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    He looked down on his hand. There was blood on it. Red. Red, like that damned graffiti star. So close and yet so far away.
    Reach for the stars.
    He always thought, that if he just tried hard enough, anything would be possible.
    But in the end, maybe some people are just not made for it.
    Some people are never meant to reach their star.

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    After getting beat up in ep.10, instead of Oka, he's found by Joe, Miya and Langa, who were on their way to visit Cherry.
    They decide that, after brining him to the hospital, they're gonna have a little talk...

    Shadow doesn't exist lol sorry

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    After being humiliated during “7 minutes in heaven” at a high school party, Reki begs Langa to teach him how to kiss. Langa is hesitant, because he thinks he may have deeper feelings for Reki, but Reki is so depressed Langa can’t say no.
    One lesson turns into “teach me everything you know,” and things start getting out of hand…

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    Reki and Langa have no clue what they're doing after graduation. All they know is where ever they go, they'll go together. So, when Miya gives them a random call to tell them they're being considered for the Olympic skateboard team... they calmly, freak out. All Reki wants is to make sure he doesn't hold his best friend back. All Langa wants is to skate beside his best friend, infinitely.

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    Reki's internalized homophobia gets in the way of Langa and his happiness over and over again-- leading Langa to take desperate measures and go on a date with Adam.

    Langa loves Reki, not Adam, but until Reki can actually commit, he figures he can mess around with Adam. If for no other reason, than to piss Reki off and force him to accept his sexuality and feelings for Langa.

    (This has a looot of ups and downs, but if you stick with it, I'm actually pretty proud of how the story works out.)
    (Brief implication of Non-Con, but, spoilers, not actually.)

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    Omega Reki realizes spending his heat with a partner (or two) is a lot more fun than holing up alone, and with Langa busy studying for college and training as a pro, they haven't been spending a lot of time together.

    He doesn’t miss his nest and the comforting scents of his pack. Is everything he’s learned about heats a lie? Apparently all he needs is to be fucked. His head feels fairly clear, not clouded with desperate misery. But the dizzy arousal flooding his body is telling him his heat has truly arrived. His insides aren’t cramping, just empty and waiting to be filled.

    This is a story about Reki's sexual awakening including many different relationships, dynamics, and experiences. He'll find his way back to Langa by the end, though!
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    Reki is sad until Miya shows up and helps him fix what he broke with Langa.

    Aka; Miya (if he was allowed to curse more) helps Reki with his feelings and fix things with Langa even tho his aromantic ass is struggling himself (tbh it just looks like a brotherly therapy session).

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    "Um, I missed you. Why don't you stay here tonight?"

    Such a stupid situation he got himself into and yet he's desperate for it and can't fucking let go. Miya knows that when this ends they wouldn't be able to go back to just being friends. Not Miya, at least, so he ruined that for himself too. What a good thing to have done to himself there. The agreement was to only have a physical relationship but Miya knew from the beginning it was a bad thing.
     

    After Reki and Langa have a bad break up, Miya, being crushing on Reki since ages ago and too afraid to get hurt, gets involved in something that will definitely break his heart. Probably.

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    Langa believes he and Reki will be together forever, but the return of Reki's childhood friend disrupts the relationship he was certain would lead to romance. He certainly wasn't expecting he'd end up as Reki's fake boyfriend or for their promise of infinity to fade when he returns to Canada

    Now Langa’s last scrap of hope that Reki might like him has withered and died. Until this moment he clung to the idea that Reki cluelessly thought he was straight and would eventually realize his romantic love for Langa—but he likes guys! He already knew he likes guys! He just never told Langa he was gay or bi or had a boyfriend.

    Hearing Reki laugh and brush him off once again, Langa realizes that maybe their paths aren’t so clear. Maybe for Reki, they’ll run in parallel forever. Maybe he never really had a chance.

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    In which Reki is bad at feelings, and Langa is bad at communicating his emotions. But even with such problems, nothing will get in their way.

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    Listen- It's not like he was avoiding it, okay? He just- had better things to do.

    Langa never came back after that race with Adam.

