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At the door of his motel room, stood a familiar figure—someone who Kim Soleum never wanted to see again. The man with parted brown hair and a visible scar on the side of his neck. It was that senior agent who had worked alongside him with a smile, treating him with nothing but care. That same agent now was standing only a few meters away from him with an unfamiliar look on his face.
His current expression was similar to the one Kim Soleum had seen before when he’d found out about the curse Director Ho had placed on him.
“How’d you find me?” He blurted out.
Only when Kim Soleum had heard his own question did he realise how stupid he sounded. Of course Agent Choi would be able to find him, he was still currently at the motel room that he’d been living in ever since he joined the Disaster Management Bureau.
Kim Soleum knew they’d eventually come to search for him here and he had planned to quickly leave after he was done but it seemed he was a step too late. Earlier, just as he was about to leave, the motel room’s door suddenly swung open, revealing Agent Choi.
“You….” Agent Choi took a step forward, almost visibly staggering.
It was only then did Kim Soleum’s eyes meet the other’s.
The agent’s eyes were bloodshot, his clothes and hair were disheveled and drenched in sweat as if he had just finished running a marathon. In his clenched fist, there was a piece of crumpled paper—Kim Soleum’s note.
Kim Soleum could only take a step backwards, mumbling, “Please leave.”
Agent Choi ignored his words, taking another step further into the room. Seeing this, Kim Soleum felt panicked and could only retreat further into the motel room. He shouldn’t be feeling this way—he shouldn’t be trembling at the sight of his ex-colleague but why was he like this right now?
He should be shoving the agent aside and bolting out of the room without a second thought. That’s what he should be doing but instead, Kim Soleum was doing the exact opposite.
He was letting the senior agent inch closer and closer towards him. He had even watched as the agent shut the door behind him, firmly locking it.
‘There goes my quick escape route . ’ He thought with his back finally hitting the wall behind him.
Kim Soleum swallowed the lump in his throat and repeated hoarsely, “Please leave—“
“Explain.” Agent Choi sharply cut him off, showing him the crumpled piece of paper with bloodshot eyes.
“…. There’s nothing to explain. I’ve already written everything—“
“No.” Agent Choi cut him off once more.
Kim Soleum silently stared at the agent as if asking, “What do you want?“
“Are you really going to leave us just like that?”
“Yes.” He answered honestly.
“What about us?”
“It doesn’t matter to me.” Kim Soleum didn’t avert Agent Choi’s piercing gaze, answering without hesitation.
“Hyunmu Team 1….. it really doesn’t matter?” He asked with trembling fists.
“It doesn’t matter.” Kim Soluem repeated firmly.
I just want to go home.
“Liar.” Agent Choi mumbled and Kim Soleum’s eyes slightly widened in surprise. ”I don’t believe it.” He added.
“It doesn’t matter—“
“It matters to me .” Agent Choi was practically shouting at this moment. The sudden raise in volume caught Kim Soleum off guard. “ You matter to me, Kim Soleum.” There was a slight crack in his voice as he added softly.
It was the first time that Agent Choi had referred to him by his full name. The way his name was spoken sounded so tender and desperate that it made his heart unknowingly skip a beat.
Before Kim Soleum could even properly react, Agent Choi had already moved, pinning him against the wall and crashing their lips together. Kim Soleum instantly froze from shock, his pupils shaking as his eyes widened in response.
Agent Choi was kissing him.
His mind blanked out for a few seconds, standing stiffly with the agent’s lips pressed against his. After somewhat regaining his senses, the first thought that came to mind was the grape flavour he tasted from the other’s lips. The taste was sweet with a slight sourness to it—he knew it was the same candy that Agent Choi had given him to eat a few times before.
The taste was subtle as only their lips were touching and for some reason, this made Kim Soleum want to chase the flavour even more.
No.
He shouldn’t chase it.
He shouldn’t be letting the other man kiss him.
He should be pushing him away.
