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Kaiser was an attention seeking person. She needed all eyes to be on her, everyone to stare, to admire her, to envy her. To think she was absolutely the best of the best, far greater than they were. But even despite her need for admiration from others, she didn’t give a shit about almost everyone. Maybe excluding a few people. Maybe not. She wasn’t sure herself. What she knew was that she needed Ness to be on her side forever, it gave her a small sense of security to her ego.
Kaiser was dependent on Ness when it came to the field. Even though the whole Bastards München team revolved around Kaiser and only Kaiser, the only person who she could count on was Ness. Nobody else passes the ball to her like Ness does, most of her goals were born thanks to Alexis. Kaiser saw it from the beginning, which is surprising. That day she, the so-called god’s chosen empress, recognized the talent in her new teammate and ever since that day they were playing as partners.
Kaiser mistreated people she loved. Or was it really love? Is she even able to feel such strong and complex things? She feels so numb and apathetic all the time. Deep down she knew she shouldn’t be that way but she couldn’t bring herself to change. As time passed by she knew she became worse. More self-centered, more hypocritical. Her head was always proudly raised and that cold stare from her eyes at everyone inside and outside the field. It made her appear as an unpleasant and intimidating person.
Months and then years passed by and she became a football star. So many fans, so many people dreaming about meeting her, so many men wanting to hit on her but she remained unreachable for all of them. Moreover she knew she had to keep her reputation unattained. And others bought it without over analyzing anything. It’s not like any of these people cared much about her. Part of her loved that she was being treated like a superior being, part of her hated it. After all, she played a role of another character, someone who’s not her, someone who has never been her.
It was just a lie.
An illusion.
Everything she was building was made out of glass. Her ego and confidence were fake, so easy to shatter at any moment and leave her with nothing. The smallest inconvenience, the lack of attention for too long or somebody else taking her place, it all was a threat to her life.
Kaiser hated herself. Even more after all these moments of weakness, when she wasn’t even able to look at her reflection in the mirror. It didn’t matter to her that nobody else saw her in that state, the most vulnerable and human state. What mattered was that she felt she was too weak to meet her own expectations of being someone so tough and unbreakable.
She was putting on that mask even for Ness, who was always loyal to her and never saw any flaw on Kaiser.
And Ness was oblivious. In her eyes no matter what Kaiser would do, she was always perfect. She has never felt such a strong connection with anyone before.
And Ness was a devoted person. If Kaiser wanted to put a collar around her neck she would agree without a second thought. She obeyed her every command even outside the field, just because Ness loved her like a dog. But Kaiser probably loved not at all.
And Ness was a protective person. She would fight anyone who dared to insult her Kaiser, even unintentionally. Just to protect her empress’ fragile ego from shuttering again. Some might think that she was acting like a mindless slave or a victim with Stockholm syndrome but they just didn’t know the truth. They didn’t see how Kaiser gave her hope again, saved her from being depressed and giving up on her dream. They didn’t see how Kaiser helped her get on her feet again from that old, dirty ground.
After all, Ness was always alone and rejected. By her old classmates, her siblings, even her parents never supported her ideas and deep down prayed for her failure so she could go back on the ground and be a scientist like the rest of her family. If Kaiser was chosen by God, it felt like the privilege for Ness to be chosen by her.
Ever since that day she was blinded by Kaiser’s glare.
And Kaiser was indeed an angel in Ness’ eyes. Her angelic blonde hair with tips that with Alexis’ help has been dyed in royal blue. Her tattoo in color that matched her eyes and hair. That cold gaze she gave her was enough for Ness to immediately fall in love. Her slim figure and delicate hands.
Kaiser’s hands. Oh, how Ness adored Michelle’s touch, especially on her hair. Didn’t matter whether it was a gentle touch to calm her down in a stressful time while their victory during the match was doubtful, or the rough one after one of her mistakes. As long as it was Michelle who was pulling on or caressing her hair, she was content with everything.
But they also shared secret moments of more intimate contact. They weren't necessarily a couple, no, but they weren’t just friends either. Maybe "friends with benefits" would be the best way to describe their relationship, but both of the girls hated that label.
Months passed by and nothing changed. Blue lock ended, Kaiser at the end stayed in Bastard München team but with higher salary. At least that way she was still secured by her trusted midfielder, but also she was full of rage that she wasn’t able to achieve her goal. But there was nothing she could do so she just had to try harder.
