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"Shua, have you- Oh."
Joshua hastily threw a blanket over his lap and glared towards the doorway. "Can you leave?" He said through gritted teeth, trying his best to not appear as mortified as he felt.
Though he knew his burning cheeks betrayed him.
Jeonghan didn't budge. His eyes glued onto Joshua's blanket covered crotch.
"Can I help you?" Joshua curled his feet under himself and placed his hands on top of his lap.
He felt so painfully exposed.
Finally Jeonghan's eyes snapped up, meeting Joshua's. "You're like- Really big." Shameless. Unabashed. Eyes shining.
"Jeonghan, what the fuck," Joshua quelled the urge to rub his temples. Had to pretend he couldn't feel his ego swell ever so slightly. "Can you be normal for one second?"
Jeonghan shrugged and sent Joshua a smug smile. He took a step into the small room and closed the door behind him.
"Really?" Joshua rolled his eyes. "You catch someone jerking off and your first response is to stay?" He should have known. As Jeonghan's best friend, he knew better than most how Jeonghan never did the expected thing. Jeonghan just loved to push. "Why are you even at the dorm?"
Everyone had gone out to celebrate finishing the preparation for the upcoming comeback. Joshua had initially just been exhausted, but after a very short nap he woke up to a raging boner. Seeing as he was alone he had taken the chance to jerk off while lying on his bed instead of locking himself in a tiny bathroom with impatient members outside knocking on the door.
"Got bored and came home early," Jeonghan stood by the bed, staring down with an eerie smile. "Anyways, your dick...I didn't think you'd have such a big dick not going to lie, but wow."
Shameless.
Only Jeonghan could say something like that with a straight face.
Joshua scoffed. Made sure his hands were covering his crotch properly because he was hardening again. His stomach curling with warmth and pride. It was fucking embarrassing.
"Like, you definitely have the biggest dick in the group," Jeonghan kept talking, his tone playful. "The biggest I've seen for sure."
"You've seen everyone's dicks?" Joshua was a little surprised; Everyone knew Jeonghan and Seungcheol had an on and off thing. A whole mess Joshua refused to stick his hand in and he had been sure everyone else too kept far away from it too. Seungcheol was well known to be easily jealous and a little bit possessive.
Joshua wondered who had been brave enough to poke the bee's nest.
He admittedly felt envious.
"Mostly everyone," Jeonghan shrugged. "You're the only member adamant on locking the bathroom," he sat down on the bed, inching closer.
Right. Being thirteen men in one small dorm and having one bathroom only meant it was more efficient if someone showered while someone else brushed their teeth. Privacy was not really an option, but Joshua had made it work somehow. He would go crazy if he couldn't even shower in peace.
"That means nothing unless you've seen all the members erect," Joshua pointed out. He hated how casual the conversation was, as if his hand wasn't still marred with streaks of pre-cum. "You're a gay man, I don't have to explain the concept of showers and growers to you."
It made Jeonghan laugh, his eyes crinkling to show smile lines. "By that rule I've seen three out of thirteen members. Four if I include myself," Jeonghan tilted his head. "And your dick is stupidly big. I'm willing to bet real money on you having the biggest in the group."
If the person in front of him wasn't Yoon Jeonghan, Joshua would have been speechless and horrified. Instead he could only roll his eyes. "Hannie, what's your goal? Why are you actively inflating my ego?"
After all, he knew Jeonghan. Jeonghan was sweet, doting, and caring towards the younger members, but with Joshua the two had always had a sort of back and forth friendship. Full of care and love, but also jibes, quips, and harmless instances of manipulations. Rivals, yet best friends.
If Jeonghan was throwing out direct compliments, it meant he wanted something.
"Well, I was thinking I could help you get off," Jeonghan's teeth were showing. "I want that inside me." His eyes were full of unbridled greed.
"I didn't peg you for a size queen," Joshua snorted; sure, Jeonghan was enthusiastic about dicks, but never had he heard Jeonghan ever mention size. As long as he got filled, he didn't care whether the other person was big or small. Jeonghan was an all eating little bottom. "And no, I don't wanna piss off your boyfriend."
