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Running to the frontlines from a childhood he never had. Taking a bat to the wall with his son in the next room. Having an affair with the spitting image of his dead wife.
Eddie knows he’s never been good at grieving, knows he’s never been good at losing what little he allows for himself in the first place. This is why he also knows his coping mechanisms can’t possibly get any worse.
Buck, as he so often does, makes him reevaluate his assumptions.
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Evan Buckley dies behind a wall of glass. It’s a shame that when he’s revived not three minutes later, no one is informed.- Language:
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01 Jun 2026
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Shane leaves that Vegas penthouse suite feeling wretched, and like an idiot, and like he never wants to see Ilya Rozanov again.
Except, well. Then there are zombies.
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- English
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- 95,670
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- 3/3
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30 May 2026
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One of the best fics I’ve read. Wrecked 5 million times over and then brought me back to life. So beautifully written and the author literally lives inside both Ilya and Shane’s heads and understands and loves them so much. 10000/10
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true blue by scarlettroses
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
29 Mar 2026
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"He said it was just a stronger edible," Wyatt says. "Apparently it was supposed to be super natural, and relaxing and rejuvenating, not the weak Canadian shit, and—"
"You say a bad word, Hazy," Ilya interrupts, pointing a tiny finger at him.
"Right." Wyatt winces. "Sorry, kid."
Rejuvenating. Shane turns the word over in his mind a few times, while readjusting Ilya’s little body in his arms.
Jesus fucking Christ.
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or, with the help of some mysterious russian candy and a very loving husband, ilya rozanov heals his inner child.
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- English
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- 15,633
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- 4/4
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29 May 2026
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Eddie's hands are gripping the elastic waist of Buck’s shorts now, knuckles white, and she can see where this is going, where they’re going to end up. Buck might be an unpredictable person to anyone else, but not to Eddie, never to Eddie. Eddie can see the end in every one of Buck’s beginnings.
And what’s starting now is going to end with them in bed.
The thought doesn’t scare Eddie as much as she thinks it should.
or, Eddie treats Buck the way she deserves to be treated.
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29 May 2026
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Eddie huffs. It’s respectable and masculine, probably. “You know I’m not interested in—”
“Yes, Eddie, I know,” Buck drolls. “You’re off the horse. The meat market is closed. Your dick is on Do Not Disturb. I just think the pot shouldn’t be calling the kettle out,” he gestures between them with an emphatic finger, “for bad dates. Not when the pot is, ostensibly, a born-again virgin.”
“I’m not a born-again virgin,” Eddie grumbles. “Don’t start this again.”
“I’m not starting anything,” Buck lies. “I’m watching the movie.” Another lie. Then he flops unceremoniously back down, head strewn across Eddie’s clenched thighs.
Or: Buck’s mouth moves faster than Eddie’s brain.
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21 May 2026
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Russian Science Wins by ThePromptWasntThisLong (shredded_potato)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
23 Dec 2025
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“Russians don’t blush, starshine.”
“And guys don’t squirt, Ilya.”
A snowboarding trip turns into a filthy, intimate challenge when Ilya decides to prove a point—repeatedly—in the most overwhelming ways possible.
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- Part 4 of Cross-Checked & Kissed (smut oneshots)
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- 9,027
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- 1/1
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21 May 2026
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"That is. Okay. Where do I start." Pushing off the counter — hands need to be free for this. "Number one. That is not how being secure in your sexuality works. Number two. That is the opposite of how it works. Number three. Most straight men who are secure in their sexuality do not, as a method of confirming this, seek out gay sex. That is— Eddie, that is gay. The thing you are describing is gay. The act of doing it is gay. There is no version of this where you end up more straight at the other end."
Eddie scoffs. "You don't know that."
"I do know that."
"You don't."
"Eddie, I am bi. I have personally conducted this experiment. The results are in."
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Eddie asks Buck to fuck him to prove he's straight. Things go about as well as you'd think.Series
- Part 1 of veni, vidi, vici
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- English
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- 16,297
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18 May 2026
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Bending down, Eddie scoops the boy up, settling him on his hip with a swing. He jostles him playfully before focusing back on Ana.
“This is Theo,” he says, feeling Theo tilt his head against the crook of his neck at the sound of his name. “He joined pre-k here in May, didn’t you?”
Eddie brushes a clump of hair out of Theo’s eyes, tucking it behind his ear. It springs back to place immediately, unrestrained and uncontrolled. He really is due a haircut, but any time he or Buck mention it, Theo’s arms fly up to protect his hair like they’re going to hack away at it right there and then.
“Yes,” Theo says, voice lispy and a little shy as he blinks at Ana. “Are you a teacher?”
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17 May 2026
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better find a mop... by huacheesecake
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
16 May 2026
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a twelve-part series for #pisskink hollanov!
- each part can be read as a standalone (unless otherwise stated)
- sub shane and soft dom ilya
- trans shane + afab terms
- A LOT OF PEEdisclaimer: this series doesn't provide an in-depth exploration of shane's gender identity and is 100% porn. happy reading <33
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- 75,400
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- 12
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16 May 2026
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From behind his back, Chris reveals his old, ratty Superman logo shirt. It’s way too small for him now, but, for some reason, he’s never thrown it away.
“This shirt has superpowers,” he whispers to Theo. "It keeps all the bad dreams away. It doesn’t fit me anymore, but I don’t want all the superpowers to go to waste. Do you think maybe you could look after it for me?”