And today was one of many cold evenings after another match. They won naturally, but Kaiser still felt like something was lacking. It couldn’t leave her mind even while she was taking a shower with her Ness. It was their habit for a long time even before blue lock happened. They both were silent, only running water echoed in the room. Alexis' eyes sometimes drifted at Kaiser but she didn’t know what to do with her bad mood.
Michelle frowned at the thought that the impossible she desperately wanted to reach still remained as “impossible”. The sudden change in her behavior hasn’t escaped Ness’ attention. Her eyes drifted at her empress’ face.
“Kaiser… are you alright? You’re so quiet today” Alexis wanted to start a conversation but stayed unsure what was the right thing to say. What she wanted to ask but she knew it’s better not to was why she seemed so distracted on the field. Michelle still didn’t say a word but looked at Ness’ face with her typical cold expression.
“When wasn’t I alright?” She asked back in a passive-aggressive manner.
Her eyebrow slightly twitched as she looked down on Alexis' bare, wet body. The shorter girl really wanted to read her mind and know what the other was thinking. Kaiser’s eyes were back on Ness’ face and after seeing her nervousness she smirked.
“So shy and for what? It’s not the first time I’m staring at you naked” Kaiser’s eyes went lower again, staring at Alexis’ breasts “besides you’re looking hot as always” she said, wanting to switch the topic. The atmosphere was thick, even Kaiser felt the awkwardness.
Ness after hearing that was filled with joy. Kaiser could be harsh and mean but she never in her life said anything bad about Alexis’ appearance. It always gave her small confidence boosts, knowing she was liked by Kaiser. She bit her lip and took a step closer to Michelle. She was smaller than her but their height difference was like 5 centimeters so not that much.
“Ah thank you, you’re too nice…” Alexis still felt awkward and hesitated for a moment with her response in order not to be too bold and pushy. Kaiser was short-tempered and already in a bad mood so it would be too easy to annoy her. Either way she wanted to take it a step further again. Truth was, Ness lacked intimacy. It has been so long since they both made love last time. Sometimes she was scared that Kaiser had found a replacement and that was the reason why they stopped sleeping with each other. “My body belongs to you, remember? It’s all yours…”
Her head was down, as if she was afraid of Kaiser's piercing gaze after that brave statement. But Michelle remained unfazed. She surprisingly gently forced Ness to look up at her
“You think I’ve ever doubted that? You really are so stupid. It’s not like you want anyone other than me” she shook her head, her words were dripping with pride and overconfidence and she was slightly amused by that shyness. Michelle knew what the other girl wanted and pulled Alexis closer.
She wrapped one of her arms around Ness’ waist while the other hand still was on her neck. Alexis’ body pressed to Michelle that was sandwiched between her and the cold shower wall. Kaiser's lips touched Alexis, at first slowly and gently but then they were more and more eager, deepened the kiss and gave passion into it. Their tongues touched, Ness not fighting for domination as always, she gave into Kaiser completely. The blonde’s hand wandered from her waist to her hips, fingers gently brushed on her butt and then went up again, grabbing one of Ness’ breasts. Alexis whimpered into Kaiser's mouth. The taller girl finally pulled away and finished the kiss for now. Ness started to kiss her neck, going lower and lower, sucking harder and harder.
Michelle put her hand in Ness’ hair and guided her to one of her nipples so the shorter girl could suck on it.
She arched her neck and closed her eyes muttering quiet “god” while her nipple was the center of Ness’ attention. She licked them and sucked and bit skin around them, but not enough to make hickeys on Michelle. After a moment she pulled the girl’s head away.
“Kneel” she ordered, incredibly aroused with a lot of pent up frustration. Ness obeyed mindlessly. Michelle spreaded her legs slightly, just enough for Ness’ head to fit between them. Now her eyes were on the level of Kaiser's glistening cunt.
“Good girl, Ness” she praised her for her obedience as she was looking at her from above. A gentle smirk appeared on her face “now do your job and I might reward you for being so obedient.”
Her hand pulled Ness closer. She immediately got her tongue to work. It started with a few kitten licks but then her tongue wandered from Kaiser's already wet cunt, her folds and ended up sucking on her most sensitive part. She, unlike Ness, wasn’t too vocal but Ness got so good with her tongue that even Kaiser let out loud moans before covering her mouth. After that all noises were muffled. She held Ness’ head, giving her little to almost none space to breathe but it’s not like the other one minded, she only wanted to satisfy her empress’ needs. Kaiser felt that familiar feeling building up and it was always embarrassing to her how easy she was to please when it came to her sexual needs. A complete contradiction to any other aspect of her life. Her hips rocked subconsciously with desperation, not wanting for her clit to stay without ness attention.
