tag:archiveofourown.org,2005:/tags/18587475/feedAO3 works tagged 'Larry Murphy & Zoe Murphy'2022-09-22T05:09:18Ztag:archiveofourown.org,2005:Work/418636292022-09-22T05:09:18Z2023-06-15T06:21:37ZReinvention [A Dear Evan Hansen AU : Act One]<p>by <a rel="author" href="/users/armadillo_arts/pseuds/armadillo_arts">armadillo_arts</a></p><p>When a tragic suicide and a lot of bad luck plunges anxiety-ridden Evan Hansen into a situation he can't escape, he finds himself the only source of comfort for a grieving family coping with the death of their son, and in the case of Zoe Murphy (aka Evan's long-time crush), her abusive brother… under the belief that Evan was his best friend.</p><p>Trauma-shaken Zoe struggles to accept there was a side to Connor she didn't know. But it's not until a rash, emotion-fueled split second decision on Evan's part that there's another confusing feeling thrown into the mix… and she's pretty sure she's falling for her brother's best friend.</p><p>Follow Evan and Zoe’s climb on the slippery slope of romance under the pain and guilt of their situations in this alternate universe to Dear Evan Hansen, exploring the tale of a lie and a relationship that spirals out of control until Evan is given no choice but to do the one thing he wanted least in the whole world: tell the truth, and break Zoe's heart.</p><p>Completely shattered, Zoe has to force herself through each day, barely functioning through her devastation... until she wakes up one morning mysteriously ill... and as it turns out, trusting Evan wasn't the only mistake she made.</p><p>Words: 59754, Chapters: 8/?, Language: English</p><ul><li>Fandoms: <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Dear%20Evan%20Hansen%20-%20Pasek%20*a*%20Paul*s*Levenson/works">Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson</a></li><li>Rating: <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Teen%20And%20Up%20Audiences/works">Teen And Up Audiences</a></li><li>Warnings: <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Major%20Character%20Death/works">Major Character Death</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Underage/works">Underage</a></li><li>Categories: <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/F*s*M/works">F/M</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/M*s*M/works">M/M</a></li><li>Characters: <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Evan%20Hansen/works">Evan Hansen</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Zoe%20Murphy/works">Zoe Murphy</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Connor%20Murphy%20(Dear%20Evan%20Hansen)/works">Connor Murphy (Dear Evan Hansen)</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Jared%20Kleinman/works">Jared Kleinman</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Alana%20Beck/works">Alana Beck</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Heidi%20Hansen/works">Heidi Hansen</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Cynthia%20Murphy/works">Cynthia Murphy</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Larry%20Murphy%20(Dear%20Evan%20Hansen)/works">Larry Murphy (Dear Evan Hansen)</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Miguel%20(Dear%20Evan%20Hansen)/works">Miguel (Dear Evan Hansen)</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Jared%20Kleinman's%20Parents/works">Jared Kleinman's Parents</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Alana%20Beck%E2%80%99s%20Parents/works">Alana Beck’s Parents</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Original%20Characters/works">Original Characters</a></li><li>Relationships: <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Evan%20Hansen*s*Zoe%20Murphy/works">Evan Hansen/Zoe Murphy</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Evan%20Hansen*s*Jared%20Kleinman%20(One-sided)/works">Evan Hansen/Jared Kleinman (One-sided)</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Miguel*s*Connor%20Murphy%20(Dear%20Evan%20Hansen)/works">Miguel/Connor Murphy (Dear Evan Hansen)</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Cynthia%20Murphy*s*Larry%20Murphy/works">Cynthia Murphy/Larry Murphy</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Evan%20Hansen%20*a*%20Jared%20Kleinman/works">Evan Hansen & Jared Kleinman</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Evan%20Hansen%20*a*%20Connor%20Murphy/works">Evan Hansen & Connor Murphy</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Evan%20Hansen%20*a*%20Zoe%20Murphy/works">Evan Hansen & Zoe Murphy</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Evan%20Hansen%20*a*%20Heidi%20Hansen/works">Evan Hansen & Heidi Hansen</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Evan%20Hansen%20*a*%20Cynthia%20Murphy/works">Evan Hansen & Cynthia Murphy</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Evan%20Hansen%20*a*%20Larry%20Murphy%20(Dear%20Evan%20Hansen)/works">Evan Hansen & Larry Murphy (Dear Evan Hansen)</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Alana%20Beck%20*a*%20Evan%20Hansen/works">Alana Beck & Evan Hansen</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Alana%20Beck%20*a*%20Jared%20Kleinman/works">Alana Beck & Jared Kleinman</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Alana%20Beck%20*a*%20Zoe%20Murphy/works">Alana Beck & Zoe Murphy</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Alana%20Beck%20*a*%20Evan%20Hansen%20*a*%20Jared%20Kleinman%20*a*%20Zoe%20Murphy/works">Alana Beck & Evan Hansen & Jared Kleinman & Zoe Murphy</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Connor%20Murphy%20*a*%20Zoe%20Murphy/works">Connor Murphy & Zoe Murphy</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Jared%20Kleinman%20*a*%20Zoe%20Murphy/works">Jared Kleinman & Zoe Murphy</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Cynthia%20Murphy%20*a*%20Zoe%20Murphy/works">Cynthia Murphy & Zoe Murphy</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Larry%20Murphy%20*a*%20Zoe%20Murphy/works">Larry Murphy & Zoe Murphy</a></li><li>Additional Tags: <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Suicide/works">Suicide</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Mental%20Health%20Issues/works">Mental Health Issues</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Self-Harm/works">Self-Harm</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Anxiety/works">Anxiety</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Depression/works">Depression</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Post-Traumatic%20Stress%20Disorder%20-%20PTSD/works">Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Obsessive-Compulsive%20Disorder/works">Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Autism/works">Autism</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Attention%20Deficit%20Hyperactivity%20Disorder/works">Attention Deficit Hyperactivity Disorder</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Implied*s*Referenced%20Underage%20Sex/works">Implied/Referenced Underage Sex</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Underage%20Drinking/works">Underage Drinking</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Underage%20Smoking/works">Underage Smoking</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Panic%20Attacks/works">Panic Attacks</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Anxiety%20Attacks/works">Anxiety Attacks</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Internalized%20Homophobia/works">Internalized Homophobia</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Angst/works">Angst</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Fluff/works">Fluff</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Divorce/works">Divorce</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Pregnancy/works">Pregnancy</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Unplanned%20Pregnancy/works">Unplanned Pregnancy</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Teen%20Pregnancy/works">Teen Pregnancy</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/One-Sided%20Attraction/works">One-Sided Attraction</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Cynthia%20Murphy%20Tries/works">Cynthia Murphy Tries</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Larry%20Murphy%20Tries%20(Dear%20Evan%20Hansen)/works">Larry Murphy Tries (Dear Evan Hansen)</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Heidi%20Hansen%20Tries/works">Heidi Hansen Tries</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Alternate%20Universe%20-%20Canon%20Divergence/works">Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Bisexual%20Evan%20Hansen/works">Bisexual Evan Hansen</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Bisexual%20Zoe%20Murphy/works">Bisexual Zoe Murphy</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Lesbian%20Alana%20Beck/works">Lesbian Alana Beck</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Bisexual%20Connor%20Murphy%20(Dear%20Evan%20Hansen)/works">Bisexual Connor Murphy (Dear Evan Hansen)</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Ghost%20Connor%20Murphy%20(Dear%20Evan%20Hansen)/works">Ghost Connor Murphy (Dear Evan Hansen)</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Evan%20Hansen%20Has%20Anxiety/works">Evan Hansen Has Anxiety</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Evan%20Hansen%20Has%20Depression/works">Evan Hansen Has Depression</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Zoe%20Murphy%20Has%20Anxiety/works">Zoe Murphy Has Anxiety</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Zoe%20Murphy%20Has%20Depression/works">Zoe Murphy Has Depression</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Zoe%20Murphy%20Has%20OCD/works">Zoe Murphy Has OCD</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Zoe%20Murphy%20Has%20PTSD/works">Zoe Murphy Has PTSD</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Autistic%20Jared%20Kleinman/works">Autistic Jared Kleinman</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Jared%20Kleinman%20Has%20ADHD/works">Jared Kleinman Has ADHD</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Jared%20Kleinman%20Has%20Depression/works">Jared Kleinman Has Depression</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Autistic%20Alana%20Beck/works">Autistic Alana Beck</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Alana%20Beck%20Has%20Depression/works">Alana Beck Has Depression</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/alana%20beck%20has%20anxiety/works">alana beck has anxiety</a></li></ul>armadillo_artstag:archiveofourown.org,2005:Work/406964462022-07-31T14:50:52Z2023-04-02T23:08:31Zit is lightning that does the work<p>by <a rel="author" href="/users/heardmelodies/pseuds/heardmelodies">heardmelodies</a></p><p>It only took two disgruntled beeps of flooding alerts, one half-distressed viewing of the weather channel on TV, and three thunderclaps and preceding faint flashes of lightning for Larry to succumb to his baser instincts: he strode to the closest light switch and raised his voice to a non-neutral level, calling “Electronics unplugged and to the basement!”