at his hands, contemplating what he thought.
His hyung was like a big brother to him, but his lust ruined everything.
In the middle of an existential crisis, he heard the knock.
It was a very inaudible knock, not for him, though as he was hyper vigilant at this moment.
The second knock was a little louder than before, he was about to get up but to clean himself up.
“Ni-ki” Someone whispered at the door.
That someone was Jay.
Ni-ki’s steps faltered on the entrance of his restroom.
Without thinking of consequences, he yelled
“Coming” at the door
He quickly washed his hand and wiped his lower region with tissues.
He wore his pyjamas in a hurry and opened the door.
One thing he regretted, he should've worn something on top or at least underwear.
After the door opened, Jay looked straight at his waist area.
He looked at his hyung’s face to see if he was uncomfortable.
His cheeks were flushed; he was about to comment on that but then he saw a bowl in his hand.
“Ni-ki?” Jay looked at his face for God knows how long.
He blanked out for a while.
He gave him space to come in.
Jay settled on his bed even before Ni-ki could come back from the door.
The lights were still dim. Ni-ki admired Jay from a distance.
His back was only visible. He was wearing pink shorts with his pink shirt. He was on his knees, back arched as he adjusted the pillows on his bed.
Ni-ki's bed.
Somehow his raging boner was back and he knew if Jay turned back, he'd need to answer this.
With no option, he quickly walked and jumped into bed with a pillow covering his lower region.
Jay giggled.
“Why are you in a hurry? Are you that hungry?” Jay stared at him as if he was the only person worth loving.
He felt his cheeks heating up due to his own thoughts.
He can fuck his hyung however he wants, he would take it all.
“Here” Jay pointed at the food at the side table.
“You didn't eat dinner and I called the manager, he told me you hadn't eaten anything the whole day!” Jay glared at him.
“Uh..I was not hungry. I'm still not-”
Jay grabbed the bowl and presented the spoon full of curry with rice in front of his face.
“please eat” Jay pleaded..
Hearing the pleading, he quickly opened his mouth to welcome the spoon in.
At first bite, his mouth was filled with sweet and sour taste of curry, he closed his eyes to cherish that.
“Eat more” Jay smiled at the reaction
“Hyung, I can eat by myself” He can, he didn't want to tire his hyung out.
Not to mention, he still has a boner, that was very uncomfortable. He was moving a lot hoping it isn't noticeable to older man.
For some minutes, he only focused on eating, Jay also didn't talk about anything, just shoving food in his mouth.
When he was eating, he stared at Jay’s face, His lips were pouted as he concentrated on feeding Ni-Ki.
He wanted to lick them.
His neck, that was unguarded and the shirt that was hanging off of his one shoulder
He wanted to bite there and hear those sinful noises that he never heard.
“Are you stressed about something?” Jay voice cut through the silence.
The food was finished and was sitting beside NI-ki’s bed.
He was still hard. His thoughts were still fixated upon the older man in front of him.
He salivated at the situation. His lower region asked for his attention and he subtly pressed pillow onto his lap.
“I mean..you don’t have to tell me, if you’re uncomfortable..” Jay looked at him and then stared at the ground.
“I can wake up Jake for-”
“No” He finally said something.
“It’s a little messed up, you know, so can you just stay here for a while?” Ni-Ki asked, awkwardly scratching his own nape.
Jay smiled at him. His crimson cheeks , making him feel alive again.
Then he noticed Jay directed his attention towards window.
“It’s raining outside.” older man informed as if it was the important detail.
Ni-Ki felt something in the air, the flowers bloomed inside his stomach every time he heard jay’s voice.
He was attracted to him.
He didn’t know when it happened but, to him, his hyung was like the cool air that always made him feel stable and safe.
“Earth to Ni-Ki” Jay was waving his hand in front of his face.
“Fuck, hyung.” NI-Ki used his palms to cover his face.
He was a mess.
Jay frowned.
