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If My Wishes Came True, It Would've Been You by lilacwitch
Fandoms: A Court of Thorns and Roses Series - Sarah J. Maas, Crescent City Series - Sarah J. Maas
21 Apr 2026
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Two hearts. Two worlds. One destiny that was written in the stars long before either of them existed.
Azriel has spent his life searching for the female who would be his mate, and time and time again, his heart led him astray. So he built walls around his heart.
Xena has spent her life being chased by males who were only interested in her beauty, power, and standing in society. So she made herself untouchable.
They say knowledge is a dangerous thing, but really, the danger lies in hopes and wishes. However, there are some things that are just meant to be.
*DISLAIMER*
I do not claim to own the characters or places of the Sarah J Maas universe. All rights to those characters and places belong to Sarah J Maas. I only claim to own the original characters created for the purposes of this plot line.Bookmarked by AmberHowe
23 Apr 2026
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11 Apr 2026
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Where Shadows Learn to Burn by bb_ferret
Fandoms: A Court of Thorns and Roses Series - Sarah J. Maas
23 May 2026
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Aela had survived slavery, war, and a king who promised her freedom only to chain her to another battlefield.
Dragged through a portal into Prythian and forced to fight for Hybern under threat of something even worse, she expected death when the war ended. Instead Azriel took her alive.
Now trapped in the Night Court, watched by people she does not trust and haunted by a world she cannot return to, Aela refuses to give them anything except her teeth. But Hybern’s plans did not die with him, and the old horror he threatened to unleash may still be waiting behind doors that should never be opened again.
Azriel knows two things almost immediately: she is dangerous, and she is his mate.
Aela is not a female made to bend. Azriel is not a male made for easy love. Between them lies a war, a bond neither of them asked for, and the brutal question of what it means to choose someone when fate has already tried to decide.
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08 Apr 2026
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House of Ash and Shadow by Sistersgrim
Fandoms: A Court of Thorns and Roses Series - Sarah J. Maas
31 May 2026
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Effeny Vanserra was never meant to marry for love, and that was fine. Honestly.
But when she’s traded like a political pawn to the Night Court, she finds herself bound to the Shadowsinger himself - and he does not have a soft spot for Vanserras.
This is not a quiet love story.
Set a number of years after ACOSF (so I’ve given myself a long leash).
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Last ditch attempt at Azriel headcanon pre book 6.
Smut tags will change depending on what songs I'm listening too.Bookmarked by AmberHowe
23 Mar 2026
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A Court of Fire and Shadows by WisteriaRose36
Fandoms: A Court of Thorns and Roses Series - Sarah J. Maas
18 Mar 2026
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The strongest males in Prythian were deemed High Lords, commanders, and other nobility. The strongest females, however, were deemed broodmares and ornaments for males to keep leashed on their elbows. Waxed and painted and dressed like a doll to be put in a display case, oogled at by the masses. The ladies in different courts suffered, or thrived, in different fates, but the females of the Autumn Court knew the pain of being used for only their anatomy.
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Elanor Vanserra was born only three years after Eris, and was raised to be used for her blood. Unfortunately, Amarantha finds her striking and proposes a terrible deal with the Autumn Court. Either Elanor becomes her right hand female, or her brothers and mother die. Beron, like the asshole he is, accepts before Elanor can say a single word.
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23 Mar 2026
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Deceive Me by sweetpeaaquarius
Fandoms: A Court of Thorns and Roses Series - Sarah J. Maas
07 Oct 2025
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A high-ranking Day Court healer arrives at the Night Court on a diplomatic mission, cloaked in silk, secrets, and sharp smiles. She’s not there to make friends, but the court’s most influential males are watching. What begins as a strategy soon becomes a dangerous game of power, proximity, and obsession.
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07 Mar 2026
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365 days ago, Frank Langdon’s life was a blur of frantic masks and hospital-grade survival. Now, it’s a quiet apartment, Triage duty on a short leash, and a relentless focus on the "can-dos." He’s a ghost in the Pitt, doing penance under Robby’s stony disappointment while he claws back the right to be a father to his kids.
