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    connor keeps receiving love letters. i wonder who they’re from!

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    Conner has a shit morning,, but then a specific anxiety filled boy helps him feel better.

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    Five minutes. What if Roland appeared in Evan’s world five minutes later than when he did in the game? Such a small shift in time may seem like nothing, but in this AU five misplaced minutes results in a storyline littered with new aspects, an injured cat child, a president turned full-time parental figure and an adventure of a lifetime. Roland helps Evan cope with the frightening new changes that loosing his kingdom forces upon him. Some sad notes (scared, anxious, slightly bratty Evan). Lots of sweet moments as everyone must protect the cat child, some fluffy EvanxTani, found family trope, etc. A retelling of Ni No Kuni II focusing on the emotional trama the game skipped over.

    A/N: In honor of Ni No Kuni getting released on the Switch September 17th 2021 I wanted to post this fanfiction I started writing back in 2018, when the game came out on PC. Since I didn’t finish the game on PC, I plan on 100% it and the DLC and on the Switch and I’ll update this fanfic as I get refreshed on the game’s story and gameplay mechanics. I’ll do my best to finish the story and I hope everyone who reads enjoys it!

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    After he wills his heart to stop almost imploding, Evan breathes out, trying to calm down. Guilt curls in his stomach when Gregory raises his head from his pillow, eyes bleary and hair sticking up. His face is just visible over the edge of the bed, and Evan's only able to see his expression because of the moonlight shining through the blinds.

    The hand squeezes a bit tighter, and then "Ev'n?"

     

    Or: Evan has a nightmare during a sleepover with Gregory and accidentally wakes him up in the process. Gregory, of course, offers him comfort. Even if he is delirious from sleep and spouting nonsense.

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    "Gregory." Evan says, just above a whisper, because he cant manage anything louder at that moment. He stares at Gregory's stomach, feeling a pit in his own stomach when he cant tear his eyes away. "Gregory!"

    "I told you you'd freak out." Gregory mutters, like he doesnt have a literal knife sticking out of his flesh.

     

    (Gregory shows up at Evan's house during a storm with a wood carving knife stuck in his stomach. It may not be that bad of a wound, but that doesn't mean having a knife sticking out of you is any less scary. Or that Evan will freak out any less.)

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    What if Evan was a little more detailed in his therapy letters?

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    It seemed as though everyone with a fraction of cognition, from the elderly to the fetal, adored Evan Hansen—fawned over him, revered him as if he were some divine deity walking amongst men, a blessing bestowed upon this shithole town from the gods themselves, but Connor strained to see what all the fuss was about; he was just some guy: average-looking, somewhat fidgety, like a worm in the sun or a fish out of water, and, worst of all, he didn’t tip.

    In which Connor is a disgruntled, underpaid waiter who’s fed up with a regular of his not having left a single tip since they’ve started coming.

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    Depressed high school student Connor Murphy coincidentally meets a fellow depressed student called Evan Hansen through an awkward learning experience. But even with the same disorder, they’re so different. Why?

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    Basically an AU where all the Afton kids take after dear old dad and are all serial killers. Michael and Evan run into each other one night after not seeing each other in years only to find out they have a bit more in common than they thought. They set out from there to find their sister and then their dad who left a few years after Michael did. This leads the siblings to learning how to deal with each other once again and what each has been up to these last few years, haunted restaurants, ghosts, a reclusive uncle, running from cops, and a place called Circus Baby's. Oh, and Jeremy's there.

    This will vaguely follow the game storyline.

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    If I could tell her / For Forever, but re-written as Kleinsen — not word for word from the songs, just the main gist of them really, just the vibes, the heart, the soul… I’ll stop now.

    Or

    Part Four of Kleinsen is bad at feelings series :)

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    When a tragic suicide and a lot of bad luck plunges anxiety-ridden Evan Hansen into a situation he can't escape, he finds himself the only source of comfort for a grieving family coping with the death of their son, and in the case of Zoe Murphy (aka Evan's long-time crush), her abusive brother… under the belief that Evan was his best friend.

    Trauma-shaken Zoe struggles to accept there was a side to Connor she didn't know. But it's not until a rash, emotion-fueled split second decision on Evan's part that there's another confusing feeling thrown into the mix… and she's pretty sure she's falling for her brother's best friend.