</p><p>If he strained his ears, he could hear two distinct groans filtering from upstairs as his teenagers grumbled about being removed from their rooms.</p><p> </p><p> <i>(or: Irish-Catholic Larry is superstitious of thunderstorms. Family bonding ensues. For the Sincerely, Us summer gift exchange!)</i></p><p>Words: 1577, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English</p><ul><li>Fandoms: <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Dear%20Evan%20Hansen%20-%20Pasek%20*a*%20Paul*s*Levenson/works">Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson</a></li><li>Rating: <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/General%20Audiences/works">General Audiences</a></li><li>Warnings: <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/No%20Archive%20Warnings%20Apply/works">No Archive Warnings Apply</a></li><li>Categories: <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Gen/works">Gen</a></li><li>Characters: <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Larry%20Murphy%20(Dear%20Evan%20Hansen)/works">Larry Murphy (Dear Evan Hansen)</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Cynthia%20Murphy/works">Cynthia Murphy</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Connor%20Murphy%20(Dear%20Evan%20Hansen)/works">Connor Murphy (Dear Evan Hansen)</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Zoe%20Murphy/works">Zoe Murphy</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Evan%20Hansen%20(mentioned)/works">Evan Hansen (mentioned)</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Alana%20Beck%20(mentioned)/works">Alana Beck (mentioned)</a></li><li>Relationships: <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/The%20Murphy%20Family/works">The Murphy Family</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Connor%20Murphy%20*a*%20Zoe%20Murphy/works">Connor Murphy & Zoe Murphy</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Connor%20Murphy%20*a*%20Cynthia%20Murphy/works">Connor Murphy & Cynthia Murphy</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Connor%20Murphy%20*a*%20Larry%20Murphy%20(Dear%20Evan%20Hansen)/works">Connor Murphy & Larry Murphy (Dear Evan Hansen)</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Larry%20Murphy%20*a*%20Zoe%20Murphy/works">Larry Murphy & Zoe Murphy</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Cynthia%20Murphy*s*Larry%20Murphy/works">Cynthia Murphy/Larry Murphy</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Cynthia%20Murphy%20*a*%20Zoe%20Murphy/works">Cynthia Murphy & Zoe Murphy</a></li><li>Additional Tags: <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Murphy%20Family%20Bonding/works">Murphy Family Bonding</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Sincerely%20Us:%20Gift%20Exchange%20(Dear%20Evan%20Hansen)/works">Sincerely Us: Gift Exchange (Dear Evan Hansen)</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/just%20some%20cute%20family%20moments!/works">just some cute family moments!</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Board%20Games/works">Board Games</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/specifically%20Risk/works">specifically Risk</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/thunder%20storms/works">thunder storms</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Irish%20catholic%20Larry%20is%20superstitious/works">Irish catholic Larry is superstitious</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/the%20author%20is%20drawing%20on%20personal%20experience%20here!/works">the author is drawing on personal experience here!</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Canon%20Divergent/works">Canon Divergent</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/(aka%20happy%20and%20cute)/works">(aka happy and cute)</a></li></ul>heardmelodiestag:archiveofourown.org,2005:Work/399498422022-06-28T21:48:23Z2022-06-28T21:51:30Zsame nails, new manicure<p>by <a rel="author" href="/users/kazqedglitzr/pseuds/kazqedglitzr">kazqedglitzr</a></p><p>Connor is alive, and then he isn't, and then she really, really is.</p>
<p>(or, 5 conversations zoe murphy had with her sibling after the suicide attempt. the connie murphy agenda will rise!)</p><p>Words: 8342, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English</p><ul><li>Fandoms: <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Dear%20Evan%20Hansen%20-%20Pasek%20*a*%20Paul*s*Levenson/works">Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson</a></li><li>Rating: <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Teen%20And%20Up%20Audiences/works">Teen And Up Audiences</a></li><li>Warnings: <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/No%20Archive%20Warnings%20Apply/works">No Archive Warnings Apply</a></li><li>Categories: <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Gen/works">Gen</a></li><li>Characters: <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Zoe%20Murphy/works">Zoe Murphy</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Connor%20Murphy%20(Dear%20Evan%20Hansen)/works">Connor Murphy (Dear Evan Hansen)</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Larry%20Murphy%20(Dear%20Evan%20Hansen)/works">Larry Murphy (Dear Evan Hansen)</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Cynthia%20Murphy/works">Cynthia Murphy</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/minor%20appearances%20of%20evan%20jared%20and%20alana/works">minor appearances of evan jared and alana</a></li><li>Relationships: <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Connor%20Murphy%20*a*%20Zoe%20Murphy/works">Connor Murphy & Zoe Murphy</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Cynthia%20Murphy%20*a*%20Zoe%20Murphy/works">Cynthia Murphy & Zoe Murphy</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Larry%20Murphy%20*a*%20Zoe%20Murphy/works">Larry Murphy & Zoe Murphy</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/murphy%20no%20longer%20looks%20like%20a%20word/works">murphy no longer looks like a word</a></li><li>Additional Tags: <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Trans%20Female%20Character/works">Trans Female Character</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Trans%20Connor%20Murphy%20(Dear%20Evan%20Hansen)/works">Trans Connor Murphy (Dear Evan Hansen)</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/trans%20female%20connor%20murphy%20(dear%20evan%20hansen)/works">trans female connor murphy (dear evan hansen)</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/which%20for%20some%20fuck%20reason%20has%20NEVER%20been%20written%20on%20this%20site%20before/works">which for some fuck reason has NEVER been written on this site before</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Connor%20Murphy%20*a*%20Zoe%20Murphy%20Reconciliation/works">Connor Murphy & Zoe Murphy Reconciliation</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Connor%20Murphy%20*a*%20Zoe%20Murphy%20Bonding/works">Connor Murphy & Zoe Murphy Bonding</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Bisexual%20Zoe%20Murphy/works">Bisexual Zoe Murphy</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Connor%20Murphy%20Lives%20(Dear%20Evan%20Hansen)/works">Connor Murphy Lives (Dear Evan Hansen)</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/hes%20in%20a%20coma%20for%20a%20while%20tho/works">hes in a coma for a while tho</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/pride%20month%20fic/works">pride month fic</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Sibling%20Bonding/works">Sibling Bonding</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Cynthia%20Murphy%20Tries/works">Cynthia Murphy Tries</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/but%20shes%20like*d*%20homophobic%20in%20the%20way%20where%20she%20doesnt%20think%20she%20is/works">but shes like. homophobic in the way where she doesnt think she is</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Larry%20Murphy%20Tries%20(Dear%20Evan%20Hansen)/works">Larry Murphy Tries (Dear Evan Hansen)</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/doesnt%20work/works">doesnt work</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/homophobic%20larry%20murphy%20(dear%20evan%20hansen)/works">homophobic larry murphy (dear evan hansen)</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/comatose%20connor%20murphy%20(dear%20evan%20hansen)/works">comatose connor murphy (dear evan hansen)</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Coming%20Out/works">Coming Out</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Happy%20Ending/works">Happy