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    “Just go.” Ilya said, already leaning again.

    Shane huffed a laugh against his mouth.

    “You’re literally the problem.”

    “Then stop kissing me back.”

    He didn’t.

     
    or, College AU where Shane and Ilya go to the same university, secretly sleep together, and are so obsessed with each other it’s starting to become a problem.

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    04 Jun 2026

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    “What if I’m a bad kisser?” Shane asks, nervously.

    “Show me and I will tell you if you are bad,” Ilya finds himself saying before he can stop himself.

    “Wh— what?” Shane stutters. “You want me to kiss you?”

    OR

    The practice kissing AU

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    04 Jun 2026

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    “Oh my god,” Hollander squeaks suddenly.

    Ilya freezes. “…What.”

    Hollander is staring downward. “Are you hard?” His voice is higher, not like the monotone that he's gotten used to.

    Ilya instinctively steps back and glances down. Fuck. Yes. Very. He exhales heavily. This is unfortunate. He’s not mortified—he’s never been ashamed of his sex drive—but this situation could easily become awkward and borderline predatory.

    ***

    Or, Ilya Rozanov is a legend, one of the greats of hockey, and the new head coach of the Boston Raiders, and his life is derailed by Shane Hollander, the 19-year-old genius rookie from Montreal.

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    31 May 2026

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    “Hello,” Ilya repeats, still kind of stuck on those freckles.

    “Hi?” the man says.

    “Hi,” Ilya says—again.

    Oh god, he's said hello three times now. He should literally say anything else. His name, probably. His phone number, preferably.

    “Hi,” Ilya says again, because he can’t help it. “I am—”

    “Are you Nick?” the man asks, and it comes out as a breathless sound.

    OR: Shane gets stood up on a blind date, and Ilya comes to the rescue, and proceeds to make a series of questionable decisions.

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    31 May 2026

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    There was just no way this was his life. That morning, Rose had been forcing Shane to demonstrate with his hands how large Ilya’s dick was, wheedling him for all sorts of details that had made him flush beet-red and nearly lose his ability to talk. Now Ilya was here, in front of him, contractually obligated to be stitched to his side day in and day out for the next year, at least. The thought was enough to make Shane dizzy all over again.

    (Shane Hollander is the son of the Canadian prime minister. He is also the captain of his college hockey team. This obscene balancing act is seemingly going just fine, until he accidentally hooks up with his new bodyguard one night at the bar.)

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    31 May 2026

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    So in short, Shane’s sitting at the edge of the sofa, without his stupid glasses on even though he needs them, trying to read his stupid book even though he’s already read it several times, ignoring a stupid movie that actually seems kind of fun because Ilya chose it.

    This whole not letting Ilya Rozanov under his skin thing is going swell, in other words. Thank you very much.

    ~

    Shane would've never expected, nor asked, to ever get trapped alone in a confined space with Ilya Rozanov; especially since his captain seems to take specific pleasure in making his presence into Shane's personal slice of hell on earth.

    But when a snow storm intervenes with what was supposed to be a team-bonding trip to the cottage, that is unfortunately exactly what happens. They can be normal about it, probably.

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    29 May 2026

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    As a straight man, Ilya Rozanov has never had a gay roommate before, but it’s going pretty well. Shane Hollander is kind, silly, and an even bigger hockey nut than Ilya.

    So when Shane starts bringing men over, and Ilya begins to want to bash their fucking heads in, Ilya comes to a startling conclusion: He must be homophobic.

    (He’s jealous.)

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    27 May 2026

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    After Vegas, Shane begins to give up on Ilya and looks for a new way to feel wanted.

    Ilya, of course, finds out about this and locks in.

    A small dose of jealousy and a bigger dose of communication add up to change the trajectory of their affair from 2014 onward.

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    24 May 2026

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    Then Ilya reached over and gently tapped Logan’s nose. “You never told us what you wished for.”

    Logan’s eyes widened immediately. “Oh.”

    Shane smiled softly. “You know, when you blew out your candles?”

    For a moment Logan looked suspicious, like perhaps wishes were classified information. Then he leaned closer dramatically. “I wished for Isla.”

    Silence.

    Shane blinked. “…Who’s Isla, baby?”

    Logan looked at him like this should’ve been obvious. “My baby.”

    Or Shane and Ilya give Logan the sibling he wished for on his third birthday.

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    21 May 2026

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    My brothers best friend is a fucking asshole; he’s hot as hell though.

    Or: Ilya Rozanov is best friends with Shane Hollander’s older brother. Ilya quickly becomes Shane’s public enemy number one. Why? Because he’s the biggest asshole Shane has ever met, unfortunately, he’s also the hottest fucking man alive.

    Fucking your brother’s best friend is probably a bad idea, right?

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    19 May 2026

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    Ilya’s brows quirked again, and he flicked open the first page of the textbook, ‘and you decided to learn Russian now because...?’

    ‘Because I married a Russian man, and I figured it was about time I learned.’

    ‘You never learned with me.’ Ilya said.

    ‘No.’ Shane replied, tersely, ‘there was a lot I never did with you.’

