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Jimin is staring at the mirror, hands mapping his body, fingers trailing over all the new toned muscles. A frown taking over his face. He’s so focused analysing every corner of his body that he doesn’t hear Jeongguk coming into the room. It’s not until he feels strong arms embracing him from behind that he jumps startled.
“What are you doing?”
“Nothing,” Jimin says with a forced smile.
“Hyung...” Jeongguk says knowingly.
“It’s okay. I’m okay”
Jeongguk turns him around and cups his face.
“Talk to me”
“I... I just... It’s so silly, really”
“It’s not silly if it bothers you”
“Really, it’s nothing”
“Jimin-ah”
Jimin sighs and leans closer, burying his face in Jeongguk’s neck.
“I miss my body,” Jimin admits quietly.
“What do you mean?”
“I look at myself in the mirror and I... that’s not me”
“Jimin...”
“I hate my hair. And my cheeks are so round. My waist... I...” Jimin chokes up as tears gather in his eyes.
“Baby...” Jeongguk says as he tries to no to cry himself at the sight of his hyung’s teary eyes.
“I- I know. It’s stupid. I just got out of the military, of course my body is different. I just...”
“I told you, it’s not silly. Your feelings are valid. You are the most beautiful person I’ve ever seen. Your hair will grow and without the military drills your body will go back to your beautiful delicate curves in no time. You’ll see. Just... give it time”
“I know,” Jimin sniffs and he burrows into Jeongguk’s chest.
“I have an idea. Give me an hour. Try to rest for a bit while I’m gone”
“Where are you going?”
“You’ll see”
“Can I go with you?”
“It’s a surprise,” Jeongguk says with a radiant bunny smile.
“Okay, hurry up then”
Jeongguk kisses him on the forehead, moving to kiss his nose, his cheeks and ends with a kiss on his lips.
They indulge for a moment, lips gliding against each other, holding each other close.
“Wait for me”
“Always,” Jimin whispers.
* * * * *
Jimin is laying in bed, his favourite science YouTube channel playing on his phone, the lights low.
“I’m back!” Jeongguk says as he enters the room with two big bags in his hands.
“You went shopping?”
“Close your eyes,” Jeongguk asks excitedly.
“Gukk-ah, I don’t-”
“Trust me”
Jimin sighs and closes his eyes, letting Jeongguk incorporate him until he’s sitting with his legs hanging from the bed.
He hears some rustling from the bags and waits patiently.
“Okay,” Jeongguk says pulling him to stand and turning him so he’s facing the bed, “open your eyes”
Jimin does as he’s told and gasps.
“How did you...”
“Do you like it?” Jeongguk asks nervously.
Jimin reaches slowly for the black lace corset and the peach silky see-through shirt that lay on the bed.
“I...”
“You wanna try them on?”
“I’m not sure...”
“Trust me. You’ll look so beautiful”
“Where did you even get these?”
“Don’t worry about it”
“Did anyone see you?”
“No, I was careful. I went to a small store and I wore a cap, glasses and a mask. No one saw me. Now, come on. Try it on”
Jimin looks at the clothes in his hands and smiles softly. He lays them back on the bed and lifts up his t-shirt.
“Want some help?” Jeongguk asks suggestively.
Jimin blushes but nods softly.
Jeongguk hooks his fingers on the bottom of the t-shirt and pulls it up the rest of the way, making sure to run his hands over his sides, squeezing at his waist and trapping his arms with the t-shirt once he gets it over his head.
He leans closer and kisses him softly before moving to kiss along his neck.
Jimin moans softly, trying to free his arms, but Jeongguk holds him in place.
“Mmm... you smell so good”
“Jeongguk...”
“Sorry, I’m getting sidetracked. Let’s continue”
He pulls the t-shirt completely off and helps Jimin put on the new shirt. Jeongguk battles his hands away when Jimin tries to button it and does it for him, kissing his stomach before closing each button.
He helps him get the corset on and steps back to look at him.
“Perfect! So pretty...”
Jimin looks down and frowns when he sees the gym shorts he wearing.
“Relax. There’s more”
Jeongguk reaches inside one of the bags and pulls out black denim shorts with an open skirt layered over them and a cute belt.
Jimin’s eyes widen and Jeongguk worries.
“Too much?”
“No, no, it’s... It’s perfect”
“I know you don’t usually wear skirts, but I also know that you feel so pretty when you do”
“I do. I... Thank you”
Jeongguk reaches for the hem of the gym shorts and gently pulls them down along with his underwear. Jimin steps out of them and let’s Jeongguk help him get into the new shorts and adjust the skirt so it falls nicely around him.