Ending</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/evan%20hansen%20is%20depicted%20as%20creepy%20and%20largely%20excluded%20from%20the%20narrative/works">evan hansen is depicted as creepy and largely excluded from the narrative</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/sorry%20-%20Freeform/works">sorry - Freeform</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Good%20Sibling%20Zoe%20Murphy/works">Good Sibling Zoe Murphy</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Implied*s*Referenced%20Suicide/works">Implied/Referenced Suicide</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Implied*s*Referenced%20Homophobia/works">Implied/Referenced Homophobia</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/unintentional%20misgendering/works">unintentional misgendering</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/unintentional%20deadnaming/works">unintentional deadnaming</a></li></ul>kazqedglitzrtag:archiveofourown.org,2005:Work/374686692022-03-02T04:51:13Z2022-03-16T01:39:10Zbloody, pulpy, mess<p>by <a rel="author" href="/users/trans_ylvania/pseuds/trans_ylvania">trans_ylvania</a></p><p>connor murphy's obituary, as written by zoe murphy<br />loosely based off an excerpt from 'the world is a sphere of ice and our hands are made of fire' by ritika jyala</p><p>Words: 1715, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English</p><ul><li>Fandoms: <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Dear%20Evan%20Hansen%20-%20Pasek%20*a*%20Paul*s*Levenson/works">Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Dear%20Evan%20Hansen%20(2021)/works">Dear Evan Hansen (2021)</a></li><li>Rating: <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Teen%20And%20Up%20Audiences/works">Teen And Up Audiences</a></li><li>Warnings: <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Major%20Character%20Death/works">Major Character Death</a></li><li>Categories: <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Gen/works">Gen</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Other/works">Other</a></li><li>Characters: <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/The%20Murphy%20Family%20(Dear%20Evan%20Hansen)/works">The Murphy Family (Dear Evan Hansen)</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/The%20Murphy%20Parents%20(Dear%20Evan%20Hansen)/works">The Murphy Parents (Dear Evan Hansen)</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Zoe%20Murphy/works">Zoe Murphy</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Connor%20Murphy%20(Dear%20Evan%20Hansen)/works">Connor Murphy (Dear Evan Hansen)</a></li><li>Relationships: <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Connor%20Murphy%20*a*%20Zoe%20Murphy/works">Connor Murphy & Zoe Murphy</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Cynthia%20Murphy%20*a*%20Zoe%20Murphy/works">Cynthia Murphy & Zoe Murphy</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Larry%20Murphy%20*a*%20Zoe%20Murphy/works">Larry Murphy & Zoe Murphy</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Connor%20Murphy%20*a*%20Cynthia%20Murphy/works">Connor Murphy & Cynthia Murphy</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Connor%20Murphy%20*a*%20Larry%20Murphy%20(Dear%20Evan%20Hansen)/works">Connor Murphy & Larry Murphy (Dear Evan Hansen)</a></li><li>Additional Tags: <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Siblings/works">Siblings</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Sibling%20Bonding/works">Sibling Bonding</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Sibling%20Love/works">Sibling Love</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Sibling%20Rivalry/works">Sibling Rivalry</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/sibling%20angst/works">sibling angst</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/obituary/works">obituary</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Angst/works">Angst</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Heavy%20Angst/works">Heavy Angst</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Angst%20and%20Feels/works">Angst and Feels</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Hurt%20No%20Comfort/works">Hurt No Comfort</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/No%20Smut/works">No Smut</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Canonical%20Character%20Death/works">Canonical Character Death</a></li></ul>trans_ylvaniatag:archiveofourown.org,2005:Work/345787542021-10-18T16:57:30Z2021-12-17T13:59:56ZTomorrow is a New Day<p>by <a rel="author" href="/users/BlackberryHoney/pseuds/BlackberryHoney">BlackberryHoney</a></p><p>What else is there, really? After your kid dies, what can you fight about except the things they left behind?</p><p>Words: 2274, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English</p><ul><li>Fandoms: <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Dear%20Evan%20Hansen%20-%20Pasek%20*a*%20Paul*s*Levenson/works">Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson</a></li><li>Rating: <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Teen%20And%20Up%20Audiences/works">Teen And Up Audiences</a></li><li>Warnings: <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Major%20Character%20Death/works">Major Character Death</a></li><li>Categories: <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Gen/works">Gen</a></li><li>Characters: <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Larry%20Murphy/works">Larry Murphy</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Connor%20Murphy%20(Dear%20Evan%20Hansen)/works">Connor Murphy (Dear Evan Hansen)</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Cynthia%20Murphy/works">Cynthia Murphy</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Zoe%20Murphy/works">Zoe Murphy</a></li><li>Relationships: <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Cynthia%20Murphy*s*Larry%20Murphy/works">Cynthia Murphy/Larry Murphy</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Larry%20Murphy%20*a*%20Zoe%20Murphy/works">Larry Murphy & Zoe Murphy</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Connor%20Murphy%20*a*%20Larry%20Murphy%20(Dear%20Evan%20Hansen)/works">Connor Murphy & Larry Murphy (Dear Evan Hansen)</a></li><li>Additional Tags: <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Angst/works">Angst</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Grief*s*Mourning/works">Grief/Mourning</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Dysfunctional%20Family/works">Dysfunctional Family</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Family%20Issues/works">Family Issues</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Larry%20Murphy%20is%20a%20Human%20Being/works">Larry Murphy is a Human Being</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Healing/works">Healing</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Cycle%20of%20Abuse/works">Cycle of Abuse</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Cynthia%20Murphy%20Tries/works">Cynthia Murphy Tries</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Family/works">Family</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Zoe%20Murphy%20Deserves%20Better/works">Zoe Murphy Deserves Better</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Humanizing%20Hated%20Characters%20Because%20I'm%20Bored/works">Humanizing Hated Characters Because I'm Bored</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Part%202/works">Part 2</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Canonical%20Character%20Death/works">Canonical Character Death</a></li></ul>BlackberryHoneytag:archiveofourown.org,2005:Work/323770122021-07-05T03:53:44Z2022-12-12T01:45:32ZSleeplessly Sincere<p>by <a rel="author" href="/users/hopefulminty/pseuds/hopefulminty">hopefulminty</a></p><p>
<i>“I have something here. A note. A, uh, letter. Um.” She cleared her throat and slipped into her best poetry recital voice. “I wish that everything was different. I wish that I was part of something. I wish that anything I said mattered to anyone. I mean, face it, would anybody even notice if I disappeared tomorrow?”</i>
</p>
<p>
<i>Alana’s breath escaped in a huff. “Well, that’s a mood. Not mine. I mean, the words aren’t mine, but I know what it’s like. And I bet you all do too.”</i>
</p>
<p>
<i>Her voice was small.</i>
</p>
<p>
<i>The room was quiet.</i>
</p>
<p>
<i>And still. So still.</i>
</p>
<p>
<i>It was like she was whispering into the void.</i>
</p>
<p>
<i>She closed her eyes. “I’m here. I’m listening. Our lines are open.”</i>
