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    Dean stares at Castiel as he speaks, hearing but not listening to his speech, and his chest feels like it's on fire. He loves him. He loves him. And it's a goodbye and that's not good enough.

    So he feels something warm and soft and light around his soul, and he pulls and clings to the angel for which he's willing to give his heart and life.

    Because if they go down, they go down together.
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    OR yet another Time-Travel Fix It Fic because the confession scene and the ending of SPN sucked and I'm taking my feelings out on this. Also, my hatred of John Winchester and the shit he put the boys through. This is NOT a John-friendly fic, at all.

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    It's been who knows how many weeks or months or years since Dean Winchester has gone to Heaven. Who the hell knows, even with the new boss, time is funky. So is the mojo that's making things appear and/or get added.

    Who cares, though. Dean is tired of it. Of all of it.

    He's showed up and yeah, maybe he'll see some people he wants to see, except he's not seein' everyone he wants to see. But that's not the point, he tells himself; it doesn't matter - the point is he's friggin tired of this and he wants OUT.

    But he's always been pretty good at pushing things away, not to mention adept at lying to himself.

    (Or Dean Winchester would not -and does not- accept dying and going to Heaven, so this is him making every attempt at busting out and getting back down to life on Earth.

    He thought he was all right with going out like this, or at least always knew he would. But he isn't.)

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    With Cas gone, Dean travels. A half-assed plan goes wrong, leaving him alone in strange version of Purgatory populated with ancient Celtic heroes, goddesses, dogs with orange ears, and familiar faces. Together he and Benny start the long climb back out of the underworld, depression, and grief.

    Not beta'd, and I am not American, so apologies in advance for the inevitable Europeanisms creeping in.

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    And if I didn't know better
    I'd think you were talking to me now
    If I didn't know better
    I'd think you were still around

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    Dean finally gets the family he's always wanted but his short-lived marriage ends in disaster. Now, raising his daughter by himself he is faced with another obstacle when his ex wants to take his child from him. Just when Dean thinks he is not destined to experience real love, a woman walks into his life and makes him believe in a Happily Ever After.

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    They had met on a one-off hunt in the dark. It seemed to define them, the dark. Place and time of safety, mystery, promise. Hanging strange, yet soothing; antithetical to the harshly glaring light of day. But it couldn't hide forever who they were.

    (Or a possible way that Dean met and got to know Lee, and why they were and could have remained still so important to each other so many years later)

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    Castiel is an assassin who kills people on contract. He's been paid hundreds of thousands of dollars, millions, even, but never all the money from someone's piggy bank. That's exactly what Ben Winchester offers him, though, with the hopes of getting Castiel to make his abusive stepfather leave him and his dad alone.

    How can Castiel refuse something like that?

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    Gabriel decides to change the future, to save the world. To do this he has placed a piece of his grace in Hermione Granger and marked her as a "Saviour of Destiny"...whatever the hell that means.

    Hermione Granger is sent to America to investigate a mysterious case of a rogue witch killing people in a small town, trying to raise a powerful demon by the name of Samhain from hell. Dean and Sam mistake her for the actual witch they are looking for and kidnap her. They realize she isn't the witch they are looking for and strike a deal. She helps them capture this witch to prove she isn't evil like the witches they have fought in the past, in exchange for her getting to walk free. Hermione agrees reluctantly, Dean annoying the hell out of her for his clear prejudice against all witches. When the angels realize who and what she is, they want to take her with them instead. Dean and Sam protect her from them and end up having to bring her with them on the road. Hermione and Sam end up becoming close friends while Dean just seems to get worse and worse. Will Hermione and Dean figure out how to work together or will they end up killing each other in the process?

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    One night Castiel decided to drop the solitary routine he was stuck in and visits the bar in town where he heard was hosting a local band's show. Ready to enjoy a night out, possibly hear some covers, and relax, Castiel was not prepared for the onslaught of talent from the band's performance. It also didn't hurt that the lead singer was easily the most attractive man he'd ever laid eyes on.

    (Radio Company but make it Destiel)

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    Stanford Era - Six Months Before Canon - Alternate Universe....

