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    When Evan Hansen first met Connor Murphy, he had no idea how much his life would change from meeting him-- and later, losing him.

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    esspresso is probably Evan's best friend. Talking to him is easy. Evan knows esspresso –– he can't spell, he totally overuses "I am" in his poetry, and he's always a little hard on himself. esspresso lashes out sometimes, but Evan's okay with that. He knows what it's like when people leave. He won't do that, not to his friends.

    loreax is probably Connor's best friend. Talking to him is hard, but in all the right ways. loreax challenges him to be better, lifts him up, makes fun of his spelling, and is the kind of thoughtful that only comes from spending way too much time in your own head. Connor can relate. He doesn't always know what loreax wants, or even what he needs, but he's going to try. He doesn't have that many friends, he'd like to be there for the one he's got.

    Connor and Evan don't know each other very well. Evan is weird, and fidgety, and the kind of anxious that makes Connor feel like he's just kicked a puppy. Connor is scary, and kinda mean, and the sort of edgy that makes Evan feel like he's going to get cut.

    But fate seems to be so determined that they end up friends that it happens twice. Sort of. The whole thing is messy. Blame Jared.

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    Evan feels completely listless. The one-two punch of whatever he just walked in on has knocked all the energy out of his body.

    What the fuck?

    It occurs to him, rather suddenly: I’m gonna have to move out.

    OR:

    Evan Hansen is recently single and desperate to break the lease he signed with his ex. Apartment 4D has been a little low on rent money since Connor Murphy had a psychotic break. Maybe it's kismet.

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    When a tragic suicide and a lot of bad luck plunges anxiety-ridden Evan Hansen into a situation he can't escape, he finds himself the only source of comfort for a grieving family coping with the death of their son, and in the case of Zoe Murphy (aka Evan's long-time crush), her abusive brother… under the belief that Evan was his best friend.

    Trauma-shaken Zoe struggles to accept there was a side to Connor she didn't know. But it's not until a rash, emotion-fueled split second decision on Evan's part that there's another confusing feeling thrown into the mix… and she's pretty sure she's falling for her brother's best friend.

    Follow Evan and Zoe’s climb on the slippery slope of romance under the pain and guilt of their situations in this alternate universe to Dear Evan Hansen, exploring the tale of a lie and a relationship that spirals out of control until Evan is given no choice but to do the one thing he wanted least in the whole world: tell the truth, and break Zoe's heart.

    Completely shattered, Zoe has to force herself through each day, barely functioning through her devastation... until she wakes up one morning mysteriously ill... and as it turns out, trusting Evan wasn't the only mistake she made.

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    (Dear Evan Hansen / Schmigadoon! Crossover)
    Zoe and Alana had the absolutely amazing idea (as they thought) to bring Evan and Jared – who were constantly fighting – closer together by a camping trip to Ellison Park. It ends up with them getting lost in a (literally) different world. Will they be able to ever leave this weird place they call “Schmigadoon”?

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    Evan is going to college finally and accidentally picks the same college as Jared. No big deal, he tells himself, not like he Jare are gonna be... Oh fuck. They are roommates. Jared has been pining hopelessly after Evan since the whole Connor incident started (probably since before that but Jared really doesn't know (yes he does)). What happens when they are forced to live together after years of not seeing each other? Will emotions finally tumble out or will they stay bottled up, making them think about what could have been?

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    Evan Hansen has been trying to get himself together. He wants to prove to himself that he can be self sufficient and not crushingly mentally ill. He packs up and moves to New York City, prepared for a city that is every bit as cynical as he is.

    But then, there's a gorgeous guy on Evan's train. Connor, with his vintage new wave charm and his devastating smile. At first Evan dismisses it as just a fleeting infatuation, one of those public transit daydreams. He's fallen in love with plenty of strangers for a few moments before. This is nothing.

    Until, of course, it isn't. As they get to know one another, Evan becomes the sort of person who looks forward to his commute because of his subway crush. So, naturally there's a snag: Connor isn't someone with a vintage sense of style. He's literally vintage. Unstuck in time and trapped on the subway.

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    Inspired by One Last Stop by Casey McQuiston.

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    Evan didn’t like going to parties. You couldn't ever hear or see what was going on at parties anyway. The lights are too dim and the music is too loud. But college is supposed to be a new chapter, isn’t it? Maybe college Evan likes parties, now.