    Follow Evan and Zoe’s climb on the slippery slope of romance under the pain and guilt of their situations in this alternate universe to Dear Evan Hansen, exploring the tale of a lie and a relationship that spirals out of control until Evan is given no choice but to do the one thing he wanted least in the whole world: tell the truth, and break Zoe's heart.

    Completely shattered, Zoe has to force herself through each day, barely functioning through her devastation... until she wakes up one morning mysteriously ill... and as it turns out, trusting Evan wasn't the only mistake she made.

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    Inspired by Ben Platt’s song: Better

    “Did you keep my sweater…. Did you read my letter…. Do you know me better than I know myself?”

    ~~~

    Or another fic in which I make Evan and Jared have a much needed talk about their *feelings*.

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    His voice was barely above a whisper, wobbly, as he stared at the ground and away from Jared. Somehow, Evan’s hands had fallen to his sides, curled into tight fists.

    “If you came up to me all those years ago, telling me that I would be able to move past all of the shit I did, and even marry the boy next door, I’d look at you all confused, wondering why you were trying to convince a boy to keep on living when all he wanted to do was—”

    There was hesitation in his voice.

    “—Kill himself.”

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    Jared lies all the time. For once, he wishes someone would notice that when he says ‘I’m fine’ he’s lying about that too.

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    In which a broken laptop leads Jared and Evan to finally understand one another in the aftermath of the Connor Project.

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    "I can't s-stop playing this frickin' game and I-I-" He breaks off with a sigh and angrily taps his screen, filling in parts of the ear of a panda. After that, he moves on to coloring parts of the arm. Jared decides to sit next to Evan and leaves some space between them, knowing Evan would want a little space while he is like this.

    "What do you want me to do?" Jared asks softly.

    ***
    Author couldn't stop moving so he wrote a story about what is happening to her right now. Basically, he couldn't stop moving for about five hours and tries to get it to stop.

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    Connor survived his attempt at the beginning of 12th grade. Now the year is almost over but things aren't any better. He's trying. He's trying so hard and no one seems to see it.
    But then there's Evan...
    And maybe he isn't as alone as he once was. Maybe there is someone there to see him trying.
    ~~~
    (Ch 1 excerpt)

    Why didn't they see that he was trying? It's not like he wanted to be a fucking failure. That was just him and you'd think they would have gotten the memo by now, but nope. Another day another disappointment.

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    One fateful day, Connor Murphy decides that it's time to finally go through with the ideations that have taken over his mind for far too long. And he comes so close to actually successfully doing it, but what do you do when an annoying, pathetic sorry excuse for a man gets in your way? Connor cannot BELIEVE his luck when he's stopped from doing the one thing there is left to do. After causing so much destruction, the only viable option left was to destroy himself. And yet, something about Evan is probably more comforting than it should be.

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    Jared remembers that day vividly, back in elementary school. Some kid had got Jared all riled up and he got scared. He had to leave the classroom for a couple of minutes because he was crying so hard. The teacher thankfully understood that panic attacks are fucking terrifying so she let Evan follow him to make sure he was okay. He had put his hand on Jared’s elbow and coached him through his first-ever panic attack. Evan held him until Jared was ready to go back in.

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    "No, you don't get it, Ev. You're so fucking pretty." Jared began to tick off the reasons, counting on his hands. "You have stupidly soft hair. Your smile-” Jared interrupted himself by yawning. He loved staying up late and doing random shit but he felt extremely dysfunctional right now. “Your smile is the most adorable thing on the planet. You have eyes that I can and will spend literal hours staring at. Seriously, I'll prove it later."

    "You're going to force yourself to stare at me?" Evan deadpanned. "I have anxiety, Jared. I would start spiraling after the first two minutes."

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    Jared being stupidly in love with one Evan Hansen for 3,781 words.

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    Jare<3: hey, when u get home we need to talk

    Evan stared at Jared's text, chewing the inside of his lip nervously. That text could mean so many things. None of the things that follow "we need to talk," are ever good. Did something happen? They haven't had any recent arguments.. have they? Well, they have, but they were petty, forgotten-in-10-minutes-because-we-made-out, kind of arguments.

    Oh god. Was Jared breaking up with him?

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