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    In 1960 Etta James once sang, “I want a Sunday kind of love. A love to last past Saturday night. I’d like to know if it’s more than love at first sight.”

    Aubrey Daniels had always been somewhat of a romantic; when she fell, she fell hard and fast. But after being burned and her confidence at rock bottom, she gives up hope. Who would want a chubby baker with zero self-confidence? Enter Steve Rogers, who walks into her bakery saying and doing all the right things, making her think there is hope.

    Steve Rogers was lonely, but he was content with his loneliness. He wasn’t actively seeking anything; call it fate or divine intervention (As Sam Wilson calls it). Steve winds up face to face with a gorgeous baker; he can’t get over her smile or the fact that she is a walking disaster when he comes into her shop. Steve Rogers was smitten the first time he laid eyes on her.
    But when buried secrets are brought to light, can he overlook them? His heart says yes, but his mind says no. Which will Steve choose?

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    Katherine Grant Bishop Carter is the daughter of Steve Rogers and Peggy Carter who finds herself into HYDRA's hands and becomes their newest weapon. Years of being in their captivity, their way of life becomes all she knows. Their cruelty, their brutality, it's all instilled in her at such a young age. And yet, they could've never expected the mission that pull her between obeying the ones who shaped her into this killing machine, or run from everything she knows for the woman who gives her a reason to live for something else?

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    Steve doesn’t have any scent when he rescues Bucky from Hydra. No one can know he's an omega super soldier or he'll be shut up in a lab until the end of the war. The army wants to keep it hidden and Steve doesn't have a choice.

    Steve isn't too happy masquerading as an alpha but he'll do it to stay out of a lab. But someone knows his secret and isn't above using it to get what they want.

    All Bucky can do is try to keep Steve together in the aftermath.

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    An incident during his morning run left Steve Rogers scared and broken. Because of his stubborn personality he thought it would be a great idea to keep it to himself and block out everyone. And besides that he has to figure out his feelings for Tony. Will his team find out what happened and help him before he breaks down completely? Will Tony admit his feelings for Steve or will Tony reject him? (I suck at summaries)

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    “I’m getting cold.“ Steve tells him, pressing the stopper with his foot. The water begins to drain, but he’ll just refill it with hotter water. Tony pulls his hand out, hissing perilously.

    “If I turn away for a minute, you’ll boil yourself.”

    This is their dynamic.

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    “There’s a body in the garden.”

    The words were spoken calmly, while Bucky kept his eyes locked onto the gangly form prostrate in the dirt outside. When he’d spotted it in a casual pass of the window, he’d experienced shock for all of half a second before he’d quickly transitioned into acceptance and wariness.

    He stepped back from the window as Steve rushed up, a damp blue dish towel in his hands. Steve’s eyes immediately narrowed in on the form that was face down by the tomato plants. It was a good sign that Bucky wasn’t hallucinating, and a bad sign in that it meant the corpse in the garden was real.

    Steve gave Bucky a look, the corners of his mouth sternly downturned.

    “I didn’t put it there,” Bucky said, just in case that was in question.

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    A mostly-dead Loki shows up face-planted in Bucky’s garden one day while Steve’s over for lunch. (Throws Infinity War/Endgame deaths and other parts of canon out the window.)

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    Eight years after the war has ended, Steve is starting to understand there may be consequences to going back to the past

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    ❝Loving you is like dealing with liquid gold. It requires patience to deal with and a steady, slow burn to properly melt.❞

    S.H.I.E.L.D. didn't expect to find Captain America frozen in ice. They didn't expect him to be so disgruntled and bitter. Sure, they knew he'd be sad over missing out his life in the past, but there was sadness and then there was Steve Rogers plummeting his fists through a dozen punching bags a day. It was...terrifying and quite frankly, his anger was putting a damper on S.H.I.E.L.D.s plans. They had wars to stop, people to save and peace to upkeep.

    So naturally, they send in one of their best - the ex-Russian spy turned S.H.I.E.L.D agent. Nothing could really go wrong, right?

    It's not like the infamous Black Widow would ever be susceptible to love and the great Captain America would never fall for someone like her.

    Natasha Romanoff though? She might. And Steve Rogers? He definitely would.

     

     

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    After the Battle of New York, Steve tries to deal with his anxiety by joining some free art classes, where he meets you.

