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I get the appeal, dont get me wrong- I see why its romatasized and all-

But actually being the yearner, and being stuck yearning for the rest of your mortal life because of DISTANCE! IS NOT FUN!!! ITS NOT ROMANTIC!!! ITS TORTURE!!!

AAHHHH! I JUST WANT TO BE WITH HER! I JUST WANNA LIVE AND DIE WITH HER!
I MISS HER SM! ALL DAY! EVERYDAY! EVERY OTHER HOUR I THINK ABOUT HER AND BEING WITH HER!

Life would be so much better if I woke up in her arms, and slept cuddling with her but NOOOOOO GOD HAD OTHER PLANS AND OUR FRIENDSHIP IS A TEST OF PATIENCE BY MAKING US SO DARNED DISTANCED!

God the amount of problems of my life that would be fixed just by being with her, just being able to hold her, hug her, kiss her, cuddle with her whenever I want and need and whenver she wants and she needs. Sit in her lap as we work and study togther. BODY DOUBLING WITH HER! :<

Just kiss her whenever I want!
Just stare at her and beautiful doll like eyes and get lost in them!
Shes safe. Shes the reason I am actively trying to be better. She makes me better. She makes time slow down. She makes everything feel so much lighter. Shes love. Shes my love.

I just really really love her, her soul, her existence is a blessing to me and I just appreciate and adore her so soo much!

I just really love and miss her but what can I say or do when our entire mortal life seems to be written by a pen dipped in yearnink.