Once everything is in place, Jimin twirls to show off the outfit. Jeongguk looks at him with bright eyes full of love.
“How do I look?” Jimin asks shyly.
“So perfect but...”
Jimin’s smile drops slowly and Jeongguk smiles.
“There’s more”
“More? What else could there be?”
Jeongguk reaches into the bad and takes out a small pouch.
“Can I do your makeup?”
“Really?”
“An outfit this cute deserves a beautiful makeup look to match, don’t you think?”
“Yeah...” Jimin sighs softly.
“Sit down. I’ll doll you up”
Jeongguk sets everything on the bed and starts to apply product after product, giving Jimin a subtle makeup look.
He applies a soft pink eyeshadow with brown eyeliner, making his siren eyes pop and a pink lipgloss, making his plump lips look so inviting that he finds it hard to resist kissing them. And he doesn’t, so he has to reapply it twice.
“Okay. All done”
He pulls back to take a better look at the whole look and gulps.
“You look so good! Like an angel. My angel”
Jimin stands up and goes to the mirror. He gasps when he looks at himself. He looks so... dainty and soft. He loves it. He feels like himself again.
He turns to Jeongguk with tears in his eyes.
“You don’t like it?” Jeongguk asks worried.
Jimin approaches him and wraps his arms around his neck as he leans down.
“I love it,” he whispers into his mouth before straddling his lap. “Thank you”
Jeongguk runs his hands over his sides and thighs, lifting his head to deepen the kiss.
They both moan into the kiss, hands gripping tight, trying to close the distance between their bodies as much as possible.
“Mmm... Baby, wait. Before we get carried away, let me take some cute pictures for you. So any time you feel like you don’t like what you see in the mirror you can see that he’s still here, as beautiful as ever”
“I- I don’t-”
Jeongguk cups his cheek and kisses his nose.
“We can delete them afterwards if you don’t like them. I just want you to see what I see when I look at you”
Jimin’s eyes fill with tears again and Jeongguk is quick to wipe them away.
“No crying! You’ll ruin the makeup!”
Jimin laughs and leans up to kiss him sweetly on the lips.
“Okay, I’ll model for you. Tell me what to do,” Jimin agrees with a smile.
Jeongguk jumps up and rushes to his bag to take out his camera. He adjusts a few settings to accommodate the room’s lightning and tells Jimin to kneel back on the centre of the bed.
He takes a few test shots and when he pulls down the camera he sees that Jimin is tense.
“Hey, you alright?”
“I- I’m not- I-”
“Sh, it’s okay. It’s been a while. Try to forget about the camera”
“Jeongguk, it’s a huge black thing in front of your face. It’s impossible not to notice”
“Okay, fair enough. Then let’s try this,” he says putting the camera on the night table, “I’ll do a pose for you and then you do one for me”
“What?” Jimin laughs confused.
“Yeah, like a game. Here, look”
Jeongguk sits with him on the bed and kneels, leaning back and raising an arm behind his head, pouting exaggeratedly.
Jimin falls over laughing at his silliness and Jeongguk laughs with him.
“Okay, my turn”
Jimin kneels again, opening his legs and leaning forward with his hands splayed in between his legs. He lowers his face and looks up with a cute smile, making Jeongguk choke on his breath.
Jimin giggles softly and reminds him its his turn to pose. They alternate posing a couple more times until eventually Jimin picks up the camera. He takes a picture of Jeongguk and hands it over.
“Show me what you see, baby” he whispers.
Jeongguk leans closer to kiss him softly before sitting at the end of the bed and raising the camera.
“I’ll show how beautiful you are, Jimin-ah. I’ll show you why you are my muse”
“Gukk-ah...”
“Come on, give me a big smile”
Jimin lays beautifully on the bed, showing off his soft skin and his sexy muscles while smiling brightly at Jeongguk. He moves around naturally, letting Jeongguk photograph his front from different angles before turning around and letting him shoot his back tattoo through the transparent shirt.
Eventually, Jeongguk guides him to lay on his side and lays next to him, taking a few pictures of them together. And he tries to keep it professional, but at some point he decided to kiss his cheek and then he rested his head on his chest and his neck was right there, so it only made sense to kiss it, right?
Jeongguk groans and puts the camera away.
“Fuck... Just... Let me- Lay down for me,” Jeongguk says breathily.
