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The players had been given dinner a while ago and now everyone was quietly talking in the groups they formed waiting for lights out, Thanos was lying in his bunk, the pill he had taken before the game today was beginning to wear off and he could feel his exhaustion catching up.
He is almost asleep when he hears a familiar voice laughing softly, a voice he knows well. The softness. Not so much, he wants to hear it again.
Thanos rises from his bunk to see the culprit: Nam-Gyu sitting with his front-facing Thanos yet he's focused on the girl across from him.
Nam-Gyu and Se-mi sit together talking as if they hadn't been at each other's throats before, Se-mi says something Thanos is unable to make out but Nam-Gyu's reaction is clear, the black-haired man smiles, not a dumb smirk or a half-assed smile, a genuine smile as he rubs his neck slightly shaking his head ‘no’ to whatever Se-mi had said the head shake making her laugh.
Thanos glares at them, he's pissed, since when did they get so close? Since when did they joke and talk? Since when did Nam-Gyu smile like that and why didn't he with him?
He hated this feeling it ate away at him as his chest felt tight and heavy he didn’t want to watch the two any longer yet he couldn’t look away,
Thanos wasn’t a particularly jealous person, he’d been in hundreds of relationships regardless of gender and not a single one he felt jealous seeing them with another rather he’d write it off and find someone else he wasn’t bothered but as Thanos sat in his bunk he was seething, pissed beyond belief all because Nam-Gyu wasn’t to talk to him. It was stupid, Thanos felt stupid but it didn’t matter Nam-Gyu was his, some part of him found it hard to believe he wanted Nam-Gyu so badly, more than he could ever know, he felt insatiable and it was all Nam-Gyu and his stupid smiles fault.
Thanos was stuck in his thoughts feeling like he was going to break any second and march over to them to show Se-mi she needs to back off, to show everyone they need to fuck off, when all of a sudden Se-mi leans in to whisper something in Nam-Gyu ear, and Nam-Gyu makes eye contact with Thanos’s dark eyes he looks like a predator looking for his next meal as he stares yet neither of them can look away, that is until Se-mi finishes what she was saying smacking his shoulder as she laughs at whatever she said and his eyes are back on her, his face with a pink tint.
His chest feels ever tighter and there is a bitter taste in his mouth, he lifts his finger to his lip to find it’s bleeding, he can’t stand to look at them talking, laughing, and smiling again so he turns back to his bunk and lays fasting the wall, now he has to confront the thoughts racing in his head, making him groan and hit his head into the mattress.
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The lights had been out for a while yet Thanos couldn't sleep, he was stuck in his head unable to get that smile out of his head and it was killing him, he had half the mind to go bother a guard till they shot him in the head and took him out of his misery but instead opts to the pills in his cross, carefully opening the hatch he picks out the bright blue one and downs it.
Not even a second later Nam-Gyu's head hangs over the edge, his wide eyes watching Thanos.
“Can I have one?” he says, scrambling down to Thanos's bunk and kneeling in front of him, his hands clasped together, and for a second Thanos forgets he was pissed with him. Nam-Gyu in front of him, on his knees, made his mind race and blood flow down, even in the shitty teal ‘uniform’ Thanos wanted to taste him, to make it known Nam-Gyu belonged to him, to cover him in so many marks he won’t be able to hide them, to make him moan so loud everyone hears—
“Thanos?” He questions his voice low as he watches him. He gives Thanos a half smile, a smile yet it’s nowhere near the one from before, the words are leaving his mouth faster than he can stop them.
“Go ask Se-mi” he snaps
“What's up your ass today, you've been bitchy since dinner sulking in your bunk” Thanos doesn't respond rather glaring at him.
Nam-Gyu leans forward, a devilish smirk forming on his lips. " Did the big bad Thanos not get enough attention today is that it?” he teases with a pout ‘mimicking’ Thanos.
“Fuck you” he mumbles avoiding eye contact, but this only makes Nam-Gyu more determined. He moves closer sitting in front of Thanos before he grabs his waist and pulls him into his lap holding him in place despite Thanos's attempts to get away.
Thanos is stuck between being pissed and extremely turned on. He continues trying to fight him off when Nam-Gyu's hands grab his hips holding him in place.
“Stay still” he all but growls and Thanos is stopped in his tracks, if he wasn't hard before he was now.
“Now you're quiet” he laughs his voice low as he glares at Thanos “Seriously what's up”
Thanos stares down not wanting to meet his eyes “fuck off” he grumbles.
“If you're going to keep being a brat at least give me something ” he snaps, grabbing the cross locket.
Thanos feels his mind fog up, he can't tell if it's his high-hitting or Nam-Gyu's words. He lets out a soft whimper just loud enough for Nam-Gyu to hear and suddenly his lips are his neck sucking and biting like he's a starved man finally given food, Thanos groans and rolls his hips into Nam-Gyu, the black hair man groaning.
“You’re jealous,” he says against Thanos's neck before biting at it again harshly, unafraid to leave a mark.
Thanos responds with another whimper just as ergodic as the last.
“Fuck that's hot” he mumbles against Thanos's skin kissing the marks he left before looking up at Thanos holding his face in his hand so he can't look away the two holding eye contact, as Thanos tries to catch his breath, the pills were definitely working now he felt euphoric.
Nam-Gyu leans in his lips grazing Thanos's as he speaks “more later, pretty” kissing him, his lips are surprising soft for the rough exterior Nam-Gyu shows off, Thanos can’t even marvel in the feeling as its suddenly gone, he tries to chase it but Nam-Gyu has moved to the bed watching Thanos, Thanos looks a mess his neck littered with marks that are going to ache to no end tomorrow and his normally messy but kept purple hair all over the place as he pants trying to catch his breath yet Nam-Gyu doesn’t take his eyes of him no even for a second, it takes his a minute or so till he crawls forward looking down feeling the others gaze all around him, Thanos lays down and Nam-Gyu wraps his arms around the uncharacteristically quiet boy and he’d be lying if he didn’t slightly miss his over the top ego and confidence,
“Why were you jealous huh,?” He teases not expecting an answer.
“You smiled” he mutters as sleep takes him leaving Nam-Gyu a blushing mess.