</p><p>Words: 85140, Chapters: 24/24, Language: English</p><ul><li>Fandoms: <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Dear%20Evan%20Hansen%20-%20Pasek%20*a*%20Paul*s*Levenson/works">Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson</a></li><li>Rating: <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Teen%20And%20Up%20Audiences/works">Teen And Up Audiences</a></li><li>Warnings: <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/No%20Archive%20Warnings%20Apply/works">No Archive Warnings Apply</a></li><li>Categories: <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Gen/works">Gen</a></li><li>Characters: <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Alana%20Beck/works">Alana Beck</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Zoe%20Murphy/works">Zoe Murphy</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Jared%20Kleinman/works">Jared Kleinman</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Cynthia%20Murphy/works">Cynthia Murphy</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Heidi%20Hansen/works">Heidi Hansen</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Larry%20Murphy/works">Larry Murphy</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Evan%20Hansen/works">Evan Hansen</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Connor%20Murphy%20(Dear%20Evan%20Hansen)/works">Connor Murphy (Dear Evan Hansen)</a></li><li>Relationships: <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Alana%20Beck%20*a*%20Connor%20Murphy/works">Alana Beck & Connor Murphy</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Alana%20Beck%20*a*%20Zoe%20Murphy/works">Alana Beck & Zoe Murphy</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Alana%20Beck%20*a*%20Jared%20Kleinman/works">Alana Beck & Jared Kleinman</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Alana%20Beck%20*a*%20Evan%20Hansen/works">Alana Beck & Evan Hansen</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Connor%20Murphy%20*a*%20Zoe%20Murphy/works">Connor Murphy & Zoe Murphy</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Jared%20Kleinman%20*a*%20Zoe%20Murphy/works">Jared Kleinman & Zoe Murphy</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Evan%20Hansen%20*a*%20Jared%20Kleinman/works">Evan Hansen & Jared Kleinman</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Evan%20Hansen%20*a*%20Zoe%20Murphy/works">Evan Hansen & Zoe Murphy</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Jared%20Kleinman%20*a*%20Connor%20Murphy/works">Jared Kleinman & Connor Murphy</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Evan%20Hansen%20*a*%20Heidi%20Hansen/works">Evan Hansen & Heidi Hansen</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Cynthia%20Murphy%20*a*%20Zoe%20Murphy/works">Cynthia Murphy & Zoe Murphy</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Larry%20Murphy%20*a*%20Zoe%20Murphy/works">Larry Murphy & Zoe Murphy</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Connor%20Murphy%20*a*%20Cynthia%20Murphy/works">Connor Murphy & Cynthia Murphy</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Connor%20Murphy%20*a*%20Larry%20Murphy%20(Dear%20Evan%20Hansen)/works">Connor Murphy & Larry Murphy (Dear Evan Hansen)</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Evan%20Hansen%20*a*%20Connor%20Murphy/works">Evan Hansen & Connor Murphy</a></li><li>Additional Tags: <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Alternate%20Universe%20-%20Canon%20Divergence/works">Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Radio/works">Radio</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Family/works">Family</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Friendship/works">Friendship</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Alternate%20Universe%20-%20Everyone%20Lives*s*Nobody%20Dies/works">Alternate Universe - Everyone Lives/Nobody Dies</a></li></ul>hopefulmintytag:archiveofourown.org,2005:Work/315750892021-05-28T02:15:17Z2022-05-11T02:38:18ZYou Must Have Been Looking For Me<p>by <a rel="author" href="/users/chchchchcherrybomb/pseuds/chchchchcherrybomb">chchchchcherrybomb</a></p><p>“Is this some kind of… A Christmas Carol, dream-ghost bullshit?” Zoe demands. She’s so not interested in some kind of supernatural hallucination right now. She really, really needs to wake up. She is an adult. Zoe is an adult, she is thirty years old, she is not seventeen. She is not in high school. She cannot be back in high school. </p><p>Dr. Sherman laughs. “Of course not. In those stories someone watches their past. I’m asking you to reimagine it.”</p><p> </p><p>Inspired by Being Erica, season 1.</p><p>Words: 75854, Chapters: 13/13, Language: English</p><ul><li>Fandoms: <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Dear%20Evan%20Hansen%20-%20Pasek%20*a*%20Paul*s*Levenson/works">Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson</a></li><li>Rating: <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Mature/works">Mature</a></li><li>Warnings: <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Major%20Character%20Death/works">Major Character Death</a></li><li>Categories: <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Gen/works">Gen</a></li><li>Characters: <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Zoe%20Murphy/works">Zoe Murphy</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Cynthia%20Murphy/works">Cynthia Murphy</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Larry%20Murphy/works">Larry Murphy</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Connor%20Murphy%20(Dear%20Evan%20Hansen)/works">Connor Murphy (Dear Evan Hansen)</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Evan%20Hansen/works">Evan Hansen</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Alana%20Beck/works">Alana Beck</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Dr*d*%20Sherman%20(Dear%20Evan%20Hansen)/works">Dr. Sherman (Dear Evan Hansen)</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Original%20Characters/works">Original Characters</a></li><li>Relationships: <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Connor%20Murphy%20*a*%20Zoe%20Murphy/works">Connor Murphy & Zoe Murphy</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Cynthia%20Murphy%20*a*%20Zoe%20Murphy/works">Cynthia Murphy & Zoe Murphy</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Larry%20Murphy%20*a*%20Zoe%20Murphy/works">Larry Murphy & Zoe Murphy</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Evan%20Hansen*s*Zoe%20Murphy/works">Evan Hansen/Zoe Murphy</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Evan%20Hansen%20*a*%20Zoe%20Murphy/works">Evan Hansen & Zoe Murphy</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Zoe%20Murphy*s*Original%20Character(s)/works">Zoe Murphy/Original Character(s)</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Evan%20Hansen*s*Connor%20Murphy/works">Evan Hansen/Connor Murphy</a></li><li>Additional Tags: <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Canon%20Compliant/works">Canon Compliant</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/ish/works">ish</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Time%20Travel/works">Time Travel</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Do-Over/works">Do-Over</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Fix-It/works">Fix-It</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/kind%20of/works">kind of</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Therapy/works">Therapy</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Grief*s*Mourning/works">Grief/Mourning</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Coping/works">Coping</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Angst/works">Angst</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Sad/works">Sad</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Major%20character%20death%20-%20Freeform/works">Major character death - Freeform</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Adulting/works">Adulting</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Implied*s*Referenced%20Suicide/works">Implied/Referenced Suicide</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Mental%20Health%20Issues/works">Mental Health Issues</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Trauma/works">Trauma</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Break%20Up/works">Break Up</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Divorce/works">Divorce</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Teen%20Romance/works">Teen Romance</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Teen%20Pregnancy/works">Teen Pregnancy</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Discussion%20of%20Abortion/works">Discussion of Abortion</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Implied*s*Referenced%20Drug%20Use/works">Implied/Referenced Drug Use</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Alternate%20Universe%20-%20Canon%20Divergence/works">Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Alternate%20Universe%20-%20Canon/works">Alternate Universe - Canon</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/First%20Period/works">First Period</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/First%20Time/works">First Time</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Alternate%20Universe%20-%20Everyone%20Lives*s*Nobody%20Dies/works">Alternate Universe - Everyone Lives/Nobody Dies</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Somebody%20Lives*s*Not%20Everyone%20Dies/works">Somebody Lives/Not Everyone Dies</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Magical%20Realism/works">Magical Realism</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Suicide/works">Suicide</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Overdose/works">Overdose</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Car%20Accidents/works">Car Accidents</a></li></ul>chchchchcherrybombtag:archiveofourown.org,2005:Work/304684352021-04-04T17:54:13Z2023-07-29T03:52:59ZA Death Chain<p>by <a rel="author" href="/users/orphan_account/pseuds/orphan_account">orphan_account</a></p><p>What if Evan didn't get out of the street? What if he let the car hit him, and died right outside of the Murphy's house?<br />How would things change?