Theo nods emphatically. “Yes,” he whispers. He looks up at him, his tiny face sure and determined. “I can do it, Chris.”
Or, Theo has nightmares. Chris works a hand-me-down shirt-shaped miracle.
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13 May 2026
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two years in the future.
christopher, theo, and their shared grief.
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13 May 2026
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Baby, Bend Over by TemporaryAltars
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
23 Feb 2026
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Shane is convinced that Ilya Rozanov—captain of the Boston Bears and Shane’s newest student—hates him.
Ilya joined Shane's yoga class specifically to get closer to the hot instructor, but every attempt at flirting only seems to make things worse.
Neither of them has any idea the other is completely in love with them.
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- Part 1 of Seaport
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 31,140
- Chapters:
- 8/8
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- 1,111
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12 May 2026
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no inhibitions, make no conditions by SymphonySoldier97, teenytinytomlinson
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
02 Oct 2025
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Eddie’s fingers find the button on his jeans, thumb swirling over it once to feel the grounding grooves there, never taking his eyes off Buck’s. A flick of his wrist, and the button is undone, zipper peeling apart next. Before Eddie can even manage to shove the fabric down, Buck is—
Holy shit, Buck is dropping to his knees in front of him.
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Eddie accidentally wishes his dick away. Buck is eager to help him get it back.
- Language:
- English
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- 13,422
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- 1/1
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10 May 2026
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[Eddie 11:48]
Forgot how weird this is
[Eddie 11:49]
I mean not weird weird but different
[Eddie 11:49]
SlipperyFuck. Buck’s stomach does somersaults at that one-word text. He exhales a shaky, quivering breath, checking over his shoulder to make sure the coast is still clear. This must be how aristocrats felt when they saw a bare ankle.
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Buck and Eddie are both antsy for round two with Eddie's new parts. Just as soon as Buck gets off of work.Series
- Part 2 of slip 'n slide
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06 May 2026
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“Chris,” Eddie says, nudging him. “You wanna say hi? Properly?”
Christopher flips him off, discreetly, and then to Theo he says very sweetly, “Hi, Theo.”
Buck’s heart swells to thrice the size of whatever it was, and he’s hit with a rush of love so intense he’s tearing up with it. Eddie’s no better, eyes sparkling.
“Hi,” Theo says, and then presses himself back towards Buck, clutching his spider–man tightly. “You’re Buck’s big best friend.”
Christopher grins. “I am, yeah,” he says, cheesing so hard. “You’re Buck’s tiny best friend, aren’t you?”
Theo nods shyly. “Yeah.”
Christopher holds out his hand, tilting his head. “I’m Chris,” he says, and Theo takes it, his small hand cradled perfectly in Christopher’s palm. “What’s your name?”
“Hi Kiss,” Theo says, in awe. “My name is Theo.”
—theo meets the diazes.
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- Part 1 of baby buckley
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03 May 2026
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Shane can’t get off without thinking about Ilya.
So he calls him.
OR; Super Virgin pt 2
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- Part 2 of Super Virgin
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 8,660
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- 1/1
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- 285
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30 Apr 2026
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Amber Pike Has Three Dads by e_frye
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
04 Mar 2026
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I mean she doesn’t at least not **legally**, but definitely emotionally. But when you are getting most of your gossip out of the mouth of babes some things get lost in translation. One outsider’s perspective on how they assumed their child’s classmate had three fathers for most of the school year.
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- English
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- 40,346
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- 11/11
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27 Apr 2026
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Buck taps the base of his glass with one finger. “Okay, ground rule addendum.”
“This is a dangerous amount of structure for two people ordering potatoes,” Eddie says.
“Shut up,” Buck says, affectionate. “Addendum: if we hit a grief pocket, we don’t pretend it’s not there, but we also don’t drown in it. Say ‘grief pocket’ out loud and we change the angle.”
Eddie stares at him and then laughs, the kind that sneaks up and shakes something he didn’t know was a fist. “Grief pocket?”
“Like hot pockets,” Buck says, too fast, the joke covering something fragile. “But sad.”
“Do you hear yourself?”
“Constantly,” Buck says. “It’s a nightmare.”
OR Three years after Bobby's funeral, Eddie and Buck finally talk.
- Language:
- English
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- 12,688
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- 1/1
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Bookmarked by Han_M
25 Apr 2026
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Domesticating Shane over the course of six months wasn't actually Ilya's plan, believe it or not. His plan was actually to fuck his husband in as many countries and cities as possible in as many positions as he could think of. The fact that Shane seemed determined to eat his way around the world was merely the cherry on top of what was already a fantastic situation for Ilya.
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or, Shane gains quite a bit of weight post-retirement and continues gaining quite a bit of weight onward. Heed the tags. I'm coming out of WG fic retirement.
Bookmarked by Han_M
25 Apr 2026
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would you offer your throat to the wolf with the red roses? by brattybuckley
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
16 Oct 2024
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“Eddie…” he trails off with a moan. It quickly turns into a gasp as he feels Eddie position himself right where Buck needs him most.
“God, you’re so fucking wet, Buck,” he says. “I bet I could just…” He trails off with a slow, steady thrust of his hips.
“…Slide…”
Eddie pushes in at a pace so slow it almost doesn’t seem like he’s moving.
“…Right…”
He ends with his hips flush against Buck, grinding his hips in little circles that make Buck feel every. last. inch.
“…In.”
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OR: 10k words of filthy, nasty, freak4freak buddie smut. it's been a long time coming.
Bookmarked by Han_M
24 Apr 2026