1 - 20 of 79 Works in Alana Beck & Connor Murphy

Pages Navigation

Listing Works

  1. Tags
    Summary

    “I have something here. A note. A, uh, letter. Um.” She cleared her throat and slipped into her best poetry recital voice. “I wish that everything was different. I wish that I was part of something. I wish that anything I said mattered to anyone. I mean, face it, would anybody even notice if I disappeared tomorrow?”

    Alana’s breath escaped in a huff. “Well, that’s a mood. Not mine. I mean, the words aren’t mine, but I know what it’s like. And I bet you all do too.”

    Her voice was small.

    The room was quiet.

    And still. So still.

    It was like she was whispering into the void.

    She closed her eyes. “I’m here. I’m listening. Our lines are open.”

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    82,658
    Chapters:
    23/24
    Comments:
    20
    Kudos:
    77
    Bookmarks:
    13
    Hits:
    1687
  2. Tags
    Summary

    Evan Hansen has been trying to get himself together. He wants to prove to himself that he can be self sufficient and not crushingly mentally ill. He packs up and moves to New York City, prepared for a city that is every bit as cynical as he is.

    But then, there's a gorgeous guy on Evan's train. Connor, with his vintage new wave charm and his devastating smile. At first Evan dismisses it as just a fleeting infatuation, one of those public transit daydreams. He's fallen in love with plenty of strangers for a few moments before. This is nothing.

    Until, of course, it isn't. As they get to know one another, Evan becomes the sort of person who looks forward to his commute because of his subway crush. So, naturally there's a snag: Connor isn't someone with a vintage sense of style. He's literally vintage. Unstuck in time and trapped on the subway.

    ****

    Inspired by One Last Stop by Casey McQuiston.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    144,145
    Chapters:
    20/22
    Comments:
    194
    Kudos:
    102
    Bookmarks:
    15
    Hits:
    2318
  3. Tags
    Summary

    When Evan takes his own life, his therapy letter still in his possession, Heidi mistakenly assumes he and Zoe were dating. Confronted by the grieving mother, Zoe goes along with the lie and ends up swept into a life she’s always wanted but never thought she could have. If she can bring Heidi some comfort in the process, then everyone wins.

    Until Alana creates The Evan Project and the lie snowballs. Before she knows it, Zoe’s in too deep and doesn’t know how to fix the mess she’s created. And if she's not careful, her perfect new life could crumble - especially since someone knows she's lying.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    42,181
    Chapters:
    12/?
    Comments:
    120
    Kudos:
    129
    Bookmarks:
    21
    Hits:
    2124
  4. Tags
    Summary

    When Zoe goes to sleep one night, it’s December. Connor has been dead since September, the Connor Project has come and gone, and Evan’s lies have been exposed.

    When Zoe wakes up, it’s September again - the first day of senior year. The Connor Project hasn’t happened yet. And Connor is still alive.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    81,914
    Chapters:
    23/23
    Comments:
    203
    Kudos:
    259
    Bookmarks:
    47
    Hits:
    4859
  5. Tags
    Summary

    Evan, Connor, Jared, Alana and Zoe land themselves in Saturday detention.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    7,030
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    12
    Kudos:
    103
    Bookmarks:
    14
    Hits:
    974
  6. Tags
    Summary

    Connor Murphy signs Evan Hansen’s cast on the first day of senior year and steals a letter about his younger sister. That night, Evan kills himself.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    985
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Collections:
    1
    Comments:
    2
    Kudos:
    25
    Bookmarks:
    2
    Hits:
    231
  7. Tags
    Summary

    Alana is a very smart and very practical person, but underneath all that intelligence is a desire for something that's a little less logical than one might expect from her. Something a little...whimsical

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    3,640
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    2
    Kudos:
    4
    Bookmarks:
    2
    Hits:
    47
  8. Tags
    Summary

    It's the holidays, and Connor is the happiest he's been in a long time. He's fixing things with his parents and sister; he's got a ton of new friends, and they're all coming over to exchange Christmas gifts, drink hot chocolate, watch holiday movies, and show off their ugly sweaters; and Connor has Evan, which still feels like a dream. But it's real and it's amazing, and he can't believe how lucky he is.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    5,383
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    4
    Kudos:
    48
    Bookmarks:
    2
    Hits:
    490
  9. Tags
    Summary

    Connor and Alana take a walk out in the snow and talk.

    For the Sincerely Us Winter Gift Exchange.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    1,467
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Kudos:
    8
    Hits:
    70
  10. Tags
    Summary

    Prompt: Jared hosts a radio show/podcast of some sort and all the others text in regularly (or maybe one of them cohosts)

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    1,111
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    3
    Kudos:
    14
    Bookmarks:
    2
    Hits:
    98
  11. Tags
    Summary

    Set to the same story you all know, Connor dies, Evan fucks some shit up and regrets it, as you all already know, but what if Evan got a second chance, a redo? Or maybe several redos... What if...