</p><p>Words: 3723, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English</p><p>Series: Part 1 of <a href="https://archiveofourown.org/series/2329541">What Might've Happened</a></p><ul><li>Fandoms: <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Dear%20Evan%20Hansen%20-%20Pasek%20*a*%20Paul*s*Levenson/works">Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson</a></li><li>Rating: <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Teen%20And%20Up%20Audiences/works">Teen And Up Audiences</a></li><li>Warnings: <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Major%20Character%20Death/works">Major Character Death</a></li><li>Categories: <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Gen/works">Gen</a></li><li>Characters: <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Evan%20Hansen/works">Evan Hansen</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Connor%20Murphy%20(Dear%20Evan%20Hansen)/works">Connor Murphy (Dear Evan Hansen)</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Zoe%20Murphy/works">Zoe Murphy</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Cynthia%20Murphy/works">Cynthia Murphy</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Larry%20Murphy%20(Dear%20Evan%20Hansen)/works">Larry Murphy (Dear Evan Hansen)</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Heidi%20Hansen/works">Heidi Hansen</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Cassandra%20Merrings%20(Original%20character)/works">Cassandra Merrings (Original character)</a></li><li>Relationships: <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Evan%20Hansen%20*a*%20Zoe%20Murphy/works">Evan Hansen & Zoe Murphy</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Evan%20Hansen*s*Connor%20Murphy/works">Evan Hansen/Connor Murphy</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Evan%20Hansen%20*a*%20Everyone/works">Evan Hansen & Everyone</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Cynthia%20Murphy%20*a*%20Zoe%20Murphy/works">Cynthia Murphy & Zoe Murphy</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Cynthia%20Murphy*s*Larry%20Murphy/works">Cynthia Murphy/Larry Murphy</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Larry%20Murphy%20*a*%20Zoe%20Murphy/works">Larry Murphy & Zoe Murphy</a></li><li>Additional Tags: <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/What-If/works">What-If</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Suicide/works">Suicide</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Dear%20Evan%20Hansen%20References/works">Dear Evan Hansen References</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Ghost%20Connor%20Murphy%20(Dear%20Evan%20Hansen)/works">Ghost Connor Murphy (Dear Evan Hansen)</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Ghost%20Evan%20Hansen/works">Ghost Evan Hansen</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Evan%20Hansen%20didn't%20move%20out%20of%20the%20way/works">Evan Hansen didn't move out of the way</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Alternate%20Ending%20what%20would've%20happened-/works">Alternate Ending what would've happened-</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Original%20Character%20Death(s)/works">Original Character Death(s)</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/POV%20Zoe%20Murphy/works">POV Zoe Murphy</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/POV%20Evan%20Hansen/works">POV Evan Hansen</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/POV%20Original%20Character/works">POV Original Character</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/suicide%20is%20never%20the%20answer/works">suicide is never the answer</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Guilt/works">Guilt</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Death/works">Death</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Crying/works">Crying</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Soft%20Connor%20Murphy%20(Dear%20Evan%20Hansen)/works">Soft Connor Murphy (Dear Evan Hansen)</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/I%20Can't%20Believe%20I%20Wrote%20This/works">I Can't Believe I Wrote This</a></li></ul>orphan_accounttag:archiveofourown.org,2005:Work/277482072020-11-27T23:58:06Z2020-12-26T16:53:33ZTeach Me How to Grieve Again<p>by <a rel="author" href="/users/ellethesnail/pseuds/ellethesnail">ellethesnail</a></p><p>They decide to keep cleaning out Connor’s room the week before Christmas. Why her mom chose that timing, Zoe has no idea. Maybe because Christmas without him feels off, messy and hollow and awkward. Maybe because now, unlike the past few months, they're facing what he left behind without Evan's lies there to ease the pain.</p><p>Words: 1817, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English</p><ul><li>Fandoms: <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Dear%20Evan%20Hansen%20-%20Pasek%20*a*%20Paul*s*Levenson/works">Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson</a></li><li>Rating: <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/General%20Audiences/works">General Audiences</a></li><li>Warnings: <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/No%20Archive%20Warnings%20Apply/works">No Archive Warnings Apply</a></li><li>Categories: <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Gen/works">Gen</a></li><li>Characters: <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Zoe%20Murphy%20(Dear%20Evan%20Hansen)/works">Zoe Murphy (Dear Evan Hansen)</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Cynthia%20Murphy%20(Dear%20Evan%20Hansen)/works">Cynthia Murphy (Dear Evan Hansen)</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Larry%20Murphy%20(Dear%20Evan%20Hansen)/works">Larry Murphy (Dear Evan Hansen)</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Connor%20Murphy%20(mentioned)/works">Connor Murphy (mentioned)</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Evan%20Hansen%20(mentioned)/works">Evan Hansen (mentioned)</a></li><li>Relationships: <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Connor%20Murphy%20*a*%20Zoe%20Murphy/works">Connor Murphy & Zoe Murphy</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Cynthia%20Murphy%20*a*%20Zoe%20Murphy/works">Cynthia Murphy & Zoe Murphy</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Larry%20Murphy%20*a*%20Zoe%20Murphy/works">Larry Murphy & Zoe Murphy</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Cynthia%20Murphy*s*Larry%20Murphy/works">Cynthia Murphy/Larry Murphy</a></li><li>Additional Tags: <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Grief*s*Mourning/works">Grief/Mourning</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Emotional%20Healing/works">Emotional Healing</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Five%20Stages%20of%20Grief/works">Five Stages of Grief</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/post-words%20fail/works">post-words fail</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/meaning%20Zoe*s*Evan%20are%20no%20longer%20a%20thing/works">meaning Zoe/Evan are no longer a thing</a></li></ul>ellethesnailtag:archiveofourown.org,2005:Work/255005562020-07-25T03:44:23Z2020-12-29T01:18:00ZParadise<p>by <a rel="author" href="/users/daydreaming_everyday/pseuds/daydreaming_everyday">daydreaming_everyday</a></p><p>She stands at the shoreline, where the water and sand connect. When bystanding people walk by, they see a girl, hair covering her face, but a small smile curled on her lips. They would guess she would be enjoying the view. The sun was angled just enough so the water would still sparkle. Pastel pink, orange, and lilac highlights were blended into the sky, soft clouds scattered across it. It was beautiful. </p><p>What they don’t see are the tears rolling down her freckled cheeks. </p><p>———</p><p>Whenever Zoe gets sad or overwhelmed, she walked to a nearby beach.</p><p>Words: 2508, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English</p><ul><li>Fandoms: <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Dear%20Evan%20Hansen%20-%20Pasek%20*a*%20Paul*s*Levenson/works">Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson</a></li><li>Rating: <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Teen%20And%20Up%20Audiences/works">Teen And Up Audiences</a></li><li>Warnings: <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Choose%20Not%20To%20Use%20Archive%20Warnings/works">Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings</a></li><li>Categories: <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/F*s*M/works">F/M</a></li><li>Characters: <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Zoe%20Murphy/works">Zoe Murphy</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Connor%20Murphy/works">Connor Murphy</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Larry%20Murphy/works">Larry Murphy</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Cynthia%20Murphy/works">Cynthia Murphy</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Evan%20Hansen/works">Evan Hansen</a></li><li>Relationships: <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Connor%20Murphy%20*a*%20Zoe%20Murphy/works">Connor Murphy & Zoe Murphy</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Larry%20Murphy%20*a*%20Zoe%20Murphy/works">Larry Murphy & Zoe Murphy</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Cynthia%20Murphy%20*a*%20Zoe%20Murphy/works">Cynthia Murphy & Zoe Murphy</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Evan%20Hansen*s*Zoe%20Murphy/works">Evan Hansen/Zoe Murphy</a></li><li>Additional Tags: <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Canon%20Divergence/works">Canon Divergence</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Angst/works">Angst</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Hopeful%20Ending/works">Hopeful Ending</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/beach/works">beach</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Hurt*s*Comfort/works">Hurt/Comfort</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/kind%20of%20a%20character%20study*q*/works">kind of a character study?</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/some%20suicide%20references/works">some suicide references</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/for%20the%20summer%20DEH%20gift%20exchange/works">for the summer DEH gift exchange</a></li></ul>daydreaming_everydaytag:archiveofourown.org,2005:Work/254745882020-07-23T22:40:24Z2023-04-02T23:08:30Zgrowth in the grey areas<p>by <a rel="author" href="/users/heardmelodies/pseuds/heardmelodies">heardmelodies</a></p><p>It's startling, isn't it, how quickly everything falls to pieces? A carefully constructed house of cards stacked and curated like lies, a picture-perfect dollhouse of a life with the plastic smiles to match, the word love in its truest, sharpest form - isn't it unsettling how with one sentence, one explosion, they're all blown to shards and shrapnel?