“What are you planning?” Jimin asks him just as out of breath.
“I’m gonna worship your body the way you deserve,” Jeongguk tells him as he pushes him to lay on his back.
“Jeongguk, you don’t have to-”
“I don’t have to, but I need to. Not just for you, but for me”
“Jeongguk...”
“Sh... just let me do this. You just have to lay there and enjoy the ride”
“Fuck, you’re insane”
“Mmm... but you love it”
“I love you,” Jimin with a smile.
Jeongguk smiles fondly and kisses him softly.
“I love you too. So much”
Jimin wraps his arms around him and pulls him closer until their bodies are pressed together, legs wrapping around him to keep him in place.
“Mmm... fuck... hyung. You’re not playing fair,” Jeongguk groans.
“Don’t know what you’re talking about,” Jimin says teasingly before biting his earlobe.
Jeongguk moans and moves back to kiss his mouth again, sucking on his plump lower lip and slightly grazing his teeth over it.
“Okay, enough. Stop distracting me”
Jimin lays back with a grin and raises his hands in surrender, letting his legs fall to the bed.
Jeongguk caresses his cheek slowly before moving down and crouching in between his legs. He grabs his foot and leaves a kiss on his ankle, slowly moving up his leg, over those four scars gifted by the military. Once he reaches his knee he kisses up the inside of his thigh while his hand caresses the outside, biting him softly and sucking small marks all over his skin. He repeats the same treatment on the other leg and moves his lips over his hip, hovering over his erect dick to kiss the other side.
Jeongguk unbuckles the belt and unzips the shorts, slowly lowering them down his smooth legs. He kisses his ankle and makes his way up his leg, biting softly the inside of his thigh. Jimin whines wantonly but Jeongguk ignores his dick and lowers his underwear enough to mouth over his hips. He lays more comfortably on the bed, letting him rut his dick against his chest for a moment to release some of the tension and wrapping his arms around his thighs to keep his hips down.
“Jeongguk, please...” Jimin moans.
“I got you, baby,” Jeongguk calms him before continuing his journey.
He opens the corset next, and slowly unbuttons the shirt, letting the delicate material caress Jimin’s soft skin as he pulls it off. He glides his tongue over the letters of his tattoo and bites softly, making Jimin moan louder and squirm trying to get some friction on his cock.
Jeongguk stays a few minutes laving over the black letters, letting his hands slip under his underwear and grab his soft buttocks as his fingers tease over his hole.
“Ngha... Jeongguk, please... Please...”
“Patience, hyung. I’m not done yet”
“Fuck... You’re driving me crazy”
“Mmm... good,” Jeongguk moans against his skin.
Jimin buries his hands in his hair and pulls.
“What is your obsession with my tattoo?”
“As if you’re any different with mine”
“That’s different... You... have a sleeve”
“But yours are so perfect... I still remember the first time you showed me”
“Yeah? I’m surprised you can, you were blushing so much you couldn’t even look at me”
“Well, I was still figuring out myself. And know I get to show you how much I love it,” he says giving it another nice lick.
“Ah, Jeongguk-ah... Please... Move”
“Mmm... okay. Since you asked so nicely”
Jeongguk kisses over his tattoo one last time and moves his lips to his sternum, hands leaving his thighs and caressing over his torso until they reach his pecs. He squeezes them and pinches one nipple while sucking the other one into his mouth.
“Mmm... fuck! Jeongguk-ah!” Jimin moans loudly, fingers grabbing his hair and keeping him in place as he arches into his mouth.
Jeongguk runs his tongue over the nub and lets his teeth graze it gently, enticing a groan out of Jimin. He then moves to offer the same treatment to the other nipple, before moving his nose over his chest to his armpit, inhaling deeply with a low moan.
Jimin tries to push him away and bring his arm closer to his body, but Jeongguk grabs him by the wrist and pushes it up and against the bed.
“You smell so good, hyung”
“Fuck, Gukk-ah...” Jimin whines as he blushes in embarrassment.
Jeongguk continues his worshipping, leaving a trail of soft kisses down his arm and nuzzling into his wrist, then kissing each of his fingers.
“I love your hands so much. So small and soft but so strong”
“Let me use them then,” Jimin says as he runs his other hand down his spine and grabs his butt.
“Ah-ah. Don’t be naughty now, hyung. We aren’t done yet”
“Please...”
“Soon. Let me do this and then you can do whatever you want to me”
“Re- Really? Anything?”