“God, you’re… you’re so good, it’s like you were made for this” she grunted, legs shaky as much as her voice.
And ness continued to eat Kaiser out like she was her last dinner. The taste usually was nothing special but to Alexis Kaiser's juices were so sweet. She was focusing only on one thing. Her hands pushed Kaiser legs further apart and now the girl was barely standing. She bit her lip hard and whined.
“Yes, good girl, I’m… I’m almost there”
And nothing affects Ness more than Kaiser's praises, even more when she praises her during their intimate acts. After hearing her words Ness smiled, satisfied from her own skills. Her tongue worked all the way up and down on Michelle’s clit.
Soon everything was too much for Kaiser and she reached her orgasm. Whole bathroom was filled with her pants and occasional noises. Her mouth slightly open, eyes closed, head up and her back arched. Mind too blurry to think about anything other than that feeling, the pleasure was so great she felt like she ascended to heaven. So many months have passed since the last time she had sex with her teammate and even longer since the last time she pleasured herself. It made her feel like it was her first time again.
Her hand finally dropped from Ness head but she still needed a moment to calm down from this intense experience. Alexis finally got on her feet again, her knees were red and sore now but she was fine with it as long as Kaiser was satisfied.
Michelle was never too affectionate, it was always Ness who clinged to her and she just accepted it because it’s what most people do.
“Did I do well?” Alexis asked as she wrapped her arms around Kaiser's waist and hugged her tightly. Her head rested on the other girl’s shoulder.
“Yeah…” she patted her back a bit awkwardly, still not fully recovered from her climax. “Good Girl. Now get out of shower, I have to clean myself again”
Kaiser's words sound too harsh even for her and seeing Alexis' saddened expression awakened a bit of remorse in her. “Wait for me in my room” she added quickly before Ness left the bathroom. It calmed her nerves down a bit, eyes shined with the feeling that she was needed for more than Kaiser's quick pleasure. Kaiser might be a shitty person but she wasn’t THAT shitty. Ness nodded and after putting her magenta silk robe on she left the room with enthusiasm.
Kaiser was alone with her thoughts again but that orgasm was all she needed to relax. It made her feel more playful and she had some time to decide what to do with Alexis. She turned the water on and washed the sweat from her body and her fluids and Ness’ saliva from between her legs. Few minutes later she dried herself with a towel and put her navy silk robe on. The same one like Ness’ they got it together months ago and used to be so happy back then for having matching clothing.
Alexis, as she was told, waited patiently in Kaiser's room, lying on her soft bed sheets. Her mind recalled all these sweet moments they shared here. Their bodies hugged together, how she always was a big spoon and everything seemed to be more lovey-dovey than it was now. The noise of the opening door startled her from her thoughts and she looked behind at Kaiser.
“Obedient as always. Do you want your reward now?” Kaiser asked with a slightly mocking tone but the question was genuine. She went to search for something in her dresser.
“Y-yes, Michelle…” Ness stuttered and blood rushed to her cheeks leaving her all red when Kaiser got on her bed with a rope and a dildo. It’s unexpected because Ness used to jokingly call Michelle a pillow princess in her head. She usually was on the receiving side, not giving much from herself.
“Good. I’m feeling generous tonight so I’m going to bring you to heaven.”
Kaisers looked so seductive, Ness was mesmerized by the view of the other girl. She straddled on her thighs and her almost naked body made Alexis feel so turned on.
“Give me your hands” Michelle ordered and Ness obeyed immediately. Kaiser pinned her wrist above her head and tied them together to the bed frame. She leaned down to whisper and additionally made their covered chests press to each other. “Good, you’re so submissive and helpless~”
She purred to her ear and changed her position, got off Ness thighs and made her spread her legs. She kneeled between them and slowly untied Ness’ robe revealing her breasts to her once again. Kaiser smirked at this view and started placing kisses on them. She never really told it to Ness, but she felt so obsessed with her chest and often liked to admire her body, not in a perverted way but rather as something beautiful, as an art since her were smaller and there wasn’t much for her to admire.