"Cheol isn't my boyfriend," Jeonghan's mood dipped and his lips thinned. "We hook up. That's it."
"You're in love with him," Joshua stated. Jeonghan and Joshua had been tight ever since Jeonghan joined pre-debut which meant Joshua had been there watching Jeonghan fall in love in real time. Seen the heart breaks, the joys, the anger.
"So? We aren't exclusive," Jeonghan argued. "Plus, you're Shua."
"Whatever the fuck that means."
"It means you're my Shua," Jeonghan spoke confidently. Like it explained everything.
Maybe it did.
"So, don't you want to get off? The others will be gone for a few more hours." Jeonghan leaned in, blinking cutely on purpose. His half long brown hair looked particularly soft today.
Joshua would be a fool to say no.
Especially when that someone had been his bisexual awakening years ago.
"Sure."
"Great! Have you had sex before?"
"Hannie, I had a girlfriend." Another trainee from another company. Up until right after debut, because life got too busy and they both realised they didn't have deep feelings for each other.
Fun and simple with no tears shed during the breakup.
"And? Doesn't mean you've had sex," Jeonghan sounded almost offended. "Did you two ever do anal?"
A slight pause.
"No," Joshua admitted.
Jeonghan's face lit up. Smug. Joy. It made Joshua suppress a snort.
"Okay, since you're huge you need to take a long time in prepping me," Jeonghan pulled away the blanket covering Joshua and climbed onto the thighs while he spoke. "I'll guide you." Talking like he was chatting about the weather and not about sitting on his bandmate's dick.
Joshua stared up at Jeonghan's face. His hands curling into fists remembering the showers during his teen years where this pretty face frequently starred in his fantasies.
"Okay," Joshua's lips stretched into a slow smile.
-
"Cheollie!"
Seungcheol glanced up, heart fluttering while his hands quickly steadied the person who jumped onto his lap.
Their comeback was in a few days. Seungcheol had practiced late into the night and had decided to just crash out in one of the small practice rooms meant for studying or rehearsing singing. He thought he had locked the door, but apparently not.
He had heard the lock turn after Jeonghan closed the door behind him. Easing his worry of anyone walking in on their intimate posture.
"Hannie," Seungcheol's hands slipped under the t-shirt, grasping the thin hips. His shoulders lowered, the previous anxiety washed out by warmth.
It had been so busy lately. This was the first time he was alone with Jeonghan in weeks.
Jeonghan who had thick eye bags and big dark circles, yet radiated with a mix of mischief and sweetness. Seungcheol couldn't resist his urges, leaning in to plant a gentle kiss on thin, pink lips.
Jeonghan smiled. Teeth showing. His eyes darkening. "Cheollie, did you know Joshua's dick is huge?"
Seungcheol blinked. Spent a few moments thinking. "No, I didn't." Joshua was a very private person. In the beginning he had been a mystery to Seungcheol, and then he had become Jeonghan's.. The two used to be dependant on each other during trainee period.
Still were, but they didn't make it as blatant as they used to.
Seungcheol had been jealous over Joshua many times in the past. Had always thought he had no room with Jeonghan.
But that had been the past.
"Well, it's big," Jeonghan said. "Like, it was hard to walk after. I can't believe he hid this from me for so long."
"Oh," Seungcheol's breathing turned shallower and his fingers twitched. His emotions all over the place. "I always thought you two had already hooked up." It had been such an obvious thing in his mind. Like of course Jeonghan and Joshua had fucked. Had always assumed Joshua was Jeonghan's first.
Now Seungcheol couldn't help but wonder who had been Jeonghan's first if not Joshua.
Yet a part of him didn't want to know.
Joshua was safe. Joshua was Shua. The idea of anyone else touching Jeonghan had Seungcheol squirming in discomfort. A building anger, despite knowing he only had himself to blame for not tying down Jeonghan.
