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I don’t know how it started. I liked them more than one should with a friend, let alone a friend for this long. I think it was one autumn afternoon after they left my house. I wanted them with me just a second longer, forever. I imagined the three of us living together when we got older and then some more. Chongyun was calmer than most despite his yang energy bursting sometimes. Maybe that’s why I liked playing tricks on him, to see him breaking that calm demeanor. Hu Tao was lively and playful that served as a façade for a deeper understanding of life and death. In many ways, she was able to rival me from poetry to music. I’d be more willing to admit that she is better than me some areas if she stops gloating about it. We held hands as we walked down the harbor, to them it probably meant nothing, but to me I want to feel their hands for a while longer.
Chongyun thrusts his cock deeper inside me. His cock is thicker than mine and his grip of my hips is firm. I would try to moan to let him know how much I enjoy it, but Hu Tao locked my head with her legs forcing me to eat her out. I can see how Hu Tao looks at my asshole being fucked. She bit her lip as I gave her clit a suck. My dick sways to his rhythm, hitting my sensitive spots, while my tongue laps up Hu Tao’s pussy like a dog. My nose is filled with her scent and the musk in the room of cum and sweat from the three of us. I love it.
I watched Chongyun train with focus on his eyes. My eyes however focused more on his muscles, drenched in sweat, bulging every time he tenses it. My friend grew more masculine and buffer. His body finally fitting the claymore he wields. Despite training martial arts with him, my body didn’t grow like his. I’m more toned, some might even mistake as skinny, feminine. I know that he won’t look at me like that though, not the way I look at him. Hu Tao became more… well Hu Tao. Just as hyper and wild. She came out to us that she was into girls. Of course we were supportive that’s what a good friend will do. I wonder if, in reality, I’m a bad friend, because I feel a sharp pain when I saw her with Yanfei a few weeks later. No, it wasn’t because it was who she was but because of who I can’t be. I can’t be that for her, never. Hell, I can never be that for them.
I’m kneeling between the two of them with Chongyun’s cock in one hand and Hu’s scarlet red, scale textured strap-on the other. My drool is dripping from my lips and my eyes are tearing up. My mouth fucked by their members and yet I don’t think I’ve smiled wider before.
“I think Xingqiu can’t handle two cocks at once and yet he chose to court two people at once. What a slut.”, Hu Tao says mockingly.
I feel a sharp sting where she slapped me before I realized what happened.
“I want to cum in your mouth so you better put your tongue to work.”, Chongyun towers over me with his same old cold stare now wearing a shade of lust.
My hands are wrapping around his cock before I could say, “I love you two!”
I know I can’t be that for them, let alone the three of us together. After they left my room, I gathered the pillow they were on and placed it beside me in bed where I lay. Their scent of their sweat from being in the sun the entire day lingers. Hu tao’s smell of incense and flowers at my left Chongyun’s masculine musk at my right. My thin legs spams at every stroke. My moans slip out of my thin lips to the sound of their names. I close my eyes once more.
My slightly curled fingers are inside Hu Tao quickly pistoning in and out. I am stimulating her more sensitive upper walls. Her hands are grabbing on the sheets. My mouth is full of Chongyun’s cock. I am sloppy, salivating wildly at his shaft. Wet sounds from her pussy and my mouth being used as a fuck toy, echo in my room. I can feel his cock throbbing and her pussy clenching. We’re cumming.
I stared at my hand coated in my own cum.
“I really am a terrible friend.”, I said as I hugged the two pillows.
Outside the door, Hu Tao and Chongyun heard Xingqiu moan their names.