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    "Aloof, more like Olaf." | Zoe Murphy is more than Connor Murphy's shadow of a problem child. Although she never received the love and care she always needed from her parents, she gained more than enough attention from others than she originally wanted.

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    “I have something here. A note. A, uh, letter. Um.” She cleared her throat and slipped into her best poetry recital voice. “I wish that everything was different. I wish that I was part of something. I wish that anything I said mattered to anyone. I mean, face it, would anybody even notice if I disappeared tomorrow?”

    Alana’s breath escaped in a huff. “Well, that’s a mood. Not mine. I mean, the words aren’t mine, but I know what it’s like. And I bet you all do too.”

    Her voice was small.

    The room was quiet.

    And still. So still.

    It was like she was whispering into the void.

    She closed her eyes. “I’m here. I’m listening. Our lines are open.”

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    Evan and Connor move into their first apartment after college. Chaos ensues, featuring Connor riding (and crashing) supermarket shopping carts, admitting defeat against IKEA furniture, and having Feelings about how far he and Evan have come in the last few years, not to mention how far he and his family have come.

    ~*~*~

    For BeccatheBiscuitBaker for the Sincerely, Us gift exchange

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    ***On Brief Hiatus Until August 28th***

    Evan Hansen has been trying to get himself together. He wants to prove to himself that he can be self sufficient and not crushingly mentally ill. He packs up and moves to New York City, prepared for a city that is every bit as cynical as he is.

    But then, there's a gorgeous guy on Evan's train. Connor, with his vintage new wave charm and his devastating smile. At first Evan dismisses it as just a fleeting infatuation, one of those public transit daydreams. He's fallen in love with plenty of strangers for a few moments before. This is nothing.

    Until, of course, it isn't. As they get to know one another, Evan becomes the sort of person who looks forward to his commute because of his subway crush. So, naturally there's a snag: Connor isn't someone with a vintage sense of style. He's literally vintage. Unstuck in time and trapped on the subway.

    ****

    Inspired by One Last Stop by Casey McQuiston.

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    Nothing was ever meant to happen, it just did. Evan and Connor worked together for months at the Orchard before anything had even happened between them. It's not like they were friends, or anything else. They just had sex sometimes. They didn't talk in school, or even at work really. Sure sometimes Evan would catch himself staring too long, admiring Connor at lunch, at work, walking out of school getting into his sick mustang… but it's not like it meant anything. Just because Connor would come over for the sole purpose of having sex with him, it's not like it was anything more. That's what Evan told himself. Every. Single. Day. He couldn't (and wouldn't) catch feelings for Connor “batshit crazy” Murphy. It was just hookups

    ----IF YOU CANT TELL BY THE SUMMARY AND TAGS THIS IS SMUT!!!! IF YOU DONT LIKE THIS DONT READ IT----

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    dear evan hansen, mean girls, heathers, beetlejuice (well really just lydia) and the prom all make a group chat

    UPDATE: be more chill characters have now been added!!!

    UPDATE 2.0: we are the tigers characters have been added!

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    Connor and Miguel are now parents!

    This’ll be a story based around their son, Luis

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    Evan Hansen and Jared Kleinman decide to create a web series about hunting ghosts. Hunting ghosts is hard, even when you investigate a house that's supposedly haunted by a dead classmate. Who happens to be Conner Murphy. the teen who killed himself. The two boys end up one day at the Murphy's abandoned house due to them needing content. This now begs the question if ghosts are real or not.

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    slow burn attempt, please give me criticism i need it hahahaha-

    beta read by none other than MiharuError!

    messy ass update sched because i am horrible at time

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    After the incident during lunch with the computer lab, Conner decides to go to the rest of his classes. Why does it matter? I mean after all, he wasn't planning on seeing the sunrise tomorrow.

    He thinks he is doing it so his parents have something good to remember him by, maybe so the last thing he hears isn't his mom lecturing him about skipping school.

    But when he enter his 8th period creative writing class and see's Evan Hansen and Jared Kleinman, two people who made his day hell, are not only in this class. But at his table that would be his table for the rest of the year, if not for his plan. He was glad with the discussion he was going to do.

    But then he got an urge. He doesn't know why, but after that class, he went to 9th period, then when he got home he got an urge.

