16 Works in Evan Hansen & Cynthia Murphy

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    Evan is falling deeper and deeper into the guilt of his lies and has to deal with those feelings. It doesn't always feel okay.

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    When Evan Hansen first met Connor Murphy, he had no idea how much his life would change from meeting him-- and later, losing him.

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    4/?
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    What if Cynthia was too desperate to let Evan go?

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    When a tragic suicide and a lot of bad luck plunges anxiety-ridden Evan Hansen into a situation he can't escape, he finds himself the only source of comfort for a grieving family coping with the death of their son, and in the case of Zoe Murphy (aka Evan's long-time crush), her abusive brother… under the belief that Evan was his best friend.

    Trauma-shaken Zoe struggles to accept there was a side to Connor she didn't know. But it's not until a rash, emotion-fueled split second decision on Evan's part that there's another confusing feeling thrown into the mix… and she's pretty sure she's falling for her brother's best friend.

    Follow Evan and Zoe’s climb on the slippery slope of romance under the pain and guilt of their situations in this alternate universe to Dear Evan Hansen, exploring the tale of a lie and a relationship that spirals out of control until Evan is given no choice but to do the one thing he wanted least in the whole world: tell the truth, and break Zoe's heart.

    Completely shattered, Zoe has to force herself through each day, barely functioning through her devastation... until she wakes up one morning mysteriously ill... and as it turns out, trusting Evan wasn't the only mistake she made.

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    Evan and Connor move into their first apartment after college. Chaos ensues, featuring Connor riding (and crashing) supermarket shopping carts, admitting defeat against IKEA furniture, and having Feelings about how far he and Evan have come in the last few years, not to mention how far he and his family have come.

    ~*~*~

    For BeccatheBiscuitBaker for the Sincerely, Us gift exchange

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    3
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    Now settled into a healthy lifestyle, Connor is trying to just take life one day at a time. Things are good. He gets along with his family, he's actually in therapy and taking proper medication, the only negative thing is that he's currently separated from his boyfriend. When the chance comes to finally bring the only negative into the positive, will Connor be able to handle the change?

    Larry and Cynthia are happy, their son is back in their lives and nothing could be better. But when the time comes and Connor has to move on will the parents be able to adjust to having that empty space in their home?

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    1/1
    Comments:
    5
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    21
    Hits:
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    Evan and Connor were admittedly stupid sometimes.

    Sometimes they forgot to turn the stove off...

    Sometimes they forgot to tell people they're gay...and engaged.

    (Just some wedding fluff)

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    1/1
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    Evan reflects on senior year, and the mess it was. (Title from Don't Lose Ur Head.)

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    Evan Hansen and Connor Murphy have been together about a year, and Evan is completely smitten. He's got a ring and a plan to propose when Connor pops a question of his own: He asks Evan to come home with him for Christmas with his family. There's just one catch... Connor hasn't come out to his family yet.

    Happiest Season AU.

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    Chapters:
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    For the first time in his life, Evan Hansen sat in the principal’s office. Not for the first time, he was at a loss for what to say, completely hinging his next actions on the actions of the people near him, studying them for some sign but unable to come up with much in the frantic, muddled place his anxious brain had become.

    Evan Hansen tells the truth that day -- or at least, the truth as we know it: a fall from a tree that was no accident, a letter stolen from clenched hand at a printer, a family's grief he cannot begin to know. He tells the truth that no one wants to hear rather than a lie everyone would like to believe.

    He almost convinces himself that it's the real, complete truth, too.

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    Two scenes from the musical, novelized, and an extra scene where Evan tells his mother the complete truth.

    (It's honestly better than it sounds)

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    1/1
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    Maybe Connor woke up the day after his 27th birthday to find things aren’t as they should be. Or maybe Connor has appendicitis, a high fever and is on a lot of pain medication. When reality has a tendency to get strange, how can you really tell?

    ITIB-Verse, post “It’s Always Been You”.

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    English
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    Chapters:
    5/5
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    Michael sets off on a trip with the Heeres.

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    13/13
    Comments:
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    52
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    1
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    941
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    Evan Hansen, a teenager with severe social anxiety, hears of a new experimental anxiety medication from his best friend Jared Kleinman. But due to a stressful event during its implantation, the Squip ends up corrupted, taking on the form and personality of his newly dead classmate

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    1/?
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    Evan and Connor really did exchange emails, lovingly passing back and forth their favourite stories and, even, some tragedies. Unfortunately, Connor’s depression worsens by the day and, eventually, he tries again to take his own life. He fails, but now Evan is left scrambling to pick up the pieces, as well as hide away any evidence the two were anything more than good friends; including scrubbing out their most recent fight that Evan is convinced pushed his boyfriend over the edge. Not to mention the suicidal thoughts that also course through Evan’s head, only growing worse as his relationship with Connor is put under a microscope by Connor’s family as he spends time away.

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    1/1
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    Evan took a shaky breath, taking in the grave stone, focusing again.

    “I shouldn’t be here….”

    He said it aloud and immediately regretted it. Did people actually speak to the dead like this, or was it just another thing reserved for television, like not saying hello or goodbye on the telephone?

    Evan knew that he shouldn't be there. He knew he had no place in this story anymore. But he kept coming back.

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    Canon Compliant, pre-finale

    Series
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    English
    Words:
    8,148
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    26
    Kudos:
    85
    Bookmarks:
    6
    Hits:
    862

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