</p><p>Breathing is always harder in the aftermath, with the dust settling and revealing a world left, otherwise, unchanged.</p><p>(written for the Sincerely Us summer gift exchange!)</p><p>Words: 9254, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English</p><ul><li>Fandoms: <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Dear%20Evan%20Hansen%20-%20Pasek%20*a*%20Paul*s*Levenson/works">Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson</a></li><li>Rating: <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Teen%20And%20Up%20Audiences/works">Teen And Up Audiences</a></li><li>Warnings: <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/No%20Archive%20Warnings%20Apply/works">No Archive Warnings Apply</a></li><li>Categories: <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/F*s*M/works">F/M</a></li><li>Characters: <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Evan%20Hansen/works">Evan Hansen</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Zoe%20Murphy/works">Zoe Murphy</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Connor%20Murphy%20(Dear%20Evan%20Hansen)/works">Connor Murphy (Dear Evan Hansen)</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Larry%20Murphy/works">Larry Murphy</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Cynthia%20Murphy/works">Cynthia Murphy</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Heidi%20Hansen/works">Heidi Hansen</a></li><li>Relationships: <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Evan%20Hansen*s*Zoe%20Murphy(past)/works">Evan Hansen/Zoe Murphy(past)</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Connor%20Murphy%20*a*%20Zoe%20Murphy/works">Connor Murphy & Zoe Murphy</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Cynthia%20Murphy%20*a*%20Zoe%20Murphy/works">Cynthia Murphy & Zoe Murphy</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Larry%20Murphy%20*a*%20Zoe%20Murphy/works">Larry Murphy & Zoe Murphy</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Cynthia%20Murphy*s*Larry%20Murphy/works">Cynthia Murphy/Larry Murphy</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Evan%20Hansen%20*a*%20Heidi%20Hansen/works">Evan Hansen & Heidi Hansen</a></li><li>Additional Tags: <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/For%20the%20Sincerely%20Us%20Summer%20Gift%20Exchange/works">For the Sincerely Us Summer Gift Exchange</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/I'm%20so%20excited%20to%20post%20this%20you%20have%20no%20idea/works">I'm so excited to post this you have no idea</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Post-Song:%20Words%20Fail%20(Dear%20Evan%20Hansen)/works">Post-Song: Words Fail (Dear Evan Hansen)</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/pre-finale/works">pre-finale</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Canon%20Compliant/works">Canon Compliant</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Implied*s*Referenced%20Suicide/works">Implied/Referenced Suicide</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/same%20levels%20as%20canon%20so%20pls%20just%20be%20safe!/works">same levels as canon so pls just be safe!</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Implied*s*Referenced%20Panic%20Attacks/works">Implied/Referenced Panic Attacks</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/some%20language/works">some language</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Implied*s*Referenced%20Character%20Death/works">Implied/Referenced Character Death</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/(once%20again%20it's%20Connor%20I'm%20sorry)/works">(once again it's Connor I'm sorry)</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Murphy%20Family%20Bonding/works">Murphy Family Bonding</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Heidi%20is%20a%20good%20mom/works">Heidi is a good mom</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/she%20is%20trying/works">she is trying</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/copious%20unexplained%20metaphors%20I'm%20too%20lazy%20to%20write%20out/works">copious unexplained metaphors I'm too lazy to write out</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/sorry%20:)/works">sorry :)</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Hurt*s*Comfort/works">Hurt/Comfort</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/if%20you%20stretch!/works">if you stretch!</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Angst%20with%20a%20Happy%20Ending/works">Angst with a Happy Ending</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/really%20just%20hopeful%20but/works">really just hopeful but</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Angst/works">Angst</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/All%20The%20Same/works">All The Same</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/sketchy%20physics%20logic/works">sketchy physics logic</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/just%20ignore%20that%20oops/works">just ignore that oops</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Implied*s*Referenced%20Drug%20Use/works">Implied/Referenced Drug Use</a></li></ul>heardmelodiestag:archiveofourown.org,2005:Work/224275512020-01-27T00:39:25Z2020-01-27T01:05:16ZAt Last I See the Light<p>by <a rel="author" href="/users/XxfiretigersxX/pseuds/XxfiretigersxX">XxfiretigersxX</a></p><p>“Who are you? What do you want from me?”</p><p>“Do you want your brother back or not?”</p><p>“You didn’t answer my question.”</p><p>“Those things are unimportant. Do you want your brother back?”</p><p>Zoe paused for a moment. He had hurt her so much. He was a monster, and now he was gone. She should be happy. But she wasn’t. Why was it that she missed that monster? No, she didn’t miss him, she missed the Connor she had known when they were little; the Connor who had been her best friend. Slowly, she nodded her head.</p><p>“I will give you the chance to get your brother back, the brother you used to know. I only have one condition.”</p><p>“And what’s that?” Zoe inquired, stiffening as she grew more suspicious.</p><p>“You have to save him.”</p><p>Words: 446, Chapters: 1/?, Language: English</p><ul><li>Fandoms: <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Dear%20Evan%20Hansen/works">Dear Evan Hansen</a></li><li>Rating: <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Teen%20And%20Up%20Audiences/works">Teen And Up Audiences</a></li><li>Warnings: <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Major%20Character%20Death/works">Major Character Death</a></li><li>Categories: <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Gen/works">Gen</a></li><li>Characters: <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Zoe%20Murphy/works">Zoe Murphy</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Connor%20Murphy/works">Connor Murphy</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Cynthia%20Murphy/works">Cynthia Murphy</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Larry%20Murphy/works">Larry Murphy</a></li><li>Relationships: <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Connor%20Murphy%20*a*%20Zoe%20Murphy/works">Connor Murphy & Zoe Murphy</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Connor%20Murphy%20*a*%20Cynthia%20Murphy/works">Connor Murphy & Cynthia Murphy</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Connor%20Murphy%20*a*%20Larry%20Murphy%20(Dear%20Evan%20Hansen)/works">Connor Murphy & Larry Murphy (Dear Evan Hansen)</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Cynthia%20Murphy%20*a*%20Zoe%20Murphy/works">Cynthia Murphy & Zoe Murphy</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Larry%20Murphy%20*a*%20Zoe%20Murphy/works">Larry Murphy & Zoe Murphy</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Cynthia%20Murphy*s*Larry%20Murphy/works">Cynthia Murphy/Larry Murphy</a></li><li>Additional Tags: <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/AU/works">AU</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Time%20Travel/works">Time Travel</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Murphy%20Family%20-%20Freeform/works">Murphy Family - Freeform</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Murphy%20siblings/works">Murphy siblings</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Zoe%20is%20good%20sister/works">Zoe is good sister</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Larry%20is%20trying/works">Larry is trying</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Bonding/works">Bonding</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Fluff/works">Fluff</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Angst/works">Angst</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/mentions%20of%20self-harm*s*suicide/works">mentions of self-harm/suicide</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/self-hate/works">self-hate</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Zoe%20and%20Connor%20before%20cannon/works">Zoe and Connor before cannon</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/No%20one%20dies*s*everyone%20lives%20(technically)/works">No one dies/everyone lives (technically)</a></li></ul>XxfiretigersxXtag:archiveofourown.org,2005:Work/216510702019-12-02T21:34:33Z2022-11-11T01:58:19Zin your soul or on the horizon<p>by <a rel="author" href="/users/edelgarfield/pseuds/edelgarfield">edelgarfield</a></p><p>The dreams of a grieving girl, of mistakes that can't be mended.</p><p>Of what is, what was, and what will never be.</p><blockquote>
<p>“I had that dream again,” Zoe finally says, breaking the silence.</p>
<p>“The one where Connor’s alive.”<br /></p>