    I mean yes, he came back. But all of a sudden the promise infinity Reki and Langa had that brought them together, was infinitely far away. The other side of the gap never to be seen again. Langa had left.

    And at 22, he arrives at the other side of that unbridged gap, unprepared and stumbling, the rug pulled out from underneath him. What was he doing here now?

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    "it would do reki no good to pine after what he cannot have. he’s done that so many times before, when it came to possible friends or even anything related to his skateboard. getting carried away with his imagination only meant that he would get hurt in the process."

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    Langa and Reki end up beefing at S. Winner gets to ask the other any question, loser has to answer truthfully. Unfortunately, Langa's question is put on pause, as is his life, when Reki falls off a cliff and ends up in a medically induced coma. When Reki wakes up he's forgotten the entire race, as well as Langa's name.

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    Langa had to finish highschool in Canada. This left Reki vulnerable and ADAM took the opportunity to gain control of Reki. Two years later Langa is back and Reki is changed. Langa has to try and reverse the manipulation ADAM used on Reki. Can he do it? Or will Reki continue his life as the Prince of S.

     

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    Reki and Langa finished highschool
    Cherry was also manipulated by ADAM when they were younger
    Reki lived with ADAM as a 'work study'

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    Note to self NEVER ever draw your best friend/crush. It will always lead to you being in some form of deep shit.

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    After the big battle, Reki went home to find some unexpected news. Due to circumstances, he had to move away.

    After four years of being gone with only his son, sisters and new best friend. Reki now has to face the fact that he left without telling anyone.

    Then theres the unanswered questions. Has he changed? Is he the same guy he used to be? Does he still skateboard after so many years? What happened with the years he was gone?

    Those are questions only Reki can answer, but prefers not to. Now he must face the people he once knew.

    How would anyone react to the new Reki?

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    History repeats itself when Langa moves back to Canada for university and Reki stays behind in Japan. The only difference is, is that Reki isn’t alone like how Kaoru was. Kaoru shows Reki that he isn’t alone, and Reki learns that Kaoru is more than just a mentor to him.

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    For Renga Week 2022: Miscommunication

    Reki and Langa have been friends for a bit. Reki has been in love with Langa for a bit.

    When Langa calls him at two in the morning to confess he also loves him, it's the first time Reki's been that panicked in a bit.

    Especially when his phone dies in the middle of Langa's confession and he doesn't know what to do.

    Reki's stressed out.

    Just a bit.

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    The ride in Shadow’s car is cramped, all of them piled in with Miya in the trunk. Langa’s long, long, legs are pressed tight against Reki’s. When she looks down, she can see the ultra fine hair on her thighs. She tries not to think about it. Instead, she can’t believe that Miya’s has been going to these parties all along. He’s a baby! She’s at least mostly an adult.

    “Don’t take an uncovered drink from anyone,” Shadow tells them, glancing back over his shoulder, pulling out of his parking space. “And don’t go to the bathroom alone!”

    “I’ve been to parties before,” Langa says placidly. She’s got her forehead leaned against the window, watching the streets as Shadow crawls down them, driving to the other side of town.

    “What, you don’t trust the guys at S?” Joe teases.

    Shadow’s shoulders tense. “It’s just, what you say to girls right? They gotta be looked after?”

    “That’s sexist!” Miya sings-songs from the back.

    “Yeah, Shadow,” Joe says around a smirk Reki can hear. “That’s sexist.”

    or, Langa and Reki are the only girls at an S afterparty.

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    Reki is convinced that he never felt the emotion of happiness. So, to find out. He asks around to find out from other people what happiness is like to find his.

    But, all the answers that he gets very similar to his feelings when he is with Langa, the cute boy who came from Canada and is amazing at everything.

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    Langa going back to Canada for the summer is something Reki never expected to affect him so badly. At most, he thought that he might miss seeing him face to face everyday but still feel satisfied with just texting. As is typically the case, Reki is wrong.

     

    alternatively;

     

    The Obligatory Fandom Chat Fic Except This Is So Far Removed From Being a Chat Fic at This Point It Might As Well Not Be Any More

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