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am i making you feel sick? by theseventhcrow55 for dogfishmonger
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
16 Apr 2026
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Throughout the years, Dean had dabbled in his fair share of overindulgences—women, food, alcohol. Violence, even. When he needed something to do with his hands, he’d always known he could simply find any and all of these things at whatever local bar was nearby his and Sam's motel room.
And besides, the weight of a beer bottle against his palm doesn't really feel all that different from that of a gun’s grip, especially when the first time both of them had been placed into his hands had been by his father.
And he figures that the food thing came from his mother, maybe. Some of his earliest memories had been sitting at the counter in the kitchen while she cooked, thinking to himself that he'd eat whatever she put in front of him as long as they could be there, together, forever.
Or maybe he was always going to end up like this, and it wasn't his parents’ fault at all that he was fucked up.
No point in wondering. He'd never know.
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OR: an exploration of Dean's relationship with food.
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title from "strangers" by Ethel Cain.
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06 May 2026
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It started small. Real small. Barely a whisper.
Doug noticed it first. Carter had that look. That look that wasn’t just tired or stressed or “I’ve-been-in-surgery-for-eight-hours,” but that weird haunted thing, like he was trying not to be. Trying not to be seen. Head down, stethoscope all tangled like he didn’t have the energy to fix it. Caffeine on his breath, skin pale, lips just a little too blue.
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23 Jul 2025
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You Can Never Know What Happens Behind Closed Doors by TheTimetravellerCat
Fandoms: ER (TV 1994)
22 Jun 2025
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Carter comes from a wealthy family, that much is true. Materialistically, he has never truly lacked anything. But appearances can be deceiving. Very deceiving.
What could be hiding behind Carter's smiles, his clumsiness, his goofy exterior, his cheerful mood and his neverending optimism?
And who will notice the shadows lurking beneath?
Susan slowly made her way to the central station, looking for her next case, but her mind was still somewhere in the distance. She turned to look at the pair of them, happily chatting as Carter cleaned, disinfected and stitched the wound his former nanny had sustained.
But she couldn't unhear it. She couldn't forget Rose's tone and her words, and everything they implied. And she didn't know what to do with it, or where to put it.
She watched Carter, saw his smiles, his ‘all-in’ persona, and his cheerful demeanor and she wondered how far and how deep the abyss beneath it went.
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23 Jun 2025
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Lighting and Thunder (Bolts*) by Cry_abt_it
Fandom Captain America - All Media Types, Daredevil (TV), Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Punisher (TV 2017), Thunderbolts (Movie 2025)
02 Jun 2026
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A bunch of random fics relating to the Thunderbolts* bc I love them
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08 Jun 2025