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    The snow began to fall, and so did Evan. Except it was intentional. And from a tree very, very high up. And Evan wanted to die, which he was pretty sure snow didn't care about.
    But once Evan kills himself once, he appears right back on to the tree he jumped from just a minute ago. As he tries again and again, one thing becomes clear: no matter what, he wasn't going to die.
    When his ex-boyfriend, Connor Murphy becomes a part of things, he slowly realizes that maybe living isn't so bad after all. Not when they can figure it out together.

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    When Evan Hansen first met Connor Murphy, he had no idea how much his life would change from meeting him-- and later, losing him.

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    4/?
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    37
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    5
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    A DEH au where Connor thinks Evan is going to do something to Zoe, so he makes sure that he doesn't
    (HIGHLY inspired by:
    Hands by scitydreamer
    go check out their work)

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    5/12
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    4
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    Boys like Connor aren't meant to be happy. Boys like Evan aren't supposed to make friends.

    Boys like us will find out that there is more to life than what boys like us expect.

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    20/20
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    59
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    What if Evan was a little more detailed in his therapy letters?

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    English
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    3/?
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    8
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    60
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    7
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    659
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    “Connor Murphy dies on a park bench on an unseasonably cold night for September. Evan Hansen jumps from a bridge by his community college on a windy and warm night in March. No one remembers them the same, but no one forgets them either.”

    or, the one where evan and connor both die, and the way they impact the world around them when they do.

    title from paint by the paper kites

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    1/1
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    4
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    His expression is unreadable as his eyes trail down the page, emotions locked behind a wall of performed indifference. Evan should still be trying to get it back, but a part of him knows that it’s already too late for that, so he just stands there, hugging himself. When Connor is done reading, he looks up and slowly extends his hand, holding the letter out for Evan to take.

    “Uh, here,”

    (or: the AU where Evan doesn’t mention Zoe in his letter and Connor doesn’t kill himself)

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    3,911
    Chapters:
    2/?
    Comments:
    35
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    112
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    10
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    1,128
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    If I could tell her / For Forever, but re-written as Kleinsen — not word for word from the songs, just the main gist of them really, just the vibes, the heart, the soul… I’ll stop now.

    Or

    Part Four of Kleinsen is bad at feelings series :)

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    Chapters:
    4/4
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    6
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    42
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    8
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    Connor's suicide goes bust, but the consequences turn out to be quite the pleasant turn of events, as he ends up with a friend who might just be as fucked up as he is.

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    4/?
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    “‘Finish what I started’?” Connor reads, making me go pale, as he looks carefully up, “fell out, huh?”
    “Please don’t tell anyone!”
    “What, that you can’t even kill yourself right?” A hint of amusement in his voice that his face doesn’t show. He just crosses his arms, glancing between the paper in his hand and me.
    The fight leaves me and I curl in on myself, avoiding looking at him.
    Today is gonna be a good day my ass.
    ~~~
    An unfortunate and unintentional confession ends in the start of an unlikely friendship.

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    2/?
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    2
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    Evan has a problem. He doesn't know where it stemmed from, or why, or even how long its been going on. But this problem is a boy with long, soft hair and paint under his nails and bags under his eyes. His problem is the boy that always lashes out at everyone and everything, the boy that can go from being angry to crying in the school bathroom in almost a blink of an eye. His problem's name is Connor.
    Connor Murphy.

    or

    Where Evan has a crush on Connor instead of Zoe, and manages to keep him alive for just a while longer.

     

    Title is from Part From Me by The Avett Brothers (previously titled "getting to see sky for forever")

    i have audhd do not expect an upload schedule /gen

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    Chapters:
    5/10
    Collections:
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    14
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    1,670
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    When a tragic suicide and a lot of bad luck plunges anxiety-ridden Evan Hansen into a situation he can't escape, he finds himself the only source of comfort for a grieving family coping with the death of their son, and in the case of Zoe Murphy (aka Evan's long-time crush), her abusive brother… under the belief that Evan was his best friend.

    Trauma-shaken Zoe struggles to accept there was a side to Connor she didn't know. But it's not until a rash, emotion-fueled split second decision on Evan's part that there's another confusing feeling thrown into the mix… and she's pretty sure she's falling for her brother's best friend.

