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Edward had told me everything, and he thought I had done the same. I wish I could but the memories were just too damn painful. The sound of her voice, her face, her little mannerisms just thinking of her brought fresh tears unto my eyes.
I was pulled from my thought at the sound of my Edwards velvet voice.
"Bella when did you get that tattoo" he asked pointing to my shoulder. My heart began to beat so fiercely I thought it would burst through my chest. All the possible replies passed through my head, and so did the possible reactions would he hate me?
"Bella, just tell me. What is it?" he gently question me. While lifting my head up so he could gazes into my eyes.
Staring at his gold eyes I knew that I would never be able to lie to him so I told him "Go home Edward, I will be there shortly. Okay?
"Okay Bella, but why wont you just tell me here. Instead of making me wait"
" Because it will be easier if I tell everyone at the same time. So just be patient" I told him before giving him a chaste kiss and sending him on his way.
God, how the fucking hell will I explain this to them, I thought to my self while making my way to the bathroom that Charlie and I share. As I reached to turn the shower on I remembered that I need clothes, walking back over to my closet. "what should one wear when going to break difficult news?" I pondered aloud, while searching the my closet.
It suddenly hit me, I still have some of my clothes from phoenix. Running to my bed I imminently dropped down and spotted a black box with the label "don't even think of opening this" reading caused me to smile I was such a bitch, still am.
After opening the box I pulled out some suitable clothes and made my way to the bath room again. Stepping out of the shower, I begun to dry myself off.
As I started to get dressed I noticed I didn't put any cover up. Why should I I'm going to take it off soon, but I might shock them if the see me before I tell them. I thought while staring at my reflection. Looking at my scars and tattoos the permanent reminders of who I was who I am.
No I'm not going to cover my self up any more. I thought while looking at the scar that starts at the left corner of my forehead and continues down to the right side of my neck its was still red and puckered. I looked at the swirls and patterns on the right side of my face and all the other tattoos and scars the all have a meaning so no I wont cover them up. But I will cover the ones one my face and tomorrow I'm going to wash out my hair dye.
And with that I resumed dressing. After I dressed I looked over my self in the mirror. I am now dressed in a white wife beat with a tight black jacket and some black skinny jeans so ripped there's barely enough to cover my ass. I after I put on my black vans I grabbed my keys, a picture of Haley, and left.
Pulling up to the white Victorian house, my mind was going a thousand a minute. What are they going to say. Will Esme accept me? Or Carlisle, Alice, Emmett, jasper, Edward? Or would they turn me away. God I hope they'll understand
Right before I could even raise my hand to knock the door opened reveling a short pixie like girl.
"Bella! Why didn't you tell me?" the pixie like girl asked me.
"I'm sor-"as I tried to apologize she interrupted me by yanking me in the door.
Looking around I saw that Emmett had a look of amusement on his face, which made me want to slap it off. Esme and Carlisle had looks of curiosity etched in to their faces. And of course Rosalie looked bored.
"Bella why did Haley not come to forks with you?"
as soon as the word left Alice's perfect mouth I shot her a look that could most likely rival roses coldest glare.
"Wait whose Haley, and you got a tattoo." Emmett asked, looking at me in confusion all the Cullen bore similar expression, well everyone besides Alice.
"Actually I have tattoos as in plural more then one. And um… I'm not really sure how to put this."
"just tell us Bella we wont bite, well just a little" Esme held her index finger and thumb a part an centimeter or so.
''I bet you do Esme, "I said as I smile grace my face. The smile was quickly gone as I remembered what I had to say. "um.. Haley is my daughter."
"Ooh Bella has a baby" Emmett joked
A crack was sound as Rosalie smacked her immature husband on the head.
"Act your age Emmett !" Esme scolded with a serious look. But Emmett continued
"Wait you want me to act like one of those old people? Can I be Betty White? She's the shit!" another smack sounded Emmett reached up to rub his head mumbling something a about damn women going to be the death of him.
Sneaking a look over to Edward I was greeted with a blank face no emotion leaked through.
"why didn't you tell me something so big Bella?" the hurt was evident in Edwards usually smooth speech.
"Edward there's thing in my past that I don't want to remember okay?
Esme as always the mediator quickly changed the subject. "so Bella tell us about Haley. that's her name I am I correct?"
"yes, its Haley.' I replied with a smile .
"that's a beautiful name Bella." Rosalie murmured so softly I barely caught it. To say that what she said surprised me would be an understatement. I barley choked out "thank you rose"
Carlisle decided now would be an opportune time to enter the conversation" can you tell use more about her?'' he asked his voice slightly higher then usual.
"well as you probably gathered her names Haley um she about four." Alice then interrupted me
"so that means you had her when you were how old?"
"I was barely 16"
What's she look like ?' once again Rosalie's comment startled me.
Looking at the blonde beauty I answered "she has black hair and green eye," reaching in my back pocket I pulled out the picture of me holding Haley and standing next to Elizabeth "here''
"Bella you got green eyes and black hair!" Emmett yelled like the over exited child he is.
"Yes I did"
"What happened ?"jasper quietly asked
Looking at Edward to see if he had yet unfrozen I said in a short sentence "contact dye"
Then when Edward finally unfroze I wish he didn't with a look of confusion he questioned" who's beside you?"