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    When Evan takes his own life, his therapy letter still in his possession, Heidi mistakenly assumes he and Zoe were dating. Confronted by the grieving mother, Zoe goes along with the lie and ends up swept into a life she’s always wanted but never thought she could have. If she can bring Heidi some comfort in the process, then everyone wins.

    Until Alana creates The Evan Project and the lie snowballs. Before she knows it, Zoe’s in too deep and doesn’t know how to fix the mess she’s created. And if she's not careful, her perfect new life could crumble - especially since someone knows she's lying.

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    esspresso is probably Evan's best friend. Talking to him is easy. Evan knows esspresso –– he can't spell, he totally overuses "I am" in his poetry, and he's always a little hard on himself. esspresso lashes out sometimes, but Evan's okay with that. He knows what it's like when people leave. He won't do that, not to his friends.

    loreax is probably Connor's best friend. Talking to him is hard, but in all the right ways. loreax challenges him to be better, lifts him up, makes fun of his spelling, and is the kind of thoughtful that only comes from spending way too much time in your own head. Connor can relate. He doesn't always know what loreax wants, or even what he needs, but he's going to try. He doesn't have that many friends, he'd like to be there for the one he's got.

    Connor and Evan don't know each other very well. Evan is weird, and fidgety, and the kind of anxious that makes Connor feel like he's just kicked a puppy. Connor is scary, and kinda mean, and the sort of edgy that makes Evan feel like he's going to get cut.

    But fate seems to be so determined that they end up friends that it happens twice. Sort of. The whole thing is messy. Blame Jared.

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    Basically, Evan didn’t write the letter, Conner didn’t find it, and they became friends. Alana is already friends with Conner and falls in love with his sister.

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    Evan Hansen has been trying to get himself together. He wants to prove to himself that he can be self sufficient and not crushingly mentally ill. He packs up and moves to New York City, prepared for a city that is every bit as cynical as he is.

    But then, there's a gorgeous guy on Evan's train. Connor, with his vintage new wave charm and his devastating smile. At first Evan dismisses it as just a fleeting infatuation, one of those public transit daydreams. He's fallen in love with plenty of strangers for a few moments before. This is nothing.

    Until, of course, it isn't. As they get to know one another, Evan becomes the sort of person who looks forward to his commute because of his subway crush. So, naturally there's a snag: Connor isn't someone with a vintage sense of style. He's literally vintage. Unstuck in time and trapped on the subway.

    ****

    Inspired by One Last Stop by Casey McQuiston.

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    “I have something here. A note. A, uh, letter. Um.” She cleared her throat and slipped into her best poetry recital voice. “I wish that everything was different. I wish that I was part of something. I wish that anything I said mattered to anyone. I mean, face it, would anybody even notice if I disappeared tomorrow?”

    Alana’s breath escaped in a huff. “Well, that’s a mood. Not mine. I mean, the words aren’t mine, but I know what it’s like. And I bet you all do too.”

    Her voice was small.

    The room was quiet.

    And still. So still.

    It was like she was whispering into the void.

    She closed her eyes. “I’m here. I’m listening. Our lines are open.”

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    When Zoe goes to sleep one night, it’s December. Connor has been dead since September, the Connor Project has come and gone, and Evan’s lies have been exposed.

    When Zoe wakes up, it’s September again - the first day of senior year. The Connor Project hasn’t happened yet. And Connor is still alive.

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    Evan, Connor, Jared, Alana and Zoe land themselves in Saturday detention.

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    It's the holidays, and Connor is the happiest he's been in a long time. He's fixing things with his parents and sister; he's got a ton of new friends, and they're all coming over to exchange Christmas gifts, drink hot chocolate, watch holiday movies, and show off their ugly sweaters; and Connor has Evan, which still feels like a dream. But it's real and it's amazing, and he can't believe how lucky he is.

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    Connor and Alana take a walk out in the snow and talk.

    For the Sincerely Us Winter Gift Exchange.

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    Prompt: Jared hosts a radio show/podcast of some sort and all the others text in regularly (or maybe one of them cohosts)

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    Set to the same story you all know, Connor dies, Evan fucks some shit up and regrets it, as you all already know, but what if Evan got a second chance, a redo? Or maybe several redos... What if...