Then comes Bea Galen.
A R-3 Psychiatry resident with a gift for de-escalation, Bea doesn't see a "Golden Boy" who fell from grace; she sees the man whose working his ass off. As the rest of the crew spirals through their own disasters and unrequited pining, Frank has to decide if he’s ready to stop just counting days and start actually living them.
Recovery is a solo journey, but healing is a team effort.
A/N: This is not abandoned I am just currently insanely busy with life and school rn, I will get back to this fic though. I promise.
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- Part 1 of Consultations of the Heart
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22 Feb 2026
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Dr. Frank Langdon's first day back at the PTMC is also the first day Sydney has seen him in eight months. She's still in love with him. But she knows nothing can be like it was before.
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22 Feb 2026
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This is the Start of How it All Ends by meticulousoctopus29
Fandoms: A Court of Thorns and Roses Series - Sarah J. Maas
17 May 2026
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But I got my fingers laced together and I made a little prison
And I'm locking up everyone who ever laid a finger on meIn desperate need of companionship while brokering peace in the human lands, the Spymaster of the Night Court visits a brothel in the hopes of finding some distraction. When he discovers that the courtesans are not working of their own free will, no one but the girls will make it out alive.
Celestia. Whatever happens to my body tonight, it won’t be to me. Not really. It will happen to her. I’ll wear the false name like armor, and keep my true self buried so deep that no one will ever be able to touch her without my permission.
Perhaps, if I hide her well enough, she might survive long enough to see a new future. When I’m no longer young and desirable, and Mistress Catriona dumps me out in the street like garbage.
I can be strong. I can hold on until I’m viewed as too worthless to keep imprisoned. Only then will I remember who I am, and find my way back home.
“He said he likes his women willing,” Mistress Catriona murmurs in my ear. “So go show him how willing you can be.”Bookmarked by AmberHowe
27 Jan 2026
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Daughter of Nightmares by woebegone_writer
Fandoms: A Court of Thorns and Roses Series - Sarah J. Maas
04 Sep 2025
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In the Court of Nightmares, power is survival – and Lorelei has always known how to wear her mask well.
Forgotten by her sister, trapped under her father’s thumb, she has built her own web of secrets in Hewn’s shadows.
And when the Night Court’s Inner Circle steps into Hewn, Lorelei is faced with an opportunity she cannot ignore.
Armed with secrets – and something far more valuable – Lorelei strikes a bargain that could topple her father’s rule and change the course of the coming war. Yet every bargain has a cost, and as her heart and hunger war within her, she must decide how much of herself she is willing to sacrifice to seize the future she craves.
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28 Oct 2025
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Say something by AngstWithBenefits
Fandoms: A Court of Thorns and Roses Series - Sarah J. Maas
23 May 2026
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What happens when a hook-up on the eve of the final battle for human freedom doesn't end there?
Five hundred years of an arrangement that works.
Until it doesn't.
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- Part 1 of Say Everything
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27 Oct 2025
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Shadows and Mystery by ErisAteMyAssAtDennys
Fandoms: A Court of Thorns and Roses Series - Sarah J. Maas
08 Jun 2026
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A mysterious female befriending his mate isn't something Rhys can allow to go unchecked, so he sends his spymaster to investigate. Only this one decision leads to the uncovering a series of plots, lies, and manipulation beyond anything anyone can imagine.
We follow an unhinged and dark Azriel as he follows a strange and enchanting female, delving into a world of deceit so twisted that even this author is ashamed of what she has wrote (but she isn't because it was lowkey genius).
Major plot twists, drama, and trauma lie ahead. Enter at your own risk. And remember kids; not all narrators are to be trusted.
Warning; author is kinda evil and some characters may die. That is a sacrifice she is willing to make.
