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    When a tragic suicide and a lot of bad luck plunges anxiety-ridden Evan Hansen into a situation he can't escape, he finds himself the only source of comfort for a grieving family coping with the death of their son, and in the case of Zoe Murphy (aka Evan's long-time crush), her abusive brother… under the belief that Evan was his best friend.

    Trauma-shaken Zoe struggles to accept there was a side to Connor she didn't know. But it's not until a rash, emotion-fueled split second decision on Evan's part that there's another confusing feeling thrown into the mix… and she's pretty sure she's falling for her brother's best friend.

    Follow Evan and Zoe’s climb on the slippery slope of romance under the pain and guilt of their situations in this alternate universe to Dear Evan Hansen, exploring the tale of a lie and a relationship that spirals out of control until Evan is given no choice but to do the one thing he wanted least in the whole world: tell the truth, and break Zoe's heart.

    Completely shattered, Zoe has to force herself through each day, barely functioning through her devastation... until she wakes up one morning mysteriously ill... and as it turns out, trusting Evan wasn't the only mistake she made.

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    6/?
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    3
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    1
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    “I have something here. A note. A, uh, letter. Um.” She cleared her throat and slipped into her best poetry recital voice. “I wish that everything was different. I wish that I was part of something. I wish that anything I said mattered to anyone. I mean, face it, would anybody even notice if I disappeared tomorrow?”

    Alana’s breath escaped in a huff. “Well, that’s a mood. Not mine. I mean, the words aren’t mine, but I know what it’s like. And I bet you all do too.”

    Her voice was small.

    The room was quiet.

    And still. So still.

    It was like she was whispering into the void.

    She closed her eyes. “I’m here. I’m listening. Our lines are open.”

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    22/24
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    13
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    When Evan takes his own life, his therapy letter still in his possession, Heidi mistakenly assumes he and Zoe were dating. Confronted by the grieving mother, Zoe goes along with the lie and ends up swept into a life she’s always wanted but never thought she could have. If she can bring Heidi some comfort in the process, then everyone wins.

    Until Alana creates The Evan Project and the lie snowballs. Before she knows it, Zoe’s in too deep and doesn’t know how to fix the mess she’s created. And if she's not careful, her perfect new life could crumble - especially since someone knows she's lying.

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    12/?
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    118
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    122
    Bookmarks:
    20
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    1991
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    He squinted at the screen, numbers clicking into place. A groan, a sigh, and a brand new broken pencil lay in his hand all of a sudden. Great, he'd done it. Connor had made it through the night that was supposed to be his last.

    Now; Tuesday. Connor was skeptical of how decent this day was turning out to be. So was Evan. For once, neither needn't be.

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    Chapters:
    1/3
    Comments:
    2
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    7
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    1
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    58
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    Connor feels indebted to Evan, so when Evan comes down sick...Connor becomes a tad overprotective.

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    Sicktember Day 8: Intense coddling

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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Collections:
    1
    Comments:
    18
    Kudos:
    28
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    1
    Hits:
    291
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    Connor band au and Evan photographer au

    boom.

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    Chapters:
    1/?
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    3
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    10
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    2
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    101
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    Evan Hansen and Connor Murphy have been friends since junior year. That is, until their big falling out the summer before senior year.

    Evan thought that they’d be okay. They’d talk and everything would be okay. But, when Connor steals his letter and Principal Howard calls him in three days later, he finds out that Connor was dead. Connor killed himself. Oh gosh, he killed himself. This was all his fault.

    The Murphy's invite him to Connor’s house and Evan accepts. He doesn’t know what else to do.

    He loved him. He loved him. He loved him. And he disappeared. (They promised to get better. They promised! But, then again, Evan broke that promise first.)

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    Chapters:
    6/?
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    5
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    57
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    7
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    After the incident during lunch with the computer lab, Conner decides to go to the rest of his classes. Why does it matter? I mean after all, he wasn't planning on seeing the sunrise tomorrow.

    He thinks he is doing it so his parents have something good to remember him by, maybe so the last thing he hears isn't his mom lecturing him about skipping school.

    But when he enter his 8th period creative writing class and see's Evan Hansen and Jared Kleinman, two people who made his day hell, are not only in this class. But at his table that would be his table for the rest of the year, if not for his plan. He was glad with the discussion he was going to do.

    But then he got an urge. He doesn't know why, but after that class, he went to 9th period, then when he got home he got an urge.