    Dean felt pretty empty inside these days, going through the motions, killing monster after monster, and getting what in return? Nothing. Yeah, he gets that satisfaction of saving lives, but that satisfaction always disappears after awhile. Loneliness seeps in from time to time, but he tries to ignore it, and tries to ignore the fact that his little brother has gotten out of this hunter lifestyle, and he's still stuck in it where there's no light at the end of the tunnel for him... or so he thought.

    He's found a simple ghost case in a town called Smallville, Kansas, so he goes through the motions... again to go there and get rid of it. One night at a restaurant, he meets these gorgeous blue, vivid eyes, and his body reacts inappropriately - luckily, his dark jeans cover it up. No woman has ever made him feel like his body's been set ablaze, let alone... a man. Yet, this one did. They keep eye contact until two women and a man at his table grab his reluctant attention next to him, releasing the hold that he had on Dean. Dean didn't know at that moment, his fate was sealed and the whole world's fate was sealed, too.

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    Dean’s been left alone more often than not by John ever since Sam left for Stanford. He spends the summer letting himself be taken care of, and letting himself have something he never thought he deserved.

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    "Truth is, he’s winging it and faking it and hoping he makes it. If there was anything he could do to take back everything that culminated in the most important person in his life feeling like he’s not even on a "loved ones" list, he would, in a heartbeat. But they haven’t exactly made a card that read “Sorry I repeatedly left you and betrayed you and mistreated you, I do totally love you tho”. Distantly, Sam wonders if he’s the only human being on the planet to have fucked up this badly this way before, and sincerely hopes so."

    Dean gets hit with a truth spell, at a moment where both lies and honesty have shaken his and Sam's relationship to the point neither feels safe and secure in their bond as brothers, let alone lovers. Will a dead witch with a chip on her shoulder succeed in breaking apart what neither heaven nor hell could separate?

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    Dean Winchester thinks very strongly about himself. He's got a lot of thoughts, whether true or not, that sometimes overtake him.

    These are a few of those potential thoughts.

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    Fuck this.

    Fuck no happy endings. Fuck dying without a cause. Fuck letting the Empty steal away the love of his life and Heaven stealing away the dreams that Dean has only let himself believe in since he met an angel and finally began to peel away the layers of self-doubt and self-sabotage that his father wrapped him in before he can remember.

    Dean's not a good man. He'd never pretend otherwise. He doesn't think he's capable of it, after everything he was made into by his father, after everything he's been, after everything he's done.

    But he's okay with that. Good men go to heaven. Great men get remembered.

    Men like him- broken, abused, ruined, dead, undead, alive, breathing, surviving men- get their own fate. They don't have heaven or hell. They have earth and all it has to give them.

    If you had asked Dean twelve years ago what he thought he'd be doing in 2020, he probably wouldn't have said scooping up his brother and almost sister-in-law and his adopted son and asking said adopted son to carve them a way into the Empty. He can't find it in himself to care. His previous self needs to grow up and realize that John Winchester was a shitty role model.

    (Dean takes life in his own hands.)

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    Dean didn't think that Cas could ever love him back. He fell in love with an angel that got him out of Hell, raised him up from perdition. The looks, the touches, the body language; there wasn't any hidden meaning on Cas' end, right?

    He was wrong.

    Cas confessed his love for him, alright, but he wasn't his Cas. No... he was something deadly, something corrupt, wrong. He can gank any monster; any time, any day, and yet, he doesn't have it in him to kill the monster he fell in love with. He, as painful as it is to admit, craves his touch. He wants Cas to be inside of him. He wants... all of him.

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    My name is Rosemary Winchester or Mary Winchester and my life is kinda crazy.

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    Dean let out a chuckle. “Seriously, Cas?” he asked. “You wanna go to Graceland?”

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    So because technically the ending was canon, yet no one actually said anything that happened to Death. Did I create an Angel of Death? Maybe. Major Character Death is because of canon, and this takes place during the last episode of S15. This was not intended to show everything, as I wasn't going to expand it but if people like it maybe. Anyway, yes, this goes with canon we got (even tho its the worst whatever) and happens after the events. Sorry folks. Enjoy the little blurb of possible situation.

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    How Dean spent his first birthday alone after Sam went to Stanford.

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    Sam and Dean should know better. You never drink with witches. And you certainly don't lie to them.

    Rated T for swearing. One-shot for now.

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