    Or: After Shane's college relationship ends in heartbreak, he patches up his wounds by marrying a wealthy, older man, and he's so sure his life is perfect. That is, until his ex re-enters the picture, and he wonders if maybe he got it all wrong.

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    19 May 2026

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    After Shane Hollander suffered a career ending injury in 2013, he had no idea what he wanted to do with his life. It wasn’t until 2018, when he connected with a surrogacy agency, that he finally felt like he could do something that would give him meaning and purpose once again.

    Oh, and by the way, his relationship with Ilya Rozanov also ended in 2013. That was because he fucking hated him.

    Oh, and by the way, It just so happens that Ilya, planning ahead for his unexpectedly early retirement, is looking for a surrogate to have his baby.

    A.K.A: the fic where Shane and Ilya never officially got together because they’re idiots, and now Shane has to decide whether or not he’s willing to carry a baby for a man he can’t stand.

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    15 May 2026

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    There were many things about Shane's upbringing in Canada that Ilya found hard to understand. Like why he insisted on hiking into the brush to find the "perfect" marshmallow sticks for a bonfire. To Ilya, it seemed like a lot of unnecessary effort and a high risk of mosquito bites when they could just buy a pack of skewers and be done with it.

    But, like with everything that came with Shane Hollander, Ilya had learned to love it.

    And now here he was, years later, the one leading Shane and their kids through the woods behind the cottage on this warm summer evening.

    Or,

    Shane and Ilya take their kids on a weekend getaway to the cottage.

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    14 May 2026

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    Shane had been used to being alone. He'd never thought of himself as lonely. He honestly often craved the solitude, found it grounding. But that was before he knew what it was like to have someone to call, someone to touch. He was never lonely before Rozanov, but he'd been lonely ever since.

    April 2017: Shane does not get laid out on the ice.

    Ilya goes through with ending it.

    Shane lets him.

    What follows is eleven months of distance, denial, and a quiet kind of devastation neither of them knows how to name, let alone fix.

    They learn how to live without each other.

    (Or at least, how to pretend.)

    And then, almost a year later, the infamous collision happens and Shane goes down cold.

    And suddenly, neither of them can pretend it doesn’t matter.

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    11 May 2026

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    It had been 2,045 days since Shane had heard from Ilya Rozanov.

    But, who was counting? He wasn't counting. No, he had stopped mentally counting after the first year. When the 365 day mark had passed. Now it was just tracked on his phone. A painful reminder whenever he happened to open his calendar app.

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    A "re:hi" alternate universe where Ilya stopped responding in 2003.

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    10 May 2026

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    For a moment he thinks about the years Matthew had robbed from him; of the experiences he could have had.

    But then Ilya’s dick is throbbing in his hand and he’s moving without thinking.

    Shane cannot remember the last time he had presented himself. Now, in a hotel room of the SoHo House, Shane is on his knees; back arched, presenting his slick hole for an alpha that is not his mate, for one that is half his age.

    Or: stuck in a hopeless marriage, Shane finds solace in a very hot, very young alpha.

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    09 May 2026

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    Two years of playing together, and it still hit him every time. The casualness of it. My husband. Said out loud, in public. After years of hiding—stolen moments in hotel rooms, careful distance in public, the constant exhausting performance of just teammates, just rivals, nothing to see here—now Ilya could say it like it was nothing. Like it was easy, like it was the most natural thing in the world.

    Because it was. Finally.

    In which Ilya Hollander-Rozanov cannot shut up about his husband. (Subtitled: No one asked, Ilya. Ilya. No one asked.)

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    09 May 2026

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    Ethan finally turned away from the game and made his way over to Shane to press up against his back as Shane slipped his shoes on. Shane turned in his arms to kiss Ethan, but as he brought his face closer, Ethan laughed and pulled back to look at him.

    “Wait, you’re not really gonna wear those ugly reading glasses to dinner, are you?”

    Shane’s face flushed as he reached up and took his glasses off before setting them on the side table next to the door. A loud noise startled him and he looked over to see that Ilya had tossed his game controller onto the coffee table haphazardly. He stood up abruptly, nostrils flared and mouth pinched into a tight line as he stalked off to his bedroom, muttering something in Russian along the way.

    or, Shane has a shitty boyfriend that Ilya can't stand because he's in love with him and everyone in the house knows but Shane.

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    24 Apr 2026

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    Shane immediately shook his head. “No,” he said.

    They hadn’t even spoken yet.

    “No,” he repeated, more firmly. “I will not fake date Ilya Rozanov. He hates me!”

    ___________

    Shane is hopelessly in love with his roommate, who also happens to be his former situationship. In a desperate attempt to get him back, he pretends to date the college hockey star Ilya Rozanov.

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    23 Apr 2026

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    At eleven years old Ilya Rozanov's class is given an assignment:

    They will be randomly paired with a student at another school in Canada via email. In order to get full credit on the assignment, they must send at least five emails back and forth and gather enough information to write their project.

    After seven years, Ilya is pretty sure he's done enough for 100%

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    Shane and Ilya sending emails throughout the years. What happens when they meet?

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    21/21
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    751,355

    19 Apr 2026

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