    Follow Evan and Zoe’s climb on the slippery slope of romance under the pain and guilt of their situations in this alternate universe to Dear Evan Hansen, exploring the tale of a lie and a relationship that spirals out of control until Evan is given no choice but to do the one thing he wanted least in the whole world: tell the truth, and break Zoe's heart.

    Completely shattered, Zoe has to force herself through each day, barely functioning through her devastation... until she wakes up one morning mysteriously ill... and as it turns out, trusting Evan wasn't the only mistake she made.

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    Chapters:
    8/?
    Comments:
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    15
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    Evan is going to college finally and accidentally picks the same college as Jared. No big deal, he tells himself, not like he Jare are gonna be... Oh fuck. They are roommates. Jared has been pining hopelessly after Evan since the whole Connor incident started (probably since before that but Jared really doesn't know (yes he does)). What happens when they are forced to live together after years of not seeing each other? Will emotions finally tumble out or will they stay bottled up, making them think about what could have been?

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    2/2
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    16
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    1
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    Mark Hansen measures young Evan's height against a tree in the front yard

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    160
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    3
    Kudos:
    2
    Hits:
    42
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    Evan has loved Connor since they were toddlers, only one thing is keeping them apart. Evan is a prince and even gay marriage has to draw a line somewhere. Unfortunately the line is him, so Evan makes do.

    Secret romance anybody??

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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    2
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    42
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    7
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    408
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    Evan Hansen has been trying to get himself together. He wants to prove to himself that he can be self sufficient and not crushingly mentally ill. He packs up and moves to New York City, prepared for a city that is every bit as cynical as he is.

    But then, there's a gorgeous guy on Evan's train. Connor, with his vintage new wave charm and his devastating smile. At first Evan dismisses it as just a fleeting infatuation, one of those public transit daydreams. He's fallen in love with plenty of strangers for a few moments before. This is nothing.

    Until, of course, it isn't. As they get to know one another, Evan becomes the sort of person who looks forward to his commute because of his subway crush. So, naturally there's a snag: Connor isn't someone with a vintage sense of style. He's literally vintage. Unstuck in time and trapped on the subway.

    ****

    Inspired by One Last Stop by Casey McQuiston.

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    Chapters:
    23/24
    Comments:
    289
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    171
    Bookmarks:
    35
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    4,302
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    It's been months since Evan came clean. To everyone. And things are getting better, despite the guilt and the whispering about him--things are looking up.

    And now Evan has a boyfriend.

    How the fuck do you explain that?

    Language:
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    Chapters:
    7/7
    Comments:
    28
    Kudos:
    30
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    6
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    604
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    Evan didn’t want to go to be a camp counselor, I mean who does? (Actually a lot of people find it fun, but not Evan, who gets Squeamish around his own half-siblings)

    When Evan tells his mother about his suicide attempt, after almost committing suicide again, she gets really strict, and worried. She also cuts off therapy because of money problems, but gets a car. Evan is sick and tired of her behavior, so he decides to go be a camp counselor and get away from his mother for a couple of months. In the process, he meets a couple of interesting people (*cough like Connor cough*)

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    2/?
    Comments:
    8
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    24
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    2
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    235
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    Being a kid with social anxieties could be tough, but when you live in a small town where it goes undiagnosed and suppressed, things are even harder. Evan Hansen was exactly all of the above. His mom was too busy to be there for him, his dad wanted to put him in a mental hospital,  the people in town thought he was a retarded moron, and yet he still couldn't seem to figure out what was wrong with himself. However, things started to take a turn for Evan when a boy showed up on the front yard tree near his house.

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    Chapters:
    3/?
    Comments:
    2
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    9
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    1
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    105
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    “I have something here. A note. A, uh, letter. Um.” She cleared her throat and slipped into her best poetry recital voice. “I wish that everything was different. I wish that I was part of something. I wish that anything I said mattered to anyone. I mean, face it, would anybody even notice if I disappeared tomorrow?”

    Alana’s breath escaped in a huff. “Well, that’s a mood. Not mine. I mean, the words aren’t mine, but I know what it’s like. And I bet you all do too.”

    Her voice was small.

    The room was quiet.

    And still. So still.

    It was like she was whispering into the void.

    She closed her eyes. “I’m here. I’m listening. Our lines are open.”

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    85,140
    Chapters:
    24/24
    Comments:
    27
    Kudos:
    95
    Bookmarks:
    18
    Hits:
    2,186

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