    Written from Steve's POV

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    It is not just the ones you think you ought to be watching. Not just the ones who are crying out for help. Sometimes it is the ones who smile, the ones who hasten to help.

    Sometimes, you just never know. Some are too good at hiding.

    WARNING: Suicidal Ideation.

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    The land is theirs on the second of July. A visit to town that morning, a couple signatures on a stack of paper, and it’s theirs.

    Home. Or what will be home, in a year or so. Right now it’s just a meadow sat in the middle of the forest at the end of a dirt road. It’s a half mile from the main road, and even that is just a two-lane that’s never very busy.

    Bucky liked that best about this particular plot as they looked over a list they’d made together. Steve didn’t so much mind the plots of land that were in more populated areas, but he gave Bucky final say. He knows what the noise does to Bucky, what the people do, the traffic and the commotion of cities. Bucky loves him for that, one reason in a million.

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    or; building a nest, with twigs and branches, leaves and pebbles, flowers and mud

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    steve shuts himself away. you pull him along on a trip of a lifetime in an attempt to reconnect.
    great plan! except there's one big secret he's keeping from you that could change the course of your entire relationship, and there's no stack of diner pancakes big enough to hide behind.

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    Natasha isn’t a stranger to panic attacks, she is however, a stranger to other peoples panic attacks.

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    Steve has a panic attack after a mission in the cold and Natasha makes him hot chocolate

    title from anti hero by taylor swift

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    Steve Rogers died to become Captain America
    He was no longer an Omega, or an Irish immigrant. Instead, he was an all-American Alpha.

    And that’s how the world remembered him.

    When the Valkyrie was recovered, the world was shocked that their beloved Alpha was actually an Omega.

    And everything that Steve worked so hard to escape locked him into place.

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    Steve deals with PTSD symptoms after being thrown into freezing water. Written for Whumptober Day 18

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    Monstrous. Steve's seen enough nightmare fuel for a hundred lifetimes.

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    Brock Rumlow was a knothead. He was an asshole. And he was an Alpha. But not Steve's Alpha. Not anymore. Not since meeting Sam Wilson. Steve had moved on from Brock. He was good. At least that's what he told himself until he discovered two things. One: Bucky was alive. And, two: Brock was taking advantage of the brainwashed Omega. Things were about to get personal. Very personal indeed.

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    Based on arsenicarcher (Arsenic)'s SES-verse with my own spin

    Steve is a part of a failed military experiment, victim to a deeply flawed system, and completely alone.
    Enter: the Avengers
    Tangled ties of pasts forgotten, building trust, and destruction of government organizations! All with a heaping topping of Steve angst.

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    Trouble sleeping?”

    He ignores the voice for a few moments before turning to look at Nick Fury. “I slept for seventy years, sir. I think I've had my fill.”

    “Then you should be out, celebrating, seeing the world.”

    He’s tired of that sentiment. Everyone wants him to go on an adventure and live the wildest life he can as if he hasn’t lost his sense of purpose, or as if he’s not going to wake up drenched at an ungodly hour in the night. Celebrate what, exactly? His return from the dead?

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    This is a story of anger and acceptance, pain and solace. Featuring Steve Rogers and Co.

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    When Bucky shows up at Steve's doorstep, he's the one with tears in his eyes. Steve had offered him a place to stay, food, water, total refuge. He ran. He's broken, dangerous, now worsened by the fact that he's starting from scratch in another foreign world.

    He's been living on and off in the streets for the past few weeks since the battle. Sometimes slept in alleyways, benches, a shelter if he came in during the dead of night when no one could see the scars and prosthetic. Most times, he didn't sleep at all. He knows he needs help, and he knows he needs it from the only person in the world he truly has.

    So now, he stands, and anxiously awaits a response from his ring of the doorbell. His legs feel weak. Everything is spinning from dehydration, hypoglycemia, and fatigue.

    Footsteps begin to pound from inside the walk-up apartment. They're definitely Steve's, which, why wouldn't they be? But regardless, Bucky can tell by the syncopated rhythm he walks with. It's been a habit since childhood, formed by an improperly healed rolled ankle, now continued by muscle memory.

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    Bucky shows up at his doorstep in desperate need of help, but he has unfortunate news to share.

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