</blockquote><p>Words: 19208, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English</p><ul><li>Fandoms: <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Dear%20Evan%20Hansen%20-%20Pasek%20*a*%20Paul*s*Levenson/works">Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson</a></li><li>Rating: <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/General%20Audiences/works">General Audiences</a></li><li>Warnings: <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/No%20Archive%20Warnings%20Apply/works">No Archive Warnings Apply</a></li><li>Categories: <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Gen/works">Gen</a></li><li>Characters: <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Zoe%20Murphy/works">Zoe Murphy</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Connor%20Murphy%20(Dear%20Evan%20Hansen)/works">Connor Murphy (Dear Evan Hansen)</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Larry%20Murphy%20(Dear%20Evan%20Hansen)/works">Larry Murphy (Dear Evan Hansen)</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Cynthia%20Murphy/works">Cynthia Murphy</a></li><li>Relationships: <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Connor%20Murphy%20*a*%20Zoe%20Murphy/works">Connor Murphy & Zoe Murphy</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Larry%20Murphy%20*a*%20Zoe%20Murphy/works">Larry Murphy & Zoe Murphy</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Cynthia%20Murphy%20*a*%20Zoe%20Murphy/works">Cynthia Murphy & Zoe Murphy</a></li><li>Additional Tags: <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Dreams%20vs*d*%20Reality/works">Dreams vs. Reality</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Grief*s*Mourning/works">Grief/Mourning</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Heavy%20Angst/works">Heavy Angst</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Emotional%20Hurt*s*Comfort/works">Emotional Hurt/Comfort</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Moving%20On/works">Moving On</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Dysfunctional%20Family/works">Dysfunctional Family</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Family%20Feels/works">Family Feels</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Mental%20Health%20Issues/works">Mental Health Issues</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Depression/works">Depression</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Implied*s*Referenced%20Suicide/works">Implied/Referenced Suicide</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Implied*s*Referenced%20Self-Harm/works">Implied/Referenced Self-Harm</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Implied*s*Reference%20Violence/works">Implied/Reference Violence</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Growing%20Up/works">Growing Up</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Canonical%20Character%20Death/works">Canonical Character Death</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Dead%20Connor%20Murphy%20(Dear%20Evan%20Hansen)/works">Dead Connor Murphy (Dear Evan Hansen)</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Zoe%20Murphy%20Tries/works">Zoe Murphy Tries</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Larry%20Murphy%20Tries%20(Dear%20Evan%20Hansen)/works">Larry Murphy Tries (Dear Evan Hansen)</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Cynthia%20Murphy%20Tries/works">Cynthia Murphy Tries</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Bittersweet%20Ending/works">Bittersweet Ending</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Non-Linear%20Narrative/works">Non-Linear Narrative</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Parent-Child%20Relationship/works">Parent-Child Relationship</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Siblings/works">Siblings</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Canon%20Compliant/works">Canon Compliant</a></li></ul>edelgarfieldtag:archiveofourown.org,2005:Work/201317502019-08-06T04:04:02Z2023-04-02T23:08:29Zsupermarket flowers<p>by <a rel="author" href="/users/heardmelodies/pseuds/heardmelodies">heardmelodies</a></p><p>Even through the haze of grief right after Connor died, there were moments that stuck through. Moments of clarity, of happiness, of extreme sorrow. Moments when she could see everything through her old viewpoint, even when she could barely stand without feeling like she was falling.</p>
<p>Even years later, Zoe remembered the endless arrival of cut flowers.</p>
<p>***</p>
<p>(or: grief and cut flowers make a bitter mixture)</p><p>Words: 2960, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English</p><p>Series: Part 3 of <a href="https://archiveofourown.org/series/1345141">I’ll use you as a warning sign</a></p><ul><li>Fandoms: <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Dear%20Evan%20Hansen%20-%20Pasek%20*a*%20Paul*s*Levenson/works">Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson</a></li><li>Rating: <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Teen%20And%20Up%20Audiences/works">Teen And Up Audiences</a></li><li>Warnings: <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/No%20Archive%20Warnings%20Apply/works">No Archive Warnings Apply</a></li><li>Characters: <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Zoe%20Murphy/works">Zoe Murphy</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Connor%20Murphy%20(Dear%20Evan%20Hansen)/works">Connor Murphy (Dear Evan Hansen)</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Cynthia%20Murphy/works">Cynthia Murphy</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Larry%20Murphy/works">Larry Murphy</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Evan%20Hansen/works">Evan Hansen</a></li><li>Relationships: <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Connor%20Murphy%20*a*%20Zoe%20Murphy/works">Connor Murphy & Zoe Murphy</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Cynthia%20Murphy%20*a*%20Zoe%20Murphy%20(mentioned)/works">Cynthia Murphy & Zoe Murphy (mentioned)</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Larry%20Murphy%20*a*%20Zoe%20Murphy%20(mentioned)/works">Larry Murphy & Zoe Murphy (mentioned)</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Evan%20Hansen%20*a*%20Zoe%20Murphy%20(mentioned)/works">Evan Hansen & Zoe Murphy (mentioned)</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Connor%20Murphy%20*a*%20Cynthia%20Murphy%20(Implied*s*Mentioned)/works">Connor Murphy & Cynthia Murphy (Implied/Mentioned)</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Connor%20Murphy%20*a*%20Larry%20Murphy%20(Implied*s*Mentioned)/works">Connor Murphy & Larry Murphy (Implied/Mentioned)</a></li><li>Additional Tags: <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Grieving/works">Grieving</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Implied*s*Referenced%20Suicide/works">Implied/Referenced Suicide</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Implied*s*Referenced%20Character%20Death/works">Implied/Referenced Character Death</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Implied*s*Referenced%20Abuse/works">Implied/Referenced Abuse</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Implied*s*Referenced%20Drug%20Use/works">Implied/Referenced Drug Use</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/the%20Murphys%20-%20Freeform/works">the Murphys - Freeform</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Murphy%20siblings/works">Murphy siblings</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Character%20Study/works">Character Study</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Zoe%20Murphy%20Character%20Study/works">Zoe Murphy Character Study</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Canon%20Compliant/works">Canon Compliant</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/idk%20what%20else%20to%20tag%20this/works">idk what else to tag this</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/The%20Author%20Regrets%20Everything/works">The Author Regrets Everything</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/part%204%20of%20Murphy%20Family%20Fun/works">part 4 of Murphy Family Fun</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/spoiler%20alert%20its%20not%20fun/works">spoiler alert its not fun</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/at%20all/works">at all</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/send%20help/works">send help</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/this%20has%20been%20sitting%20in%20my%20drafts%20since%20April%20and%20I%E2%80%99m%20still%20writing%20my%20other%20wips/works">this has been sitting in my drafts since April and I’m still writing my other wips</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/SO/works">SO</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/here%20this%20is/works">here this is</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Swearing/works">Swearing</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/rated%20teen%20for%20swearing%20and%20implied*s*referenced%20suicide/works">rated teen for swearing and implied/referenced suicide</a></li></ul>heardmelodiestag:archiveofourown.org,2005:Work/194825562019-07-05T04:32:15Z2023-04-02T23:08:29ZI’ve been through this all before (even though you meant the most to me)<p>by <a rel="author" href="/users/heardmelodies/pseuds/heardmelodies">heardmelodies</a></p><p>We crave human contact; not long-drifted, glassy eyes separated by a plane ride and a glint of glass and a thick layer of dirt and words printed on a page. There’s something quite different in finally finding a pair of eyes that look into yours and don’t look right through them.</p>
<p>***</p>
