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I do not remember the day I was chosen, for centuries have passed; but I do in fact, remember how. Though through pure word of mouth, I have no reason to accuse the creator of fabricating the tale of my being, nor do I plan on being treasonous.
From the river of life, I was plucked. A mere thread, one in a million, yet a thread all the same, and so I was eligible. A promise of immortality, a blessing of discernment, a wish of loyalty, and a gift of aim- the rest, as they say, is history.
I am a cherub, and that is all I know about myself.
I do not know my age, I have lost count.
I do not have a name, if I did, I would have forgotten long ago. I have never been bestowed one.
I do not have a home. Cherubim are bound to the mortal realm by both duty and sanction. I have no objections, things of ephemerality are things of great beauty.
I do not know what it is like to live among the stars, though I often wonder. But I do know that at the end of one glorious day, I will be worthy enough to. I have been promised, after all.
Though a being of love, I have never loved. I am filled with it, but can never keep a single morsel to myself. Even so, love is, inarguably, one of the most precious and enthralling forces in existence, and I indulge myself in the simple beauty of its growth. Time spent on love is never wasted.
I own nothing more than my purpose, while conflicting and intimidating at times, I cannot abandon it, nor separate myself from it. I know what I was created for, and that is all I must be.
The present however, is much much lighter.