It was Seungcheol's cowardice preventing Jeonghan from only being his.
"He had that girlfriend for so long," Jeonghan sighed, snapping Seungcheol out of his spiral. "And to be honest, I didn't think he would be my type until I saw his dick."
Seungcheol didn't know what to say. Even after years, he wasn't used to how direct Jeonghan could be. Long gone was the shy boy who didn't dare to speak to him and in his place was this shameless, almost crude man.
Seungcheol liked it. Liked knowing Jeonghan felt comfortable with him. He was in his best element when surrounded by people he trusted and felt at ease with. Around strangers Jeonghan was adorably shy, but around his group members he was cunning, mischievous, shameless, and - most importantly - warm.
"Anyways, he has to be the biggest in SEVENTEEN," Jeonghan stated.
"Hmm," Seungcheol leaned back on the small couch, opting to lie down and pulling Jeonghan along with him. Rearranging until they were on their sides, face to face on the narrow couch. Seungcheol held Jeonghan's waist firmly, making sure he didn't slip off.
"Have you ever noticed how big Shua's hands are?"
Seungcheol nodded. It was fascinating. Joshua was thin and gangly, with a round and pretty face, but his hands... They were pretty too, but big. The palms were wide, the fingers long and thick. Before debut they had all compared hands for jokes and laughs, though there had been an underlying air of pride.
Everyone knew the saying 'big hands, big dick' even if it wasn't necessarily true.
To everyone's surprise Joshua had the biggest hands, narrowly winning against Hansol.
"His dick does not look small even with his hand wrapped around it," Jeonghan gave Seungcheol a pointed look.
He didn't doubt Jeonghan but. "I don't know," Seungcheol said quietly. "Mingyu is kinda really big."
Silence. Then Jeonghan's eyes widened. "His hard dick? Damn, when did you see it?"
Instantly Seungcheol regretted opening his mouth. "Yes, hard. And it was last year, around debut," he mumbled. He didn't wanna mention how they were watching porn together. Women with huge tits and guys with stupidly big dicks. They had watched it as a joke, but ended up jerking off next to each other in shame.
It had hurt Seungcheol's self esteem noticing how large Mingyu's dick was compared to his own. Seungcheol wasn't small and it seemed to be more than enough to please the pretty little thing currently on his lap, but his ego had definitely taken a hit.
"Well, I'm still confident Shua's is bigger. Wanna bet on it?" There was a terrifying sparkle in Jeonghan's eyes.
"And how do we even prove who is right?" Seungcheol could feel a headache forming. "I'm not asking Mingyu to measure his dick."
"I was thinking you could ask Joshua to see his dick and compare it with your memory," Jeonghan was grinning. He looked evil and adorable. Seungcheol had to kiss him.
"No," Seungcheol mumbled against Jeonghan's soft lips. "No way. No bets!"
"Spoilsport."
-
Joshua knew it would get awkward.
He could only blame himself for saying yes to Jeonghan.
Now Seungcheol couldn't even look Joshua in the eyes which was a bit of a hassle when they were in the middle of promoting Boomboom.
Joshua didn't know how to fix it either. Should he apologise? What would he even say?
'Hey, sorry I fucked your kind-of-but-not- really boyfriend'?
But he couldn't apologise when deep down he didn't really regret it. Fucking Jeonghan had been too amazing to feel bad about. So tight and expressive. Crying and moaning under him.
Even better than Joshua had ever imagined.
An apology would be insincere because if Jeonghan offered again, Joshua would say yes.
But he still wanted to clear the air with Seungcheol. It would be a little hard to work together if one of them can't even look at the other. Joshua knew he had to do something, but figured it could wait until after the promotions ended.
He didn't expect Seungcheol to approach him first.
It was a rare evening where they didn't have anywhere to be the day after and Joshua had escaped to the company just to have some alone time. He wouldn't trade being in SEVENTEEN for anything, but living in a dorm with twelve other people was extra difficult when work was busy.