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24 Oct 2025
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A Version of Forever by AtsukoSun
Fandoms: A Court of Thorns and Roses Series - Sarah J. Maas
05 Dec 2025
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Thea escaped to the Night Court one hundred and fifty years ago, establishing herself as a skilled and respected Healer of Illyrians. She and Azriel had almost been lovers once, but that ended in embarrassment and heartache. Now, Rhysand has been released from Under the Mountain, war looms, and the mating bond has snapped into place for Thea...but not Azriel. Thea must navigate a new and dangerous world as well as her desire for the Spymaster who must decide between holding onto his feelings for another or venturing into the unknown with his mate.
(Spicy scenes start in Chapter 3, and after that, almost every chapter has an explicit scene. The main events of this story take place during ACOMAF and ACOWAR. Later books are not part of this timeline.)
COMPLETED
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24 Oct 2025
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Cora's usually uneventful life as a medic on an Imperial Star Destroyer takes a new turn when a wounded rebel barges into the med bay. Could that be her ticket to freedom or will he be the death of her?
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- Part 1 of Starlight Series
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19 Aug 2025
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Free Falling by unleashing_demons
Fandoms: The Last of Us (Video Games), The Last of Us (TV)
06 Apr 2025
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Since the cordyceps outbreak, omegas have become extremely rare. It was well known that pretty much every unmated omega had died in the outbreak. They were too small, too weak, too vulnerable to fight against infected and survive without an alpha's protection.
Joel had never found his omega. He hadn't bonded with Sarah's mother, a beta, and he didn't find anyone before the outbreak. After losing Sarah, he's closed off most of his alpha instincts, only leaning into his dominant traits needed to survive.
He and Ellie are a few hours hike from Jackson when they decide to stay the night in a cabin. Joel opens the door and is hit with a wall of scent, the unmistakable scent of an unmated omega on the verge of a heat.
aka Joel meets an omega, Addie, who has remained unmated through the protection of her family but is now on her own. He sees her through her heat but doesn't claim her, refusing to do that without her explicit consent. They travel back to Jackson and navigate life with an unmated omega in a world dominated by lone alphas. Prepare for smut, angst, hurt/comfort, and Joel being bad at feelings.
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28 Mar 2023
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14 Mar 2023
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Brokenness is a form of art by curse_bearing_hips
Fandoms: A Court of Thorns and Roses Series - Sarah J. Maas
14 Aug 2023
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Like countless others, Delphine suffered at the hands of Hybern during the attack on Velaris. Two years later, she continues to rebuild her life and fight her demons. Reluctantly befriending the High Lady and her sisters may just help her connect with her unknown, winged savior.
That is, if he's willing.
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11 Mar 2023
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Benny Watts and Josephine Howard used to be the power couple of the chess world until she disappeared. It’s four years later when the two run into each other again as Josephine tries to find her way back.
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09 Mar 2023
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journey to kintsugi by vyxcondessa
Fandoms: The Last of Us (Video Games), The Last of Us (TV)
12 Mar 2023
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In the cold mountains of San Juan where you made a home when Cordyceps first took over the world, your life passed by in almost a blink. With your people, there was safety — the most important and precious of all things. When you find a teenage girl lost and wandering through your woods, destiny keeps you from looking away. From not intervening. As your life entangles with Ellie’s, something else comes along — someone.
Joel Miller is on the brink of death when you first see him; instead of offering help and leaving them to continue their path, you come back. Something pulls you back and keeps doing so until neither you nor Joel seems to understand how to get out of this gravity that is created between the three of you.
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28 Feb 2023
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Turn And Face The Strange by necrofancy
Fandoms: The Last of Us (TV), The Last of Us (Video Games)
12 Mar 2023
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There’s few things Sadie hates more than scouting assignments, especially when dangerously close to a QZ. But if her group of rebel survivors has any chance of making it through the winter, it’s now or never. As luck would have it, a brutal snowstorm blows in, leaving her trapped in a warehouse with swarms of infected just outside its metal walls. On top of that, she soon finds out she’s not the only one confined to the premises and desperate for supplies. When forced cohabitation also means forced collaboration if they want to survive, Sadie has to keep a level head, even if her new ally proves to be some know-it-all Texan with a chip on his shoulder.
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28 Feb 2023