That’s right. Kim Soleum needs to push him away and run.
He lifted an arm in an attempt to push Agent Choi away but before he could do so, the agent suddenly broke off the kiss. Kim Soleum looked dazedly at the other with confusion and disappointment….?
That strange feeling of his didn’t last long as Agent Choi wordlessly leaned down once more, connecting their lips together. This time, the kiss was less rough but the agent was rather eager. He kissed Kim Soleum passionately and bit down on his lower lip before hastily slipping in a tongue.
This time, Kim Soleum fully got a taste of the lingering grape candy from Agent Choi's mouth.
His half lifted arm that was previously supposed to push the agent away, moved upwards, clutching onto Agent Choi’s outer jacket. Through his foggy mind, Kim Soleum seemed to have remembered that he should’ve been pushing the other man away but right now, he couldn’t muster the strength to do so.
It wasn’t that he didn’t have the strength, it was just that he didn’t want to.
He didn’t want to push Agent Choi away.
He wanted to continue tasting the grape candy.
He wanted to—
“Mn….!” Kim Soleum moaned from the slight pain of his lips being aggressively bitten and as Agent Choi pulled away once more for air, he managed to mumble out with a glare, “…. Are you a dog?”
Agent Choi had bitten him quite a few times while they were kissing and he could taste something metallic alongside the flavour of grape candy.
Instead of expressing guilt, Agent Choi only hummed, silently stared at Kim Soleum’s abused lips as if he was admiring a piece of artwork. Kim Soleum saw a flash of desire flicker in the agent’s eyes and without giving him a chance to recover, he once again pressed their lips together. This time, Agent Choi was even more aggressive with the kiss.
Kim Soleum couldn’t think about pushing the man away anymore nor could he even think about why he didn’t want to push him away.
He was kissed to the point where he could no longer think.
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”Sunbae….” Kim Soleum was a panting mess by now. He could only weakly call out to his senior agent who was leaving bite marks all over his neck and collarbones.
Kim Soleum, who had been bitten all over since a while ago, could only think that this sunbaenin was truly a dog.
“Soleum-ah, you’re hard.” Before Kim Soleum could even reply, Agent Choi had dipped a hand into his pants.
“Sunbae—!” He threw his head back against the wall with a loud cry, his legs shaking uncontrollably as he clutched onto the agent’s arm.
Agent Choi’s face was pressed against the side of Kim Soleum’s cheek as he started to move his hand, slowly pumping the other man's cock. Kim Soleum was unable to form coherent words, continuing to pant heavily with his face buried into the crooked of Agent Choi’s shoulder.
“Choi…..” He whispered with a broken voice. Hearing his name being uttered like this, Agent Choi‘s eyes darkened and he couldn’t help but quicken his pace, forcing a choked out moan from the other man.
“Agent— Agent Choi…!” Kim Soleum sobbed, shaking his head as he tightly clutched onto the other’s arms. ”It’s….” It’s too much. He wanted to say.
“Mn…” Agent Choi only hummed in response, as if knowing what he wanted to say. Mercilessly, his pace quickened further, sending Kim Soleum to the edge.
Only a few moments later, with nothing but tears streaming down his cheeks, Kim Soleum came with a cry, dirtying the hands of Agent Choi who was staring down at him with clouded eyes.
Through his half lidded eyes, Kim Soleum felt his head being gently moved away from the agent’s shoulder then a kiss was placed on his forehead. He blinked away another set of tears and silently let the other man lean down to kiss him on the lips.
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Kim Soleum was laid on the bed, fully undressed as he watched Agent Choi take off his outer jacket. The agent then opened the bottle of lube that he had found inside the drawer next to the bed earlier and poured them all over his fingers.
As he poured, he stared down at Kim Soleum who had a dazed look on his face as if he was still processing the situation.
”Soleum-ah, are you still with me?” He asked softly.
Kim Soleum nodded.
“Do you want this?”
