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    connor keeps receiving love letters. i wonder who they’re from!

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    In second grade Connor threw a printer at their teacher because she didn’t let him be line leader. Most people don’t know that it was also Connor's birthday and Riley Cummings had thrown a tantrum and gotten to be line leader.

    What most people also don’t know is that is the day that Connor and Evan became friends, Evan had asked him what was wrong and the two quickly had gotten on and were very close, right from day one.

    And as the two got older they only got closer and closer, they were best friends.

     

    The pair hated being in high school, everyone sucked and no one in high school is likeable unless you're in the same circle, and the only other person who was tolerable for Connor was Evan. And the two were perfectly okay with that, after all they only needed each other right?

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    The one where Conner and Evan are childhood friends and fall in love without even realizing that they like each other, but everyone else can totally tell

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    5 moments where Connor and Evan are oblivious, +1 where they get actually together

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    Connor was just chilling on his bed when he got a notification on his phone, it was a message by Evan.

    evan
    I'm sorry, it's not your fault

     

    -

     

    In which Evan sends his goodbye via message before attempting and Connor goes looking for him.

    (Title is from Projectdon'tdie by Osquello and Declan McKenna)

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    Connor always made you feel safe and protected. Oh, but if only Connor had seen the signs earlier, he could have gotten you out of your hell faster…

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    In retrospect, Zoe supposes she should’ve known Alana would have a panic attack. They’d barely made it two feet to the office before Alana went pale and started shaking. Her breathing had quickened at an alarming rate and now she’s staring at the far wall, her gaze distant and unfocused. Zoe doesn’t know what to do.

    “Connor,” Alana says.

    Zoe blinks. “No.” Why would Alana be asking for her brother in the middle of a panic attack? She can’t think of anything less calming. “I’m Zoe.”

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    "Jared Kleinman is in love with Evan Hansen."

    When the insanely cool Jared Kleinman forms a tiny crush on the embodiment of anxiety, Evan Hansen, he worries he's going to become the insanely fucked Jared Kleinman. Things are fine, except for Evan is dating Zoe Murphy, one of Jared's closest friends.

    This crush isn't that big of a deal; not until Jared contracts Hanahaki disease.

    When Alana Beck and Connor Murphy find out Jared's little "I'm barfing up several different kinds of flowers because little Evan Hansen is indecisive" secret, they suggest different things.

    One of those is the surgery. Now, Jared isn't fond of this inconvenience that is liking Evan Hansen, but he's not sure he wants to go numb every time he thinks of his best friend.

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    He does it again. And Evan's heart sinks.

    He slumps his shoulders and slowly lets his hand drop. His palm, fingers, and fingertips all cherishing the soft touch of the sleeve of Connor's hoodie before settling on his own lap.
    .

    Connor flinches everytime Evan wants to hold him by his elbow. Evan thinks it's because Connor's embarrassed of him, but that's not it.

    That's not it at all.

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    i literally just wanted to write a cute little fluff and smut story to apologize in advance for the events of future chapters of Lone Wild Bird 🙀

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    One fateful day, Connor Murphy decides that it's time to finally go through with the ideations that have taken over his mind for far too long. And he comes so close to actually successfully doing it, but what do you do when an annoying, pathetic sorry excuse for a man gets in your way? Connor cannot BELIEVE his luck when he's stopped from doing the one thing there is left to do. After causing so much destruction, the only viable option left was to destroy himself. And yet, something about Evan is probably more comforting than it should be.

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    Not a “I'll see you tomorrow” goodbye.

    More of a “Does this make us cool? Goodbye.

    Connor considered it.

    Yeah, they were cool.

    As in uncool as hell.

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    Evan Hansen had just finished typing out his letter for himself when Connor Murphy came up to him.
    “No one’s signed your cast.” Connor stated with no preamble. He had the same eyes as his sister Zoe, dark and full of secrets.
    “Yeah, I know.” Evan sighed.
    “I’ll sign it.” Connor grabbed a marker, writing his name across most of the cast, “Now we can both pretend we have friends.”
    There was a darkness in Connor’s eyes that made Evan uneasy. In a moment of bravery, as Connor turned to leave, Evan called out to him.
    “Why pretend? I’ll be your friend. Here,” he pulled out his phone, “put your number in. I’ll text you”
    Connor smiled softly, and Evan thought that he had never seen anything so beautiful. “Sure. See you around.”

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    Jared's legs felt like they were going to give out from exhaustion, every other step he took felt like hell. He was pushed back and forth through the crowd of highschoolers pouring out the doors to leave for home. There were too many things touching him at once and everything was far too loud, his skin crawled uncomfortably and his head felt fuzzy.

    He's so done with everything and everyone, tired of his abusive parents, of Evan brushing him off, of living in general. So he skips class, what good could come of it anyways?

     

    Or, Jared and Connor are both tired of their lives, but maybe a little bit of weed (and eventually love) can fix that.

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    Evan and Connor go skating. Some mishaps on the ice, but all's still good. :)
    All fluff. In the "a la mode" universe.

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    The group has just graduated, and they get together at Jared’s to hang out.

    Odd conversations and gayness ensue.

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    Zoe meets a drunk Connor, who confesses everything.

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    In other words, I've been listening to "If I Could Tell Her" over and over and want to write some wholesome sibling moments...especially since my relationship with my siblings is kind of in a way similar to Zoe and Connor's.

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    Connor feels indebted to Evan, so when Evan comes down sick...Connor becomes a tad overprotective.

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    Sicktember Day 8: Intense coddling

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    Connor Murphy wakes up in a school's hospital, not knowing how he got there. The first person he sees is Evan Hansen, who is the nurse of the school. This, among other things, is incredibly confusing to him. Despite him knowing that this is wrong, it makes sense. Just what is going on in here?

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    Evan Hansen and Jared Kleinman decide to create a web series about hunting ghosts. Hunting ghosts is hard, even when you investigate a house that's supposedly haunted by a dead classmate. Who happens to be Conner Murphy. the teen who killed himself. The two boys end up one day at the Murphy's abandoned house due to them needing content. This now begs the question if ghosts are real or not.

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    Have you ever felt like every day you could just melt into the background? like no one would even notice if you disappeared? Evan Hansen has felt like that every day of his life. He can't talk to anyone, not even his own sister. Elle Hansen is just as Fuc*ed as Evan in the mental health department, but she has a creative outlet, a secret one that no one can know about. Not even her best friend, Rie Beck. Alana's easy-going sister with her own issues. Rie starts fake dating Jared, to help them both get closer to the object of their affections. (psst, it's Evan.) Evan is a clueless anxiety bean who is hopelessly enamored with Zoe Murphy who is in the middle of rethinking her sexuality. And then there's Connor, who is slowly but surely falling helplessly in love with Evan Hansen's little sister.

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    I found Sincerely 3, and decide to project my feelings onto the characters because I want them to suffer and need plot.

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