    Of course gay, Evan/Connor, Zoe/Alana, Jared is going to be so gay, omfg Jared is so fruity, he is so fruity, fruity as fuck, FRUITY!!!
    (I'M PANROMANTIC DON'T COME AT ME IF ITS SO FRUITY THAT IT SEEMS HOMOPHOBIC)

    Be prepared for some oblivious gays.
    And maybe Evan fucks a ghost. /j
    TRIGGER WARNING: SUICIDAL IDEATION AND ATTEMPTS (A LOT), MAYBE PANIC ATTACKS IF I CAN FIGURE OUT HOW TO WRITE THEM PROPERLY(i dont wanna misrepresent something :] ) HOMOPHOBIA

    I'll try not to abandon this or at least give it a proper probably rushed ending if i do feel live giving up on writing it.
    I am in school and have homework often, so sorry if its not updated regularly but I'll try my best to update as quickly as I can.

    I'm Fern btw :)

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    2,227
    Chapters:
    2/?
    Comments:
    2
    Kudos:
    7
    Bookmarks:
    1
    Hits:
    166
  12. Tags
    Summary

    Alana Beck is having a quarter life crisis. Sure, she's got her best friends in the whole world — the Subterranean Sonnetists are great, and she knows that together they're changing a small corner of the world — and sure, she graduated second in their class. As far as everyone is concerned, she should be happy. Her life is finally perfect.

    But the world doesn't care how perfect your life is supposed to be, or how far you've come, or how hard you're working. The clock is tick-tick-ticking down, and choices about the future need to be made.

    At least her friends will be there too.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    1,203
    Chapters:
    1/?
    Comments:
    2
    Kudos:
    13
    Hits:
    70
  13. Tags
    Summary

    Alana isn't excited for her first day of senior year, not after a heartbreaking summer in which she lost her grandmother. She knows it's pathetic to say her grandma was her best friend, but it's true, and Alana's not sure if she can survive the first day, let alone the entire year. She just wants to curl up in her bed and cry.

    Connor Murphy is struggling, and every day it gets harder to keep going. After the worst summer of his life, and a disastrous first day back, all he wants to do is go home, open the bottle of pills in his pocket, and swallow them all.

    But maybe this year will be different. Maybe each of them just needs a friend.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    3,486
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    2
    Kudos:
    19
    Bookmarks:
    4
    Hits:
    171
  14. Tags
    Summary

    I haven't told anyone
    Just like we promised
    Have you?
    Every time I drive through the city where you're from
    I squeeze a little

    (Or: Falling into love with you again is nothing short of familiar.)

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    6,416
    Chapters:
    6/10
    Comments:
    9
    Kudos:
    29
    Bookmarks:
    2
    Hits:
    319
  15. Tags
    Summary

    Alana asks Zoe to go on a date with her. Fluff ensues.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    3,096
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    6
    Kudos:
    29
    Bookmarks:
    1
    Hits:
    307
  16. Tags
    Summary

    “I'm the guy you said you were friends with. The guy you used to get popular. But that might be a handful to remember. You can call me... CMS," the soul decided, crossing his arms.

    "CMS?" Evan glanced at him.

    "Connor Murphy's Soul," CMS said slowly, like it was a difficult concept to wrap his head around. "But we're getting ahead of ourselves. You need to fix this."

    (A redo au, inspired by charactershoesfics “Come And Go”).

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    28,356
    Chapters:
    11/40
    Comments:
    86
    Kudos:
    244
    Bookmarks:
    25
    Hits:
    2422
  17. Tags
    Summary

    It isn't until Evan feels someone sit down right next to his head, blocking the sun from his barely open eyes, and touches his shoulder that he believes a real person found him. And they ask him again, “Are you okay? What I can I do to help?”

    Evan tries really hard to open his eyes more, to see who had found him on the worst day of his life and when he does, he’s pretty sure he was wrong and is actually dead or hallucinating, because there was absolutely no way in hell that Zoe Murphy just found him.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    213,741
    Chapters:
    24/24
    Comments:
    175
    Kudos:
    67
    Bookmarks:
    20
    Hits:
    3636
  18. Tags
    Summary

    Evan joins his school’s chess club.
    This changes everything.

    (An exercise in perspective)

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    3,992
    Chapters:
    1/5
    Comments:
    1
    Kudos:
    14
    Bookmarks:
    2
    Hits:
    136
  19. Tags
    Summary

    Pirate!Evan

    Royalty!Connor

    what more do u need

    Connor is a "princess" that needs to get married bc his Vision says he must. He defies orders and ends up getting kidnapped. But maybe that isn't a bad thing?

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    2,518
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Kudos:
    21
    Bookmarks:
    1
    Hits:
    280
  20. Tags
    Summary

    There's something brewing at school.
    An anonymous set of diary entries brings together an unlikely rag-tag team that's dedicated to finding them - to convincing them that they may not be alone in the strangeness that they're convinced has left them isolated.
    Along the way they figure some things out about themselves and each other. Oh! And a little cryptology. For flavor.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    7,097
    Chapters:
    5/?
    Comments:
    12
    Kudos:
    27
    Bookmarks:
    3
    Hits:
    337

Filters

Filter results:
Submit

Include

?
Include Ratings
Include Warnings
Include Categories
Include Fandoms
Include Characters
Include Relationships
Include Additional Tags

Exclude

?
Exclude Ratings
Exclude Warnings
Exclude Categories
Exclude Fandoms
Exclude Characters
Exclude Relationships
Exclude Additional Tags

More Options

Crossovers
Completion Status
Word Count
Date Updated
Submit

Clear Filters

Pages Navigation