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    all my jatp works in one place

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  1. Public Bookmark 9

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    sasha finds a family.

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    15 Oct 2019

  2. Public Bookmark 2

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    His brother is dead. Feryn, who would smile at him from across the dinner table and flick peas at him, who tried to patiently teach Zolf the intricacies of miming, who kept secrets because he knew it would keep his family safe, who Zolf trusted more than anyone in the world, is gone, and Zolf... doesn’t know what to do. He feels adrift, lost in a spinning wheel of pain and grief and anger and... more emotions that he knew how to deal with. So he just shuts down, narrowing his focus to the immediate task ahead of him before any of the emotions could come spilling out of him, because the minute they did Zolf knew he was going to drown.

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    15 Jul 2019

  3. Public Bookmark 23

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    You do not have to be good.
    You do not have to walk on your knees
    for a hundred miles through the desert repenting.
    You only have to let the soft animal of your body
    love what it loves.
    Martin stopped the Extinction, but he's still not done.

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    14 Jul 2019

  4. Public Bookmark 28

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    "Does Hamid not like Zolf?" Azu 'whispered' to Sasha, and Hamid is so used to her particular brand of obtuse that it almost doesn't register. It's not until he sees the worry flit into Zolf's eyes that he sucks in a breath so sharp that it burns all the way down to his toes. Hamid can't let Zolf think that he doesn't want this, can't let Zolf think that he belongs anywhere other than here. Sasha beats him to it, though, with a snort.

    "Hamid likes Zolf plenty. He's just a prat about it, sometimes."

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    14 Jul 2019

  5. Public Bookmark 7

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    But.

    Zolf knows what it’s like to have a brother, to have a family, that you don’t want to disappoint. To... lose a brother. To lose one of the people you care about most in the world. And... given the choice between protecting Feryn, who always believed in him even when Zolf was spouting crazy theories about the meritocracy and about living his life on the sea with no worries, and having him thrown in jail for... nearly anything? He would save his brother every single time. Even if it’s not fair to everyone else.

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    13 Jul 2019