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    Evan Hansen has been trying to get himself together. He wants to prove to himself that he can be self sufficient and not crushingly mentally ill. He packs up and moves to New York City, prepared for a city that is every bit as cynical as he is.

    But then, there's a gorgeous guy on Evan's train. Connor, with his vintage new wave charm and his devastating smile. At first Evan dismisses it as just a fleeting infatuation, one of those public transit daydreams. He's fallen in love with plenty of strangers for a few moments before. This is nothing.

    Until, of course, it isn't. As they get to know one another, Evan becomes the sort of person who looks forward to his commute because of his subway crush. So, naturally there's a snag: Connor isn't someone with a vintage sense of style. He's literally vintage. Unstuck in time and trapped on the subway.

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    Inspired by One Last Stop by Casey McQuiston.

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    “I have something here. A note. A, uh, letter. Um.” She cleared her throat and slipped into her best poetry recital voice. “I wish that everything was different. I wish that I was part of something. I wish that anything I said mattered to anyone. I mean, face it, would anybody even notice if I disappeared tomorrow?”

    Alana’s breath escaped in a huff. “Well, that’s a mood. Not mine. I mean, the words aren’t mine, but I know what it’s like. And I bet you all do too.”

    Her voice was small.

    The room was quiet.

    And still. So still.

    It was like she was whispering into the void.

    She closed her eyes. “I’m here. I’m listening. Our lines are open.”

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    Evan has a secret which he keeps hiding under the guise of being Connor’s friend. Some people around him even begin to assume that everything was a lie; that he wasn’t friends with Connor after all.

    It just ached to tell them the truth because that meant he had to face the consequences. And he wanted that to be delayed as much as possible.

    Ie. A retelling of DEH.

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    When a tragic suicide and a lot of bad luck plunges anxiety-ridden Evan Hansen into a situation he can't escape, he finds himself the only source of comfort for a grieving family coping with the death of their son, and in the case of Zoe Murphy (aka Evan's long-time crush), her abusive brother… under the belief that Evan was his best friend.

    Trauma-shaken Zoe struggles to accept there was a side to Connor she didn't know. But it's not until a rash, emotion-fueled split second decision on Evan's part that there's another confusing feeling thrown into the mix… and she's pretty sure she's falling for her brother's best friend.

    Follow Evan and Zoe’s climb on the slippery slope of romance under the pain and guilt of their situations in this alternate universe to Dear Evan Hansen, exploring the tale of a lie and a relationship that spirals out of control until Evan is given no choice but to do the one thing he wanted least in the whole world: tell the truth, and break Zoe's heart.

    Completely shattered, Zoe has to force herself through each day, barely functioning through her devastation... until she wakes up one morning mysteriously ill... and as it turns out, trusting Evan wasn't the only mistake she made.

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    Evan didn’t like going to parties. You couldn't ever hear or see what was going on at parties anyway. The lights are too dim and the music is too loud. But college is supposed to be a new chapter, isn’t it? Maybe college Evan likes parties, now.

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    I found Sincerely 3, and decide to project my feelings onto the characters because I want them to suffer and need plot.

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    When Evan Hansen first met Connor Murphy, he had no idea how much his life would change from meeting him-- and later, losing him.

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    2/?
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    When Zoe goes to sleep one night, it’s December. Connor has been dead since September, the Connor Project has come and gone, and Evan’s lies have been exposed.

    When Zoe wakes up, it’s September again - the first day of senior year. The Connor Project hasn’t happened yet. And Connor is still alive.

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    Many people would say Alana was gifted. She was at the top of her class, had too many blue ribbons and first place trophies to count, and any of her classmates would say she was a "nice person."

    Alana would also consider herself gifted, just not in the way others did. Sure, she was all those things, but that wasn't the "gift" she thought of when people mentioned her.

    Alana could see ghosts. Always has been able to. No one else knew. It was more of a tolerance, Alana could see the ghosts, but she didn't interact with them, didn't let them see her.

    At least until the ghost of Connor Murphy showed up.

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    Evan, Connor, Jared, Alana and Zoe land themselves in Saturday detention.