    **Currently on pause**

    He got an urge to live
    “But even if we don't have the power to choose where we come from we can still choose where we go from there. We can still do things.”
    ― Stephen Chbosky, The Perks of Being a Wallflower

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    4/?
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    5
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    Have you ever felt like every day you could just melt into the background? like no one would even notice if you disappeared? Evan Hansen has felt like that every day of his life. He can't talk to anyone, not even his own sister. Elle Hansen is just as Fuc*ed as Evan in the mental health department, but she has a creative outlet, a secret one that no one can know about. Not even her best friend, Rie Beck. Alana's easy-going sister with her own issues. Rie starts fake dating Jared, to help them both get closer to the object of their affections. (psst, it's Evan.) Evan is a clueless anxiety bean who is hopelessly enamored with Zoe Murphy who is in the middle of rethinking her sexuality. And then there's Connor, who is slowly but surely falling helplessly in love with Evan Hansen's little sister.

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    Chapters:
    12/?
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    5
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    3
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    1
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    "Connor comes out of the ice cream shop with a scoop of pistachio ice cream, a scoop of what appears to be cookies n’ cream, and a giant banana split.

    'You said ice cream wasn’t a healthy dinner, so I also got us a banana,' Connor reasons smugly. Evan giggles.

    'I don’t think that’s exactly what I had in mind, but that works.'"

    -or-

    What could have happened if Connor hadn't read Evan's letter. (feat. lots of pining, cuddles, fluff, and rebuilding/forming relationships) (Previously known as "maybe we don't have to pretend")

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    51,910
    Chapters:
    26/?
    Comments:
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    468
    Bookmarks:
    59
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    9025
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    Evan and Zoe began dating in September, after Connor's attempt failed and he convinced Evan to lie to his parents and say they were actually friends. When Evan came clean in December, Zoe broke up with him. Now, Connor's back in the hospital for the third time since September, and Zoe's seeking comfort from a familiar source

    ~*~*~

    For growaswego (on tumblr) for the Sincerely, Us gift exchange

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    1/1
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    10
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    4
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    113
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    Basically Evan finds Connor at Ellison state park and stops Connor before he 💀 dont rly wanna spoil the whole thing tho. Oh also its a soulmate au and they both have marks to show theyre soulmates or whatever

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    Chapters:
    5/?
    Comments:
    6
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    35
    Bookmarks:
    3
    Hits:
    282
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    Evan's life seemed to have a bright future. Or at least that's what his mother tells him. He has a new home, a new school, a new father, and a new brother that doesn't like him. And he wants to believe her.

    After years of hating himself, he had nothing else to lose. Evan felt like a withered leaf, just flying with no course to follow. Until one day, by accident, the answer to all his problems arrived.

    His life starts changing for good this time. Not knowing how bad it will end.

    AKA: Evan gets a Squip by accident, and everything goes to shit.

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    2,064
    Chapters:
    1/?
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    3
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    13
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    2
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    77
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    When Evan Hansen first met Connor Murphy, he had no idea how much his life would change from meeting him-- and later, losing him.

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    Chapters:
    2/?
    Comments:
    1
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    32
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    2
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    58
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    Connor is stuck working at the library the summer after graduation.

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    “I should tell you, the research assistant will probably be down here with you a few days a week while the computer lab in the loft is being renovated. But don’t worry, he’s a nice young man. Very polite, quiet.”

    Connor’s heartbeat paused, then raced quickly into double-time. He swallowed the sudden urge to call his mother and scream at her. “Okay,” he said again, instead.

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    18,433
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    23
    Kudos:
    170
    Bookmarks:
    21
    Hits:
    875
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    When Zoe goes to sleep one night, it’s December. Connor has been dead since September, the Connor Project has come and gone, and Evan’s lies have been exposed.

    When Zoe wakes up, it’s September again - the first day of senior year. The Connor Project hasn’t happened yet. And Connor is still alive.

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    Chapters:
    23/23
    Comments:
    185
    Kudos:
    248
    Bookmarks:
    45
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    4623
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    “So can you just…Can you please give it back!”
    “Fuck you!”

    And then something sprung out of its place. A snap and a tumble, an avalanche. A change.
    Because when Connor ran with a letter in his hands, Evan ran right after him.

    Series
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    English
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    769
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    1
    Kudos:
    52
    Bookmarks:
    6
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    670
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    Evan Hansen and Connor spend a perfect day but Evan accidentally falls out of a tree, causing their day to take a scary turn...

    -NO ONE DIES-

    Language:
    English
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    775
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Kudos:
    34
    Bookmarks:
    1
    Hits:
    395
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    In which Connor self harms.

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    English
    Words:
    661
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Kudos:
    31
    Bookmarks:
    2
    Hits:
    251
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    Connor and Evan become friends, they learn how to love each other and themselves on the long and winding road to recovery.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    2,112
    Chapters:
    2/?
    Comments:
    3
    Kudos:
    24
    Bookmarks:
    4
    Hits:
    210

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