Sometimes coming to the company and hogging one of the tiny practice rooms was the only way to get silence. This one even had a two seater couch crammed into the tiny space.
Joshua had barely had time to sit down when someone knocked on the door. It was midnight and no one had been at the company when Joshua arrived, but he assumed it was one of the members.
He did get surprised seeing it was Seungcheol.
"What's up?" Joshua asked, stepping back inside and sitting down on the couch. His joints hurt and his back ached. They had spent all day at a music show and Joshua had fallen asleep on the floor. It had seemed like a good idea then, but now he cursed his past self.
"Uh-" Seungcheol was staring at his own feet, standing there awkwardly.
Being exhausted left little time for patience. "Is it about Jeonghan?" Joshua asked.
Seungcheol lifted his head, his eyes wide and his mouth half open. "Uh, kinda? But not really."
Oh? Joshua tilted his head.
"Okay, so, uh Jeonghan told me about the two of you hooking up, right," Seungcheol inhaled audibly.
"Yeah, and?"
Once again Seungcheol averted his gaze, lips pursed and cheeks dusted pink.
Joshua waited.
The clock on the wall was obnoxiously loud.
"Fuck, I don't know how to say this without potentially crossing a boundary," Seungcheol gritted his teeth. "I know you and me have never really been close. Like, yeah you're my friend, my band member, and I love you, but you always felt more like Jeonghan's, you know."
Joshua couldn't help but smile. He could say the same thing. Seungcheol was Jeonghan's. "Cheol, just say whatever it is," he said softly. Almost fell for the urge to get up and pat Seungcheol on the head. If his bones weren't aching, he might have.
"Jeonghan said you have a big dick and I'm curious about it," Seungcheol said it so fast the words jumbled together, but Joshua heard it.
Seungcheol's ears were bright red.
"You wanna compare dick sizes?" Joshua laughed.
"Not compare," Seungcheol murmured. "Just wanna see yours."
"You want me to jerk off in front of you and show you my dick?"
Seungcheol's head lowered and when he spoke he said it so quietly it was hard to hear. "Or I can help you."
Whatever fatigue Joshua had earlier was swept away and he sat up straighter. "Really?" His eyes looked up and down Seungcheol's form. Remembered muscles Seungcheol hid under his baggy clothes. "How?"
Everyone knew Seungcheol could be quite adorable when he wasn't in leader mode. He got shy easily. Became flustered whenever someone complimented him. Could be clingy and needy.
But sometimes Joshua needed to be reminded how cute Seungcheol could be. Was too used to seeing the way Seungcheol naturally postured whenever Jeonghan was around.
"Uh, mouth?"
Joshua's mind blanked. He had expected Seungcheol to offer his hands. "Okay," he swallowed thickly and spread his legs, planting his feet firmly on the floor. "Come then."
Blushing wildly, Seungcheol sank onto his knees in front of Joshua, staring up with dark, glassy eyes and thick, open lips.
What was meant to be a quick and lovely blowjob with Seungcheol's tearfilled eyes staring up ended with Joshua sinking his cock deep into Seungcheol's plump ass.
Seungcheol face down on the couch moaning sweetly while Joshua used everything he had learnt while fucking Jeonghan.
When they finished, Seungcheol looked utterly destroyed and a little ashamed. The two had gone together back to the dorm, with Joshua smugly watching the way Seungcheol winced with every step.
"So, did my size live up to expectation?" Joshua spoke into the quiet, dark street.
Seungcheol's lip thinned and he cast a glare towards Joshua. "Shut up."
There were cum stains on the ratty old couch they had desperately tried to wipe the best they could, so Joshua knew Seungcheol had loved every second.
Joshua hoped this wouldn't be the only time.
Especially now that he knew the two people deemed untouchable were willing to let him in, he was definitely going to take advantage of it.
("You were right."
"I always am," a confident, lazy voice. "About what though?"
"Joshua is bigger than Mingyu."
"Hah, I win the bet! You owe me money."
"What money? I didn't agree to any bet!")