Kim Soleum paused, as if he was conflicted and bit down on his lower lip before nodding again.
“Give me an answer.”
“Mn.”
“That’s not an answer, Soleum-ah.”
Kim Soleum’s cheeks were flushed and he showed a look of embarrassment.
“I can’t do it if you don’t give me a proper answer.”
“I… I want it…” His voice almost came off as a whisper.
“Hm?” Agent Choi raised a brow, slightly tilting his head as if he hadn’t heard what he’d said.
Kim Soleum’s mind was a complete mess. He didn’t know what had possessed him but all he knew at that moment was that he was frustrated. He just wanted Agent Choi to quickly get this over with.
Gritting his teeth, he repeated in a clear tone, “I want it.”
“Want what?”
“Want you .”
And those were the only words Agent Choi needed.
With his fully lube covered fingers, he started to slowly push a finger into the tight heat between Kim Soleum’s legs. The junior agent instantly jolted from the sudden intrusion and his hands scrambled to clutch onto the bed sheets below him.
He tightly shut his eyes and bit down on his bruised lips to keep the sounds from escaping as Agent Choi gently moved a finger in and out of him. A few seconds later, a second finger was added and by the time the third one entered, Kim Soleum was already a panting mess with glassy eyes.
It was only then did Kim Soleum realise how sensitive his own body was. Until now, every touch from Agent Choi sent him towards the edge—he wanted to cry from every little touch. Everything was too much for him and despite there being a voice at the back of his mind telling him that he shouldn’t be doing this with Agent Choi, Kim Soleum continued to ignore it.
Agent Choi’s touch was addicting. It fulfilled the deepest desire he had never even known of—warmth that he’d craved but only gotten a taste of now. Like the nostalgia candy he would consume to temporarily feel better, Agent Choi’s touch was similar. Just a slight caress made Kim Soleum’s heart beat uncontrollably, sending sparks of desire throughout his body and when that warmth no longer lingered on his skin, Kim Soleum was left longing for more.
He knew he shouldn’t be doing this but he was too far gone to stop. It was impossible for him to pull away from Agent Choi now.
He greedily wanted more.
He wanted Agent Choi to touch him more.
Kim soleum couldn’t stop.
He didn’t want to stop.
Just then, Agent Choi’s fingers that were inside of him suddenly curled, hitting that spot.
“Ah—!” Kim Soleum shook and came on the spot, untouched.
Agent Choi wordlessly withdrew his fingers and stared down at the junior agent with eyes that seemed to speak for themselves.
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“Soleum-ah.” He called out.
“Hm….”
He had torn off a condom he’d found from the drawer with the lube and was now wearing it. His slick cock was pressed against his junior agent’s ass as he asked, “You still with me?”
“Yes….” Kim Soleum answered with his legs trembling uncontrollably. He was extremely nervous yet he was quite eager at the same time. It was such a weird feeling for him but since his mind was currently clouded with nothing but lust, he couldn’t think about it any deeper.
The only thing that was on his mind right now was the man on top of him.
Agent Choi too felt the same.
He wasted no time pushing the head of his cock in, letting Kim Soleum breathe for a few seconds before continuing to shove in more than half of it. Immediately, a groan escaped his lips and his junior agent let out a surprised gasp.
Agent Choi leaned down, bringing their lips together into a deep kiss.
Kim Soleum, who was under the impression that Agent Choi was already fully inside of him, slowly started to relax during the kiss but before he could even fully relax, the other man suddenly pulled a portion of himself out then quickly shoved his full length back in. This action surprised Kim Soleum so much that his eyes blew wide open and he moaned into the kiss.
Without wasting a single second, the agent pulled away from the kiss and started rocking their bodies back and forth, lightly thrusting in and out. The rocking only lasted for a bit before Agent Choi felt as if he couldn’t hold it anymore and started to set a brutal pace.