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    Evan didn’t want to go to be a camp counselor, I mean who does? (Actually a lot of people find it fun, but not Evan, who gets Squeamish around his own half-siblings)

    When Evan tells his mother about his suicide attempt, after almost committing suicide again, she gets really strict, and worried. She also cuts off therapy because of money problems, but gets a car. Evan is sick and tired of her behavior, so he decides to go be a camp counselor and get away from his mother for a couple of months. In the process, he meets a couple of interesting people (*cough like Connor cough*)

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    “I have something here. A note. A, uh, letter. Um.” She cleared her throat and slipped into her best poetry recital voice. “I wish that everything was different. I wish that I was part of something. I wish that anything I said mattered to anyone. I mean, face it, would anybody even notice if I disappeared tomorrow?”

    Alana’s breath escaped in a huff. “Well, that’s a mood. Not mine. I mean, the words aren’t mine, but I know what it’s like. And I bet you all do too.”

    Her voice was small.

    The room was quiet.

    And still. So still.

    It was like she was whispering into the void.

    She closed her eyes. “I’m here. I’m listening. Our lines are open.”

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    Evan has a secret which he keeps hiding under the guise of being Connor’s friend. Some people around him even begin to assume that everything was a lie; that he wasn’t friends with Connor after all.

    It just ached to tell them the truth because that meant he had to face the consequences. And he wanted that to be delayed as much as possible.

    Ie. A retelling of DEH.

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    I found Sincerely 3, and decide to project my feelings onto the characters because I want them to suffer and need plot.

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    When Zoe goes to sleep one night, it’s December. Connor has been dead since September, the Connor Project has come and gone, and Evan’s lies have been exposed.

    When Zoe wakes up, it’s September again - the first day of senior year. The Connor Project hasn’t happened yet. And Connor is still alive.

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    Many people would say Alana was gifted. She was at the top of her class, had too many blue ribbons and first place trophies to count, and any of her classmates would say she was a "nice person."

    Alana would also consider herself gifted, just not in the way others did. Sure, she was all those things, but that wasn't the "gift" she thought of when people mentioned her.

    Alana could see ghosts. Always has been able to. No one else knew. It was more of a tolerance, Alana could see the ghosts, but she didn't interact with them, didn't let them see her.

    At least until the ghost of Connor Murphy showed up.

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    Evan, Connor, Jared, Alana and Zoe land themselves in Saturday detention.

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    It's the holidays, and Connor is the happiest he's been in a long time. He's fixing things with his parents and sister; he's got a ton of new friends, and they're all coming over to exchange Christmas gifts, drink hot chocolate, watch holiday movies, and show off their ugly sweaters; and Connor has Evan, which still feels like a dream. But it's real and it's amazing, and he can't believe how lucky he is.

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    Set to the same story you all know, Connor dies, Evan fucks some shit up and regrets it, as you all already know, but what if Evan got a second chance, a redo? Or maybe several redos... What if...

    Of course gay, Evan/Connor, Zoe/Alana, Jared is going to be so gay, omfg Jared is so fruity, he is so fruity, fruity as fuck, FRUITY!!!
    (I'M PANROMANTIC DON'T COME AT ME IF ITS SO FRUITY THAT IT SEEMS HOMOPHOBIC)

    Be prepared for some oblivious gays.
    And maybe Evan fucks a ghost. /j
    TRIGGER WARNING: SUICIDAL IDEATION AND ATTEMPTS (A LOT), MAYBE PANIC ATTACKS IF I CAN FIGURE OUT HOW TO WRITE THEM PROPERLY(i dont wanna misrepresent something :] ) HOMOPHOBIA

    I'll try not to abandon this or at least give it a proper probably rushed ending if i do feel live giving up on writing it.
    I am in school and have homework often, so sorry if its not updated regularly but I'll try my best to update as quickly as I can.

    I'm Fern btw :)

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    Evan is sick of everything. His mother barely paying attention to him, his own father leaving him. Jared- Jared... he despises Jared, only using him for his stupid god damn car. And Connor... Connor is the final breaking point.

     

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    Or: I write something messed up, and got the idea from Shraff (the crab man).

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    Alana confronts Evan about why he's been missing Connor Project meetings.

    (It goes a little differently than it does in the musical.)

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    Alana asks Zoe to go on a date with her. Fluff ensues.

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