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    When Evan takes his own life, his therapy letter still in his possession, Heidi mistakenly assumes he and Zoe were dating. Confronted by the grieving mother, Zoe goes along with the lie and ends up swept into a life she’s always wanted but never thought she could have. If she can bring Heidi some comfort in the process, then everyone wins.

    Until Alana creates The Evan Project and the lie snowballs. Before she knows it, Zoe’s in too deep and doesn’t know how to fix the mess she’s created. And if she's not careful, her perfect new life could crumble - especially since someone knows she's lying.

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    But it's okay. They're fine. Nothing to worry about.

    Except they've all got issues and no one to help them but themselves. Stuck in a sea of wrong, even the simplest of tasks can feel daunting. But when a student from their high school tries (and fails) to commit suicide, five kids are suddenly drawn together. It's easy to forget you've got people to lean on when there's no one there, but these five are willing to show one another that they'll always be there, no matter what.

    Follow the lives of five seemingly normal, plain, boring highschoolers as they navigate their lives with the weight of the world on their shoulders, and come together to realize sometimes, a found family is more than enough.

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    esspresso is probably Evan's best friend. Talking to him is easy. Evan knows esspresso –– he can't spell, he totally overuses "I am" in his poetry, and he's always a little hard on himself. esspresso lashes out sometimes, but Evan's okay with that. He knows what it's like when people leave. He won't do that, not to his friends.

    loreax is probably Connor's best friend. Talking to him is hard, but in all the right ways. loreax challenges him to be better, lifts him up, makes fun of his spelling, and is the kind of thoughtful that only comes from spending way too much time in your own head. Connor can relate. He doesn't always know what loreax wants, or even what he needs, but he's going to try. He doesn't have that many friends, he'd like to be there for the one he's got.

    Connor and Evan don't know each other very well. Evan is weird, and fidgety, and the kind of anxious that makes Connor feel like he's just kicked a puppy. Connor is scary, and kinda mean, and the sort of edgy that makes Evan feel like he's going to get cut.

    But fate seems to be so determined that they end up friends that it happens twice. Sort of. The whole thing is messy. Blame Jared.

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    When a tragic suicide and a lot of bad luck plunges anxiety-ridden Evan Hansen into a situation he can't escape, he finds himself the only source of comfort for a grieving family coping with the death of their son, and in the case of Zoe Murphy (aka Evan's long-time crush), her abusive brother… under the belief that Evan was his best friend.

    Trauma-shaken Zoe struggles to accept there was a side to Connor she didn't know. But it's not until a rash, emotion-fueled split second decision on Evan's part that there's another confusing feeling thrown into the mix… and she's pretty sure she's falling for her brother's best friend.

    Follow Evan and Zoe’s climb on the slippery slope of romance under the pain and guilt of their situations in this alternate universe to Dear Evan Hansen, exploring the tale of a lie and a relationship that spirals out of control until Evan is given no choice but to do the one thing he wanted least in the whole world: tell the truth, and break Zoe's heart.

    Completely shattered, Zoe has to force herself through each day, barely functioning through her devastation... until she wakes up one morning mysteriously ill... and as it turns out, trusting Evan wasn't the only mistake she made.

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    Connor’s hope being pinned on Zoe, that was terrifying. Zoe remembered Connor pinning her, holding her down, blaming her clothes for turning him on as if it wasn’t fucken summertime. But Zoe couldn’t help but wonder, in spite of herself, if he had been hoping for something from her? She just couldn’t possibly know what.

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    (Dear Evan Hansen / Schmigadoon! Crossover)
    Zoe and Alana had the absolutely amazing idea (as they thought) to bring Evan and Jared – who were constantly fighting – closer together by a camping trip to Ellison Park. It ends up with them getting lost in a (literally) different world. Will they be able to ever leave this weird place they call “Schmigadoon”?

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    Evan didn’t want to go to be a camp counselor, I mean who does? (Actually a lot of people find it fun, but not Evan, who gets Squeamish around his own half-siblings)

    When Evan tells his mother about his suicide attempt, after almost committing suicide again, she gets really strict, and worried. She also cuts off therapy because of money problems, but gets a car. Evan is sick and tired of her behavior, so he decides to go be a camp counselor and get away from his mother for a couple of months. In the process, he meets a couple of interesting people (*cough like Connor cough*)

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    “I have something here. A note. A, uh, letter. Um.” She cleared her throat and slipped into her best poetry recital voice. “I wish that everything was different. I wish that I was part of something. I wish that anything I said mattered to anyone. I mean, face it, would anybody even notice if I disappeared tomorrow?”

