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    Chuuya suffers from painful aftereffects of Corruption. Dazai suffers from existential depression.

    Chuuya has a god in him that wants to kill his body. Dazai has a mind that wants to kill itself.

    Chuuya is dying. Dazai wants to die.

    Chuuya wants to make Dazai feel alive. Dazai wants to keep Chuuya alive.

    They both try to take care of each other the best they can, bringing them closer.

    Until Dazai leaves.

    That's when it all goes wrong.

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    05 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 47

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    In the dark apartment, with Chuuya in his arms, half delirious and wholly broken, the softness seeps into Dazai’s voice unbidden.

    “We’re at your place, I’m going to put you in bed. And you’re going to be nice this time.”

    Chuuya hides his face under the coat thrown over him, rests his head against Dazai, and hums.

    It could be an agreement, not that it means anything. He’s not really here, not fully, and these things are never nice. Dazai won’t resent him for it.

    OR: Dazai takes care of post-corruption Chuuya. Except this time, Arahabaki keeps coming back.

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    27 May 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 27

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    "I was never yours to begin with, Chuuya," Dazai whispered to the darkness.

    But he was lying.

    As Shibusawa threatens to wipe the slate clean, Dazai and Chuuya are forced to unleash the power that will crown them as "Double Black."

    But the journey wasn't that easy. Between the cold estrangement of the past weeks and the devastating loss of Chuuya's squad, Dazai orchestrates a cruel salvation, proving that sometimes, the only way to save your partner is to let them break.

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    25 May 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 30

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    The first time it happens, it’s Cloud’s fault.

    Zack and Cloud Fair are living the American dream: beautiful house, white picket fence, a big, healthy dog, great sex—they don’t want for anything. They dated for a year and now they’ve been married for a year. People kept telling Cloud the honeymoon feeling would wear off. It hasn’t yet. Cloud feels just as sick in love as he did from the beginning.

    They’re good. They’re doing great. Which is exactly how Cloud knows it’s his fault. He’s always the one that manages to fuck a good thing up. Zack’s good luck offset Cloud’s horrid luck for some time, but it was bound to wear off.

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    Zack and Cloud are all there is for each other. When one starts becoming abusive and the other is already low on self-preservation, this might not be a good thing.

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    11 May 2026

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    Cast back through time by Gaia, and turned into a toddler by Jenova, Cloud is having the (second) worst day of his life. So it makes sense with his luck that he would be captured by a red-haired SOLDIER First and brought directly into Sephiroth's clutches. But that was fine; he'd dealt with worse odds before (he really hadn't). He would simply have to find a way to escape and continue destroying Jenova and every Mako reactor. No one could stop him escaping if he didn't want ... Zack?

    Inspired by:
    Saving Subject C by AimeeLouWrites, Im_totally_not_an_alien, She_sees_in_the_dark
    The Angry Duckling by AimeeLouWrites
    Shooting Star by AimeeLouWrites
    Patricide is Harder than it Looks by tunafishprincess
    The Best Laid Plans by Loralei_Dawson

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    28 Apr 2026