“Relax a little.” Agent Choi spoke hoarsely, hammering his hips into the man below him. “You’re too tight.”
“G-go slower…” He sobbed, unconsciously clenching his hole tightly around the other man’s cock.
Kim Soleum felt weak all over his body and although the penetration did hurt quite a bit, the agent was hitting almost every single part inside of him that he felt as if he couldn’t breathe. Each thrust forced a gasp and moan to escape his lips, leaving him breathless.
It was too much for him.
Everything was too much.
Through his ringing ears, Kim Soleum could only hear the filthy sounds they made that echoed throughout the entire motel room. Agent Choi’s thrusts were merciless, he continued to pound him while lifting one of his thighs up. With this new position, he was able to thrust even deeper into Kim Soleum.
“You feel good, Soleum-ah.” Agent Choi wasted no effort to mutter out words of praise as he admired the man underneath him. The stunning sight of his Agent Grapes becoming nothing more than a mess only fuelled his desire and motivated him even more.
“Slow… Slow down…!” Kim Soleum whined and threw his head back, digging nails into the agent’s shoulders.
Instead of listening to him, Agent Choi did exactly the opposite. He continued to roughly fuck the man under him, turning the words of protests into incoherent sounds of pleasure mixed with pain.
Kim Soleum could only let out a cry, silently cursing the other in his mind.
You fucking bastard.
Regardless of how much he was cursing at Agent Choi, he still continued to moan and would sometimes lift his own hips up to meet the thrusts.
“Soleum-ah….” Agent Choi would occasionally call out his junior agent’s name affectionately while panting heavily in the other‘s ear, letting his warm breath tickle Kim Soleum’s ear as he continued to move his hips. “Let me kiss you.”
Kim Soleum obediently moved his face towards Agent Choi who quickly connected their lips. He kissed him gently, completely opposite from how he was fucking him and moved a hand down to touch the neglected dripping cock. Kim Soleum’s moans were muffled into the kiss as Agent Choi slipped his tongue in before quickly moving his hand up and down.
Kim Soleum was going crazy. He had already been close and only a few strokes from Agent Choi caused him to orgasm right away. At the same time, just as he came—splurging white on both of their bodies—the hard cock inside of him suddenly hit a certain spot. The overstimulation from both cumming and that spot getting hit at the same time caused Kim Soleum to almost scream. Fortunately, he managed to bite down on Agent Choi’s neck before he could let out a sound.
He felt so dizzy that for a second, he thought he’d lost his vision.
Ignoring the sharp pain on his neck, Agent Choi continued to fuck Kim Soleum through his orgasm but he knew he himself was close too. His hips staggered and his movement became more sloppy. After a few more thrusts, he finally came, riding out his orgasm as he slowly rocked his hips back and forth before stilling completely.
By then, Kim Soleum had already closed his eyes, looking completely fucked out, but he was still half conscious and was able to register the other’s warm lips pressing against his.
“Soleum-ah…” Agent Choi softly called out, slowly pulling out of him. “Don’t leave us…” He muttered, nuzzling his face into the crooked of his junior agent’s neck.
“Stay with us…. stay with me.” He whispered hoarsely and continued, “I’ll do anything for you to stay.”
At that moment, Kim Soleum‘s body suddenly stiffened. He felt something wet and warm on his neck.
“I’ll help you with your wish. Just please stay.” Agent Choi’s voice was cracked. He was pleading gently, sounding desperate as he held Kim Soleum close.
Hearing this, Kim Soleum’s throat quickly went dry and his heart started to feel heavy. He knew that Agent Choi was serious but he couldn’t do it.
I’m sorry but I can’t stay with you.
He wanted to say it but for some reason, he couldn’t find the ability to speak anymore.
“Don’t go, Soleum-ah.”
The body on top of him was trembling as more warm tears continued to flow out, drenching Kim Soleum’s neck completely.
I’m sorry.
Kim Soleum could only repeatedly apologise in his mind.
I’m sorry.