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  1. Public Bookmark 49

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    “Do you want to fuck me or not?” Felix asks, hand on his cocked hip as he stares Chan down in the middle of this concrete driveway.

    Chan stutters, ears going red. “Well, yeah, sure. Like I said, you’re hot and you’re Minho’s friend so I don’t have to worry ab- Wait, where are you going?”

    “Home. You coming with?”

    It isn't a secret that Felix is a bit of a whore. It also isn't a secret that Chan's fucking him. What is a secret is that Felix is slowly but surely falling in love, and Chan doesn't feel the same way.
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    19 Sep 2022

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    chans an idiot but felix loves him unfortunately .. paige writing art as always

  2. Public Bookmark 16

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    Maglor didn't ever intend to sail. Valinor is not his home and never will be.

    Ages have passed since he threw the Silmaril into the sea, but when his mother appears to him in a dream, when he wakes in the middle of the night with the fire of longing burning in his lungs, when the pain gets so bad he can take it no longer, he steals a boat to meet the ocean. He sets out intending to die, or so he thinks.

    Nothing could be further from the truth. Sometimes going home is more difficult than leaving ever was. Sometimes acceptance is complicated, but it is the beginning of all recovery.

    In the end it takes meeting his mother and speaking to her the ballad of burning lungs and bated breath he can no longer sing for Maglor to understand this, to understand himself, and for Makalaurë to rise out of the ashes he has always feared so much.

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    13 Sep 2022

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    all of the feelings. a gorgeous mother son reunion

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    “Seungmin got the gang back together, huh,” Minho says.

    But his joke falls flat, and Changbin’s face twists. “I don’t think now’s the time for jokes, man.”

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    11 Sep 2022

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    pain. pain and agony and beautiful writing

  4. Public Bookmark 64

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    Felix missed being in Australia, misses being in Australia, will miss being in Australia, but at least he has Chan. Even if they didn’t have anything to prove, Felix would still hold Chan’s hand and follow his lead, no matter where it took him.

    —Or, five times home feels too far away, and one time it's never felt closer.

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    26 Aug 2022

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    5+1 chanlix homesickness + being each others homes

  5. Public Bookmark 48

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    “If you wanted something, why didn’t you ask for it?” It sounds a lot more petty and immature than he wants to. Seungmin bites his lip, grabbing a handful of the covers as he realizes how his question sounded.

    Minho’s fingers, touching Seungmin’s bare waist, stop abruptly. His touch is like fire, marking Seungmin’s soul, leaving his fingerprints forever.

    “You always come after me. I thought you weren’t in the mood,” Minho says. His voice is no longer full of seduction; it seems a little surprised.

    “It would be nice to feel like I’m desired too from time to time,” Seungmin doesn’t want to look too bitter, but the dam has already opened. He can’t stop his mouth from saying what he’s been avoiding for months. “But I keep having to beg for some of your attention.”

     

    Seungmin doesn't know what kind of relationship he and Minho have, and their miscommunication becomes a problem.

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    14 Aug 2022

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    ANGST