    He got an urge to live
    “But even if we don't have the power to choose where we come from we can still choose where we go from there. We can still do things.”
    ― Stephen Chbosky, The Perks of Being a Wallflower

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    It only took two disgruntled beeps of flooding alerts, one half-distressed viewing of the weather channel on TV, and three thunderclaps and preceding faint flashes of lightning for Larry to succumb to his baser instincts: he strode to the closest light switch and raised his voice to a non-neutral level, calling “Electronics unplugged and to the basement!”

    If he strained his ears, he could hear two distinct groans filtering from upstairs as his teenagers grumbled about being removed from their rooms.

     

    (or: Irish-Catholic Larry is superstitious of thunderstorms. Family bonding ensues. For the Sincerely, Us summer gift exchange!)

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    It's been months since Evan came clean. To everyone. And things are getting better, despite the guilt and the whispering about him--things are looking up.

    And now Evan has a boyfriend.

    How the fuck do you explain that?

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    "Walk a mile in my shoes." I muttered.

    "Ok." He replied. "I will if starting tomorrow the next seven days of us hanging out I can't give you at least one reason to live."

    I didn't know why I was pondering saying yes. Five minutes ago I had been ready to die, craving it even.

    "You won't change my mind." I crossed my arms.

    "At least give me the chance?" I nodded.

    ***

    Connor Murphy is sick of hearing things like it gets better and to stop faking his depression. There's no reason for him to stay. His family hates him, he has no friends, nothing to hold onto.

    Mere seconds before he takes his life he meets Evan Hansen. A boy who promises if he stays alive for the next two weeks he will give him all the reasons he should choose to live.

    Connor has nothing to lose so he agrees.

    Will Evan be able to convince Connor to stay alive? Or will Connor take his life?

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    Have you ever felt like every day you could just melt into the background? like no one would even notice if you disappeared? Evan Hansen has felt like that every day of his life. He can't talk to anyone, not even his own sister. Elle Hansen is just as Fuc*ed as Evan in the mental health department, but she has a creative outlet, a secret one that no one can know about. Not even her best friend, Rie Beck. Alana's easy-going sister with her own issues. Rie starts fake dating Jared, to help them both get closer to the object of their affections. (psst, it's Evan.) Evan is a clueless anxiety bean who is hopelessly enamored with Zoe Murphy who is in the middle of rethinking her sexuality. And then there's Connor, who is slowly but surely falling helplessly in love with Evan Hansen's little sister.

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    Evan lied, the orchard was built, everything went how it was supposed to. Only there was a part that they didn't know about.

    No longer updating.

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    Connor Murphy, the school's resident stoner, asks Evan Hansen, the school's resident plant expert, to secretly help him grow weed. Evan reluctantly agrees.

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    Evan Hansen has decided to end his life. He's made his decision, he's made his plan, and he intends to follow through with it. That is, until Connor Murphy happens upon him just before he has the chance to.

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    "What the fuck am I supposed to be doing?"

    This is what people were supposed to do right? When you always heard about tragic suicides on the news, they always wrote letters to people close to them. Spouse, significant other, family, friends, people who will miss them.

    That's when it hit him.

    Miguel.

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    Connor write his suicide note to Miguel, lives, and everything changes....

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    "Connor comes out of the ice cream shop with a scoop of pistachio ice cream, a scoop of what appears to be cookies n’ cream, and a giant banana split.

    'You said ice cream wasn’t a healthy dinner, so I also got us a banana,' Connor reasons smugly. Evan giggles.

    'I don’t think that’s exactly what I had in mind, but that works.'"

    -or-

    What could have happened if Connor hadn't read Evan's letter. (feat. lots of pining, cuddles, fluff, and rebuilding/forming relationships) (Previously known as "maybe we don't have to pretend")

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    Evan and Zoe began dating in September, after Connor's attempt failed and he convinced Evan to lie to his parents and say they were actually friends. When Evan came clean in December, Zoe broke up with him. Now, Connor's back in the hospital for the third time since September, and Zoe's seeking comfort from a familiar source

    ~*~*~

    For growaswego (on tumblr) for the Sincerely, Us gift exchange

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