“Is something bothering you?” the older man asked, gently removing his palms from his face.
Soft
He has a very soft hands that Ni-ki wanted to kiss them.
“wait, you have a rice on your lips.”
NoNoNoNo
Jay used his thumb to remove it but he could remove his hand, Ni-ki kissed it.
He softly let his lips stay there for a second and cherished the moment while closing his eyes..
When jay realized he quickly removed his thumb from his lips.
His cheeks grew redder and his hair were falling clumsily on his face.
“Hyung, C-Can I kiss you?”
He didn't know where he got this courage from but one thing he knew was he was desperate for his Jay hyung.
He wanted to taste him and devour him whole.
Jay's eyes widened at the sudden request.
“H-uh” He sluttered, not knowing how to answer.
Cute
Ni-Ki pressed the pillow harder than before not caring if Jay would see.
“Ni-Ki, are you drunk o-or something?”
He shaked his head as no.
“Do you have a fever?” still blushing Jay reached for his head.
He was quick to pull the older man closer by his reaching hand.
Jay’s arm held Ni-Ki for support, and their nose almost touched.
He stared at the older man's lips and licked them, then his eyes.
Jay wasn't looking at him, but at the pillow between them.
He quickly reached for his waist to pull him closer.
“Ni-ki, w-wait” Jay stuttered, still looking down,his cheeks glowed pink in the night.
It was cold because of the rain.
And Ni-ki wanted some warmth from his hyung.
He removed one hand from Jay's waist and removed the pillow, simultaneously, pulling him closer.
Gasping, Jay fell on his lap.
He groaned at the sudden pressure on his hard cock.
“T-this….” Jay felt the hardness of the cock against his ass.
His breath quickened.
Ni-ki tightens his grip on his waist.
“This is wronng-h” Jay's words started dying on his tongue.
Little sweat shone on his face.
He finally looked up with hooded eyes as if he wanted him the way Ni-ki wants him.
“Hyung, just a kiss.” He pleaded while staring at his hyung’s lips.
He didn’t know what he was doing; he could hear the raindrops hitting the surface, the cold sensation due to it, and at the same time the warmth from Jay that was making him insane.
When he shifted his eyes from Jay’s lips to his eyes, His eyes were dazed as if Ni-ki could do anything to him, and he will just say pliant.
So without thinking much and also given throbbing in his lower region.
He closed the distance between them. Jay tried to make space by putting his hands between their bodies.
But Ni-ki eventually met his lips.
Jay made the abrupt and small sound at that.
But Ni-ki, not only closed the gap, he started moving his lips, he smooched the small pouty lips that were giving him hard time. He did it many times for a minute and quickened his pace.
“Mgnh” Jay made sound at that.
The older guy tried to pull off, the movement of his butt on his cock made him saw stars.
He licked the lips of the man on his lap. Unconsciously bucked his hips, his grip still tight on his hyung’s waist.
He is not going anywhere today, not today, not tomorrow. Jay is his.
Jay made a keen sound at the sensation of his tongue; his non-existent protest died down a little.
But when Jay didn't open his mouth, He bucked his hips while pulling him down hard on his lap.
The pressure made Jay gasp.
He quickly plunged his tongue under the pliant mouth and licked it, with time he put more pressure behind his action, making jay move his head from side to side. Jay started moaning around his tongue.
His cold tongue caressed the warm mouth of his hyung.
His motive was still clear; the only thing he wanted was to ruin him.
His pliant hyung is taking everything under him so well.
He felt his cock twitching for attention.
He changed their position and pinned him to his mattress.
Jay’s soft thighs surrounded, he quickly caressed one of them. He grinded a little to show him how hard he is for his hyung.
Jay moaned at that, his own hips lifting to feel more of it.
His actions weren’t soft, they were intentional.
He pulled back.
The older man looked drunk and dazed.
Ni-ki caressed his bruised lips with his thumb, but eying to bruise them more in some seconds.
“Hyung, I’ll make you feel real good tonight”