Jeongguk nods against his side, kissing his wrist and moving to the other arm.
“Anything”
“Okay... Continue then”
Jeongguk smiles and resumes his journey. He glides his tongue over his wrist, to his elbow, ending on his shoulder and burying his face in his armpit to inhale him once more.
“So good...” he moans again.
At some point, Jimin lifted his hand to rest on the nape of Jeongguk’s neck, letting his fingers caress gently over his hair. Jeongguk feels goosebumps all over his body, and he rests his face on his chest for a moment, hugging him and enjoying the moment of closeness.
After a few minutes, Jeongguk raises his head and licks a line from his chest to his neck, where he loses track of time biting and licking a hundred marks, being careful not to suck too hard so they will be gone by tomorrow.
It’s hard not to give in to his impulses once he hears all the sweet delicate sounds Jimin makes, who wraps his legs around him and Jeongguk allows him to rub their cocks together for a few minutes. He’s glad he decided to keep his pants on or he’s afraid he would have come on the spot.
Once he’s satisfied with the marks he’s left he nuzzles under his jaw, kissing it softly.
“You’re so perfect...”
“I’m not-”
“Sh... You are. You are perfect to me. So talented, so strong, so beautiful. I swear, even after all these years, I’m still captivated every time I see you dance. The way you move, the control you have over your body... You truly are a work of art”
“Jeonggukie...” Jimin whispers his name with tears in his eyes.
Jeongguk wipes them with his thumb and kisses his cheek.
“I mean it when I say you are the most beautiful thing I’ve ever seen,” Jeongguk continues to praise him, leaving kisses all over his face.
“Sometimes I’m still amazed that I get to have you, to touch you. It feels like a dream”
“Gukk-ah,” Jimin sobs, hugging him close.
“I love you, Jimin. So much. I love everything about you. The good and the bad. Every version of you makes me want to fall to my knees and worship you. It doesn’t matter if you are dolled-up like now or if you are sweaty and dirty like you were in the military, you are always the most beautiful in any room. You are the best of us. You’re so kind, and gentle, and funny, and talented. You’re so strong. And I’m amazed that you still have so much love and kindness left in you despite everything bad that has happened to you. It makes me angry that such a beautiful soul like you had to suffer so much, but I promise that you will never have to do it alone. I will always be here for you, every step of the way. Always. You’re the greatest person I know. I love you more each day, if it’s even possible”
“I- I lo- ove you too. So mu- uch...,” Jimin sobs.
Jeongguk finally makes his way to his mouth, indulging in a kiss that has them both losing breath and moaning in each other’s mouths.
Their faces are wet with tears, both overwhelmed by emotion. Jimin lowers his hands to Jeongguk’s pants and opens them, lowering them enough to free his hard dick and lowers his own underwear the rest of the way.
Jeongguk groans when he feels their bare cocks rubbing together.
They move against each other, hands caressing everywhere, arms and legs wrapping around each other, tongues gliding together. Their moans get louder, breathier, their climax getting closer and closer. Jeongguk grabs them both in one hand and the feeling of their cocks rubbing together has them both moaning loudly in each other mouths.
“Kookie...”
“I know. I got you”
And with a few strokes they go over the edge together, thrusting softly against each other to ride it off.
“Mmm... fuck. Sorry... I got carried away... I wanted to ride you,” Jeongguk says as he tries to recover his breath.
Jimin kisses him deeply and cups his cheek.
“It was perfect, Gukk-ah. Thank you”
Jeongguk moves them to lay on their sides so he’s not crushing Jimin and leans in to kiss him again. They kiss for what feels like hours, losing track of time. Eventually, they pull away in need for air.
“Are you feeling better then?” Jeongguk asks him as he runs his fingers through his hair.
“Yes... Sorry for worrying you”
“Don’t apologize. I want you to be able to come to me when you feel down”
“But it’s so silly...”
Jeongguk gives him a hard look and Jimin laughs softly.
“Okay, okay. Not silly,” he kisses his nose and smiles. “Thank you for always taking care of me. You always know how to cheer me up”
“Mmm... No need to thank me. It’s my job after all”
“Really? I should start paying you then,” Jimin says suggestively as he starts to kiss his neck.
“Oh? I’m happy to do such an important job but... payment sounds good,” Jeongguk grins, baring his neck.
Jimin bites his ear and pushes him softly to lay on his back.
“It’s my turn now,” he grins as he pulls a leg over him and sits on his lap.