And now she was adding something from her to this art. Her lips sucked on Ness' collarbone and breasts, leaving plenty of hickeys. Alexis was squirming slightly and quiet whines were escaping from her mouth.
Kaiser's hand went down Ness' body straight to her crotch. The fact that Alexis was already soaking wet boosted Kaiser's ego so much.
“Mm~ you’re such a slut for me, aren’t you? All wet and whining like a bitch in heat although I barely did anything” she spoke in a mocking tone before her mouth went to the girl’s nipple. Her tongue swirled on it and her fingers teased entrance to her hole making Ness almost unable to handle it.
“Ugh~ no more teasing… please!” She felt like crying, the stimulation made her feel pleased but it was too little, her body was begging for more and the wetness between her legs felt unbearable.
“Hm?” Kaiser stopped to look at Ness. “Then beg me. Beg me like I’m your goddess”
Alexis cheeks turned redder and words spit out of her mouth.
“Please! Michelle, I need you, your fingers, your mouth! My goddess you’re the only one who can satisfy me!” She pleaded so desperately, loss of stimulation was even worse than the previous teasing.
Kaiser finally put her ring finger inside her, giving her what she was longing for. Slowly pumping it in and almost out before she added middle finger in. Although her words were harsh, her touch usually was oh so gentle and caring. She didn’t want to hurt Ness, she needed to be fully prepared for what she planned for her. Fingers slowly scissored her while her mouth still played with Ness’ chest and neck.
“Mhh… it’s not hurting you, right?” Michelle asked to be sure she can take this action further.
“N-no, so good~!” Ness succeeded in answering. After she felt the sudden emptiness inside her cunt she opened her eyes, only to be caught by surprise when Michelle slid a dildo inside her. Alexis' eyes widened and her inner walls subconsciously clenched on that toy.
It was uncomfortably cold which caused Ness to squirm and to moan in need of more. Her reactions were amusing to Kaiser who decided to have mercy on her and slowly started moving that toy inside her. She was generous enough to give her a taste of stimulation but not wanting to push her to relieve immediately. She leaned down and placed more kisses, trailing her way down to Ness’ stomach and finally to between her legs.
But Michelle didn’t give Alexis what she wanted, not yet. She went to bite on the girl’s inner thighs, also using her tongue to give her wet sensation. She was sure that if Ness hands weren’t tied she would already pull her head to her throbbing clit.
“Oh my, be patient! You really are like a needy bitch” Kaiser looked up with her smirk on Ness that was whining and begging for more, trying to get off just from that and her degrading words only made ness’s walls clench harder. Kaiser pumped the dildo inside Ness at the faster pace and her wetness made it slide in and out with ease.
Finally, after torturing her for so long Kaiser’s other thumb circled on Alexis’ clit. The girl was lost in pleasure, her legs trembling and back arching. It was a clear sign for Michelle that Alexis won’t last long. This time she decided not to deny Ness’ her orgasm. She replaced her thumb with her mouth, giving wet kisses on her sex and sucking it from time to time while still stimulating her from the inside with that dildo.
And it pushed Ness over the edge and she was able to cum quickly, after time that felt like torture, while screaming Kaiser’s name. Her whole body was shaking from the intensity.
After her climax, her body fell limp on the bed, too tired to do anything. Her loud pants were present for a few minutes more.
Kaiser pulled away and withdrew her dildo. She got off her bed and went to free Alexis' hands. She took the toy and the rope, ready to clean it and tidy her room again, not paying too much attention to Ness.
But then Alexis came back to her senses. “Michelle… Could you hug me?” She asked.
Kaiser looked at her over her shoulder with somehow warm expression.
“Aw, what are you, a baby that still needs hugs?” she laughed but dropped the toys on her dresser and went back to Ness’ immediately. She laid down beside her, their faces next to each other and eye contact kept. Ness was still naked and Kaiser’s robe looked messy, exposing half of her breast and most of her lower parts. Kaiser hugged Ness just like she wished and she wrapped her arm around Kaiser as well. Their bodies pressed, Ness closed her eyes, ready to fall asleep as she felt safe and comfortable in Michelle’s embrace.
Kaiser stared at her beautiful and peaceful face for a moment longer before she leaned closer and gave her soft kiss on the cheek. After that she closed her eyes as well and they both fell asleep, cuddling like that whole night.
Kaiser still didn’t know whether it was love she felt or not.
But she was sure she didn't want to lose Ness either.