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    “I have something here. A note. A, uh, letter. Um.” She cleared her throat and slipped into her best poetry recital voice. “I wish that everything was different. I wish that I was part of something. I wish that anything I said mattered to anyone. I mean, face it, would anybody even notice if I disappeared tomorrow?”

    Alana’s breath escaped in a huff. “Well, that’s a mood. Not mine. I mean, the words aren’t mine, but I know what it’s like. And I bet you all do too.”

    Her voice was small.

    The room was quiet.

    And still. So still.

    It was like she was whispering into the void.

    She closed her eyes. “I’m here. I’m listening. Our lines are open.”

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    When a tragic suicide and a lot of bad luck plunges anxiety-ridden Evan Hansen into a situation he can't escape, he finds himself the only source of comfort for a grieving family coping with the death of their son, and in the case of Zoe Murphy (aka Evan's long-time crush), her abusive brother… under the belief that Evan was his best friend.

    Trauma-shaken Zoe struggles to accept there was a side to Connor she didn't know. But it's not until a rash, emotion-fueled split second decision on Evan's part that there's another confusing feeling thrown into the mix… and she's pretty sure she's falling for her brother's best friend.

    Follow Evan and Zoe’s climb on the slippery slope of romance under the pain and guilt of their situations in this alternate universe to Dear Evan Hansen, exploring the tale of a lie and a relationship that spirals out of control until Evan is given no choice but to do the one thing he wanted least in the whole world: tell the truth, and break Zoe's heart.

    Completely shattered, Zoe has to force herself through each day, barely functioning through her devastation... until she wakes up one morning mysteriously ill... and as it turns out, trusting Evan wasn't the only mistake she made.

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    6/?
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    When Evan takes his own life, his therapy letter still in his possession, Heidi mistakenly assumes he and Zoe were dating. Confronted by the grieving mother, Zoe goes along with the lie and ends up swept into a life she’s always wanted but never thought she could have. If she can bring Heidi some comfort in the process, then everyone wins.

    Until Alana creates The Evan Project and the lie snowballs. Before she knows it, Zoe’s in too deep and doesn’t know how to fix the mess she’s created. And if she's not careful, her perfect new life could crumble - especially since someone knows she's lying.

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    After the incident during lunch with the computer lab, Conner decides to go to the rest of his classes. Why does it matter? I mean after all, he wasn't planning on seeing the sunrise tomorrow.

    He thinks he is doing it so his parents have something good to remember him by, maybe so the last thing he hears isn't his mom lecturing him about skipping school.

    But when he enter his 8th period creative writing class and see's Evan Hansen and Jared Kleinman, two people who made his day hell, are not only in this class. But at his table that would be his table for the rest of the year, if not for his plan. He was glad with the discussion he was going to do.

    But then he got an urge. He doesn't know why, but after that class, he went to 9th period, then when he got home he got an urge.

    He got an urge to live
    “But even if we don't have the power to choose where we come from we can still choose where we go from there. We can still do things.”
    ― Stephen Chbosky, The Perks of Being a Wallflower

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    Alana’s anxiety sometimes gets the worst of her, especially when she has a lot on her plate (which is always), but Zoe is always there to help.

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    "Connor comes out of the ice cream shop with a scoop of pistachio ice cream, a scoop of what appears to be cookies n’ cream, and a giant banana split.

    'You said ice cream wasn’t a healthy dinner, so I also got us a banana,' Connor reasons smugly. Evan giggles.

    'I don’t think that’s exactly what I had in mind, but that works.'"

    -or-

    What could have happened if Connor hadn't read Evan's letter. (feat. lots of pining, cuddles, fluff, and rebuilding/forming relationships) (Previously known as "maybe we don't have to pretend")

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    I found Sincerely 3, and decide to project my feelings onto the characters because I want them to suffer and need plot.

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    But it's okay. They're fine. Nothing to worry about.

    Except they've all got issues and no one to help them but themselves. Stuck in a sea of wrong, even the simplest of tasks can feel daunting. But when a student from their high school tries (and fails) to commit suicide, five kids are suddenly drawn together. It's easy to forget you've got people to lean on when there's no one there, but these five are willing to show one another that they'll always be there, no matter what.