    Of course gay, Evan/Connor, Zoe/Alana, Jared is going to be so gay, omfg Jared is so fruity, he is so fruity, fruity as fuck, FRUITY!!!
    (I'M PANROMANTIC DON'T COME AT ME IF ITS SO FRUITY THAT IT SEEMS HOMOPHOBIC)

    Be prepared for some oblivious gays.
    And maybe Evan fucks a ghost. /j
    TRIGGER WARNING: SUICIDAL IDEATION AND ATTEMPTS (A LOT), MAYBE PANIC ATTACKS IF I CAN FIGURE OUT HOW TO WRITE THEM PROPERLY(i dont wanna misrepresent something :] ) HOMOPHOBIA

    I'll try not to abandon this or at least give it a proper probably rushed ending if i do feel live giving up on writing it.
    I am in school and have homework often, so sorry if its not updated regularly but I'll try my best to update as quickly as I can.

    I'm Fern btw :)

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    Alana isn't excited for her first day of senior year, not after a heartbreaking summer in which she lost her grandmother. She knows it's pathetic to say her grandma was her best friend, but it's true, and Alana's not sure if she can survive the first day, let alone the entire year. She just wants to curl up in her bed and cry.

    Connor Murphy is struggling, and every day it gets harder to keep going. After the worst summer of his life, and a disastrous first day back, all he wants to do is go home, open the bottle of pills in his pocket, and swallow them all.

    But maybe this year will be different. Maybe each of them just needs a friend.

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    Alana asks Zoe to go on a date with her. Fluff ensues.

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    “I'm the guy you said you were friends with. The guy you used to get popular. But that might be a handful to remember. You can call me... CMS," the soul decided, crossing his arms.

    "CMS?" Evan glanced at him.

    "Connor Murphy's Soul," CMS said slowly, like it was a difficult concept to wrap his head around. "But we're getting ahead of ourselves. You need to fix this."

    (A redo au, inspired by charactershoesfics “Come And Go”).

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    It isn't until Evan feels someone sit down right next to his head, blocking the sun from his barely open eyes, and touches his shoulder that he believes a real person found him. And they ask him again, “Are you okay? What I can I do to help?”

    Evan tries really hard to open his eyes more, to see who had found him on the worst day of his life and when he does, he’s pretty sure he was wrong and is actually dead or hallucinating, because there was absolutely no way in hell that Zoe Murphy just found him.

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    Pirate!Evan

    Royalty!Connor

    what more do u need

    Connor is a "princess" that needs to get married bc his Vision says he must. He defies orders and ends up getting kidnapped. But maybe that isn't a bad thing?

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    Evan recently started college and it looks to be more than he bargained for, and his new roommate seems familiar somehow.

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    Esspresso_depresso is a well known author online. He's notable for his poetry and his knack for writing short stories that capture real world anxieties in fictional settings.
    Esspresso_depresso’s best friend is theloreax, a shy boy who pushed him to continue writing after his first short story.

    Connor Murphy is the school stoner, and he knows his parents believe he’ll never amount to anything. Evan Hansen is so invisible that he doesn’t even get a fancy title like ‘school stoner’, and has lived his life with a parent who thinks more of him than he could ever become.

    It’s funny and it’s strange, some people manage to become friends twice over without even realizing it.

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    It's 2006. Connor Murphy's back in California high society after getting kicked out of boarding school. Evan Hansen just got arrested for stealing a car. It's a little easier to be an outsider when you're not alone.

    An AU inspired by The O.C.

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    Two days isn’t enough to fall in love with someone. Or is it?

     

    A DEH Groundhog Day AU with a pining Connor for extreme angst.

    Edit, 3/30/21: Yes, I’m alive. No, no new chapter yet. Sorry. As you’ve probably guessed, this work is not being updated as of now. I’m hesitating to say discontinued, because I do have plenty of sparse text and half-finished chapters that I’d hate to just throw away. But to put it simply, I’m just not as passionate for DEH as I was before, so writing has been difficult (and looking back on my writing makes me cringe). Maybe I’ll continue it. Maybe I won’t. But I hope you enjoy the chapters that I have written and posted so far and check out some other fandom works I’ll (possibly) be posting in the future! -Vachaan

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