    Alana’s breath escaped in a huff. “Well, that’s a mood. Not mine. I mean, the words aren’t mine, but I know what it’s like. And I bet you all do too.”

    Her voice was small.

    The room was quiet.

    And still. So still.

    It was like she was whispering into the void.

    She closed her eyes. “I’m here. I’m listening. Our lines are open.”

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    After the incident during lunch with the computer lab, Conner decides to go to the rest of his classes. Why does it matter? I mean after all, he wasn't planning on seeing the sunrise tomorrow.

    He thinks he is doing it so his parents have something good to remember him by, maybe so the last thing he hears isn't his mom lecturing him about skipping school.

    But when he enter his 8th period creative writing class and see's Evan Hansen and Jared Kleinman, two people who made his day hell, are not only in this class. But at his table that would be his table for the rest of the year, if not for his plan. He was glad with the discussion he was going to do.

    But then he got an urge. He doesn't know why, but after that class, he went to 9th period, then when he got home he got an urge.

    He got an urge to live
    “But even if we don't have the power to choose where we come from we can still choose where we go from there. We can still do things.”
    ― Stephen Chbosky, The Perks of Being a Wallflower

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    Alana’s anxiety sometimes gets the worst of her, especially when she has a lot on her plate (which is always), but Zoe is always there to help.

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    "Connor comes out of the ice cream shop with a scoop of pistachio ice cream, a scoop of what appears to be cookies n’ cream, and a giant banana split.

    'You said ice cream wasn’t a healthy dinner, so I also got us a banana,' Connor reasons smugly. Evan giggles.

    'I don’t think that’s exactly what I had in mind, but that works.'"

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    What could have happened if Connor hadn't read Evan's letter. (feat. lots of pining, cuddles, fluff, and rebuilding/forming relationships) (Previously known as "maybe we don't have to pretend")

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    I found Sincerely 3, and decide to project my feelings onto the characters because I want them to suffer and need plot.

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    Now settled into a healthy lifestyle, Connor is trying to just take life one day at a time. Things are good. He gets along with his family, he's actually in therapy and taking proper medication, the only negative thing is that he's currently separated from his boyfriend. When the chance comes to finally bring the only negative into the positive, will Connor be able to handle the change?

    Larry and Cynthia are happy, their son is back in their lives and nothing could be better. But when the time comes and Connor has to move on will the parents be able to adjust to having that empty space in their home?

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    Evan, Connor, Jared, Alana and Zoe land themselves in Saturday detention.

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    It's the holidays, and Connor is the happiest he's been in a long time. He's fixing things with his parents and sister; he's got a ton of new friends, and they're all coming over to exchange Christmas gifts, drink hot chocolate, watch holiday movies, and show off their ugly sweaters; and Connor has Evan, which still feels like a dream. But it's real and it's amazing, and he can't believe how lucky he is.

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    Set to the same story you all know, Connor dies, Evan fucks some shit up and regrets it, as you all already know, but what if Evan got a second chance, a redo? Or maybe several redos... What if...

    Of course gay, Evan/Connor, Zoe/Alana, Jared is going to be so gay, omfg Jared is so fruity, he is so fruity, fruity as fuck, FRUITY!!!
    (I'M PANROMANTIC DON'T COME AT ME IF ITS SO FRUITY THAT IT SEEMS HOMOPHOBIC)

    Be prepared for some oblivious gays.
    And maybe Evan fucks a ghost. /j
    TRIGGER WARNING: SUICIDAL IDEATION AND ATTEMPTS (A LOT), MAYBE PANIC ATTACKS IF I CAN FIGURE OUT HOW TO WRITE THEM PROPERLY(i dont wanna misrepresent something :] ) HOMOPHOBIA

    I'll try not to abandon this or at least give it a proper probably rushed ending if i do feel live giving up on writing it.
    I am in school and have homework often, so sorry if its not updated regularly but I'll try my best to update as quickly as I can.

    I'm Fern btw :)

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    Sicktember Day Nine — I’m Not Sick

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    THE SQUAD
    [Brooke, Chloe, Christine, Jake, Jenna, Jeremy, Michael, Rich]

    Jenna: omg guys
    Jenna: have u heard of connor murphy?

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    I’ve never really believed in fate as much. But.

    Connor squeezes my hand, and I look at him, and he looks at me and smiles. His face is one million colors in the firelight. I don’t know what any of it means, but some part of me feels like I don’t have to. Like it’s okay to just be. In a surge of will, I squeeze back a little.

    Or: Evan and Connor come up with a bucket list to take control over their lives—Pining and song lyrics ensue.

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    Party time at the Murphy's and kleinsen decide to come out with their relationship.

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