    Follow the lives of five seemingly normal, plain, boring highschoolers as they navigate their lives with the weight of the world on their shoulders, and come together to realize sometimes, a found family is more than enough.

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    Now settled into a healthy lifestyle, Connor is trying to just take life one day at a time. Things are good. He gets along with his family, he's actually in therapy and taking proper medication, the only negative thing is that he's currently separated from his boyfriend. When the chance comes to finally bring the only negative into the positive, will Connor be able to handle the change?

    Larry and Cynthia are happy, their son is back in their lives and nothing could be better. But when the time comes and Connor has to move on will the parents be able to adjust to having that empty space in their home?

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    Evan, Connor, Jared, Alana and Zoe land themselves in Saturday detention.

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    1/1
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    It's the holidays, and Connor is the happiest he's been in a long time. He's fixing things with his parents and sister; he's got a ton of new friends, and they're all coming over to exchange Christmas gifts, drink hot chocolate, watch holiday movies, and show off their ugly sweaters; and Connor has Evan, which still feels like a dream. But it's real and it's amazing, and he can't believe how lucky he is.

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    Set to the same story you all know, Connor dies, Evan fucks some shit up and regrets it, as you all already know, but what if Evan got a second chance, a redo? Or maybe several redos... What if...

    Of course gay, Evan/Connor, Zoe/Alana, Jared is going to be so gay, omfg Jared is so fruity, he is so fruity, fruity as fuck, FRUITY!!!
    (I'M PANROMANTIC DON'T COME AT ME IF ITS SO FRUITY THAT IT SEEMS HOMOPHOBIC)

    Be prepared for some oblivious gays.
    And maybe Evan fucks a ghost. /j
    TRIGGER WARNING: SUICIDAL IDEATION AND ATTEMPTS (A LOT), MAYBE PANIC ATTACKS IF I CAN FIGURE OUT HOW TO WRITE THEM PROPERLY(i dont wanna misrepresent something :] ) HOMOPHOBIA

    I'll try not to abandon this or at least give it a proper probably rushed ending if i do feel live giving up on writing it.
    I am in school and have homework often, so sorry if its not updated regularly but I'll try my best to update as quickly as I can.

    I'm Fern btw :)

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    Alana Beck is having a quarter life crisis. Sure, she's got her best friends in the whole world — the Subterranean Sonnetists are great, and she knows that together they're changing a small corner of the world — and sure, she graduated second in their class. As far as everyone is concerned, she should be happy. Her life is finally perfect.

    But the world doesn't care how perfect your life is supposed to be, or how far you've come, or how hard you're working. The clock is tick-tick-ticking down, and choices about the future need to be made.

    At least her friends will be there too.

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    Sicktember Day Nine — I’m Not Sick

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    Connor Murphy is found in a ditch one late night. Larry Murphy (how incredibly ironic that they have the same last name, right?) Searches his case.

    Or: Connor needs saving. Larry's never been too good with that.

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    Evan joins his school’s chess club.
    This changes everything.

    (An exercise in perspective)

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    THE SQUAD
    [Brooke, Chloe, Christine, Jake, Jenna, Jeremy, Michael, Rich]

    Jenna: omg guys
    Jenna: have u heard of connor murphy?

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    I’ve never really believed in fate as much. But.

    Connor squeezes my hand, and I look at him, and he looks at me and smiles. His face is one million colors in the firelight. I don’t know what any of it means, but some part of me feels like I don’t have to. Like it’s okay to just be. In a surge of will, I squeeze back a little.

    Or: Evan and Connor come up with a bucket list to take control over their lives—Pining and song lyrics ensue.

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    Party time at the Murphy's and kleinsen decide to come out with their relationship.

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    1/1
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    There's something brewing at school.
    An anonymous set of diary entries brings together an unlikely rag-tag team that's dedicated to finding them - to convincing them that they may not be alone in the strangeness that they're convinced has left them isolated.
    Along the way they figure some things out about themselves and each other. Oh! And a little cryptology. For flavor.

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    7,097
    Chapters:
    5/?
    Comments:
    12
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    27
    Bookmarks:
    3
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    337

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