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    It's the holidays, and Connor is the happiest he's been in a long time. He's fixing things with his parents and sister; he's got a ton of new friends, and they're all coming over to exchange Christmas gifts, drink hot chocolate, watch holiday movies, and show off their ugly sweaters; and Connor has Evan, which still feels like a dream. But it's real and it's amazing, and he can't believe how lucky he is.

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    Set to the same story you all know, Connor dies, Evan fucks some shit up and regrets it, as you all already know, but what if Evan got a second chance, a redo? Or maybe several redos... What if...

    Of course gay, Evan/Connor, Zoe/Alana, Jared is going to be so gay, omfg Jared is so fruity, he is so fruity, fruity as fuck, FRUITY!!!
    (I'M PANROMANTIC DON'T COME AT ME IF ITS SO FRUITY THAT IT SEEMS HOMOPHOBIC)

    Be prepared for some oblivious gays.
    And maybe Evan fucks a ghost. /j
    TRIGGER WARNING: SUICIDAL IDEATION AND ATTEMPTS (A LOT), MAYBE PANIC ATTACKS IF I CAN FIGURE OUT HOW TO WRITE THEM PROPERLY(i dont wanna misrepresent something :] ) HOMOPHOBIA

    I'll try not to abandon this or at least give it a proper probably rushed ending if i do feel live giving up on writing it.
    I am in school and have homework often, so sorry if its not updated regularly but I'll try my best to update as quickly as I can.

    I'm Fern btw :)

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    Alana Beck is having a quarter life crisis. Sure, she's got her best friends in the whole world — the Subterranean Sonnetists are great, and she knows that together they're changing a small corner of the world — and sure, she graduated second in their class. As far as everyone is concerned, she should be happy. Her life is finally perfect.

    But the world doesn't care how perfect your life is supposed to be, or how far you've come, or how hard you're working. The clock is tick-tick-ticking down, and choices about the future need to be made.

    At least her friends will be there too.

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    Evan is sick of everything. His mother barely paying attention to him, his own father leaving him. Jared- Jared... he despises Jared, only using him for his stupid god damn car. And Connor... Connor is the final breaking point.

     

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    Or: I write something messed up, and got the idea from Shraff (the crab man).

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    1/?
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    Alana confronts Evan about why he's been missing Connor Project meetings.

    (It goes a little differently than it does in the musical.)

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    Evan is going to college finally and accidentally picks the same college as Jared. No big deal, he tells himself, not like he Jare are gonna be... Oh fuck. They are roommates. Jared has been pining hopelessly after Evan since the whole Connor incident started (probably since before that but Jared really doesn't know (yes he does)). What happens when they are forced to live together after years of not seeing each other? Will emotions finally tumble out or will they stay bottled up, making them think about what could have been?

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    Alana asks Zoe to go on a date with her. Fluff ensues.

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    It isn't until Evan feels someone sit down right next to his head, blocking the sun from his barely open eyes, and touches his shoulder that he believes a real person found him. And they ask him again, “Are you okay? What I can I do to help?”

    Evan tries really hard to open his eyes more, to see who had found him on the worst day of his life and when he does, he’s pretty sure he was wrong and is actually dead or hallucinating, because there was absolutely no way in hell that Zoe Murphy just found him.

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    When Evan's attempt doesn't fail, he finds out ghosts exist by becoming one. Evan, as a ghost, decides to visit the people he had wanted to talk to when alive because he thought no one would be able to see him. He ends up in the Murphy household and finds out that the one and only Connor Murphy seems to be able to see him.
    a deal between the two ensue and the lies begin to be created.

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    kind of like Connor in Evan's shoes, Evan is a ghost an finds Connor kind of cool even though the only reason he was ever to at the Murphy house was to see if Zoe was home.

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    Or the fan fic i didnt proof read and said "f it post it online"

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    7/?
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    The summer after the Connor Project, Alana and Jared happen to be counselors at the same summer camp. Alana can’t seem to get rid of Jared, and Jared can’t seem to stay away from Alana.

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    8/16
    Comments:
    24
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    23
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    3
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    368

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