<p>(or: everyone leaves)</p><p>Words: 1218, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English</p><ul><li>Fandoms: <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Dear%20Evan%20Hansen%20-%20Pasek%20*a*%20Paul*s*Levenson/works">Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson</a></li><li>Rating: <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Not%20Rated/works">Not Rated</a></li><li>Warnings: <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/No%20Archive%20Warnings%20Apply/works">No Archive Warnings Apply</a></li><li>Categories: <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/F*s*M/works">F/M</a></li><li>Characters: <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Evan%20Hansen/works">Evan Hansen</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Zoe%20Murphy/works">Zoe Murphy</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Heidi%20Hansen/works">Heidi Hansen</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Cynthia%20Murphy/works">Cynthia Murphy</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Larry%20Murphy/works">Larry Murphy</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Jared%20Kleinman/works">Jared Kleinman</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Evan%20Hansen's%20Father/works">Evan Hansen's Father</a></li><li>Relationships: <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Evan%20Hansen*s*Zoe%20Murphy/works">Evan Hansen/Zoe Murphy</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Evan%20Hansen%20*a*%20Zoe%20Murphy/works">Evan Hansen & Zoe Murphy</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Evan%20Hansen%20*a*%20Heidi%20Hansen/works">Evan Hansen & Heidi Hansen</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Evan%20Hansen%20*a*%20Jared%20Kleinman/works">Evan Hansen & Jared Kleinman</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Connor%20Murphy%20*a*%20Zoe%20Murphy/works">Connor Murphy & Zoe Murphy</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Larry%20Murphy%20*a*%20Zoe%20Murphy/works">Larry Murphy & Zoe Murphy</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Cynthia%20Murphy%20*a*%20Zoe%20Murphy/works">Cynthia Murphy & Zoe Murphy</a></li><li>Additional Tags: <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Character%20Study/works">Character Study</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/or%20studies/works">or studies</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/BandTrees/works">BandTrees</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/mostly%20implied%20tho%20-%20Freeform/works">mostly implied tho - Freeform</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/parallels%20between%20Evan%20and%20Zoe/works">parallels between Evan and Zoe</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Implied*s*Referenced%20Suicide/works">Implied/Referenced Suicide</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Implied*s*Referenced%20Abuse/works">Implied/Referenced Abuse</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/it%E2%80%99s%20past%20midnight/works">it’s past midnight</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/the%20only%20thing%20I%E2%80%99ve%20done%20all%20day%20is%20watch%20stranger%20things%203/works">the only thing I’ve done all day is watch stranger things 3</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/therefore%20im%20delirious/works">therefore im delirious</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/SO%20I%E2%80%99m%20not%20responsible%20for%20my%20regrettable%20actions/works">SO I’m not responsible for my regrettable actions</a></li></ul>heardmelodiestag:archiveofourown.org,2005:Work/167202752018-11-23T23:23:15Z2020-04-09T20:39:20ZMiddle of my Mind<p>by <a rel="author" href="/users/wouldratherbe/pseuds/wouldratherbe">wouldratherbe</a></p><p>
<em>I could never figure out why you were so hard to find.</em>
</p>
<p> </p>
<p>Zoe has something to tell her dad.</p><p>Words: 880, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English</p><p>Series: Part 2 of <a href="https://archiveofourown.org/series/1193874">Adventures of Cool Dad</a></p><ul><li>Fandoms: <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Dear%20Evan%20Hansen%20-%20Pasek%20*a*%20Paul*s*Levenson/works">Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson</a></li><li>Rating: <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/General%20Audiences/works">General Audiences</a></li><li>Warnings: <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/No%20Archive%20Warnings%20Apply/works">No Archive Warnings Apply</a></li><li>Characters: <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Larry%20Murphy/works">Larry Murphy</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Zoe%20Murphy/works">Zoe Murphy</a></li><li>Relationships: <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Larry%20Murphy%20*a*%20Zoe%20Murphy/works">Larry Murphy & Zoe Murphy</a></li><li>Additional Tags: <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/I%20have%20so%20much%20unresolved%20trauma/works">I have so much unresolved trauma</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Father-Daughter%20Relationship/works">Father-Daughter Relationship</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Coming%20Out/works">Coming Out</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/bisexual%20zoe/works">bisexual zoe</a></li></ul>wouldratherbetag:archiveofourown.org,2005:Work/158518472018-08-31T13:08:25Z2020-04-09T20:39:20ZAdventures of Cool Dad<p>by <a rel="author" href="/users/wouldratherbe/pseuds/wouldratherbe">wouldratherbe</a></p><p>Larry just wants to connect with his daughter.</p><p>Words: 286, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English</p><p>Series: Part 1 of <a href="https://archiveofourown.org/series/1193874">Adventures of Cool Dad</a></p><ul><li>Fandoms: <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Dear%20Evan%20Hansen%20-%20Pasek%20*a*%20Paul*s*Levenson/works">Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson</a></li><li>Rating: <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/General%20Audiences/works">General Audiences</a></li><li>Warnings: <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Choose%20Not%20To%20Use%20Archive%20Warnings/works">Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings</a></li><li>Characters: <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Zoe%20Murphy/works">Zoe Murphy</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Larry%20Murphy/works">Larry Murphy</a></li><li>Relationships: <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Larry%20Murphy%20*a*%20Zoe%20Murphy/works">Larry Murphy & Zoe Murphy</a></li><li>Additional Tags: <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Tumblr%20Prompt/works">Tumblr Prompt</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/this%20is%20definitely%20something/works">this is definitely something</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Larry%20just%20wants%20to%20understand/works">Larry just wants to understand</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/larry%20x%20boat/works">larry x boat</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/mentions%20of%20others%20-%20Freeform/works">mentions of others - Freeform</a></li></ul>wouldratherbetag:archiveofourown.org,2005:Work/156193022018-08-08T21:31:35Z2018-10-15T04:06:09ZI'm Still Here<p>by <a rel="author" href="/users/PTAlex/pseuds/PTAlex">PTAlex</a></p><p>Michael sets off on a trip with the Heeres.</p><p>Words: 9120, Chapters: 13/13, Language: English</p><p>Series: Part 2 of <a href="https://archiveofourown.org/series/1081701">My Weird Storyline</a></p><ul><li>Fandoms: <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Be%20More%20Chill%20-%20Iconis*s*Tracz/works">Be More Chill - Iconis/Tracz</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Dear%20Evan%20Hansen%20-%20Pasek%20*a*%20Paul*s*Levenson/works">Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson</a></li><li>Rating: <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Not%20Rated/works">Not Rated</a></li><li>Warnings: <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Major%20Character%20Death/works">Major Character Death</a></li><li>Categories: <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/F*s*M/works">F/M</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Gen/works">Gen</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/M*s*M/works">M/M</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Multi/works">Multi</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/F*s*F/works">F/F</a></li><li>Characters: <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Jeremy%20Heere/works">Jeremy Heere</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Jeremy's%20Dad%20(Be%20More%20Chill)/works">Jeremy's Dad (Be More Chill)</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Michael%20Mell/works">Michael Mell</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Rich%20Goranski/works">Rich Goranski</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/The%20Squip%20(Be%20More%20Chill)/works">The Squip (Be More Chill)</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Jake%20Dillinger/works">Jake Dillinger</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Chloe%20Valentine/works">Chloe Valentine</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Brooke%20Lohst/works">Brooke Lohst</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Christine%20Canigula/works">Christine Canigula</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Jenna%20Rolan/works">Jenna Rolan</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Dustin%20Kropp/works">Dustin Kropp</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Madeline%20(Be%20More%20Chill)/works">Madeline (Be More Chill)</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Heidi%20Hansen/works">Heidi Hansen</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Cynthia%20Murphy/works">Cynthia Murphy</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Larry%20Murphy%20(Dear%20Evan%20Hansen)/works">Larry Murphy (Dear Evan Hansen)</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Zoe%20Murphy/works">Zoe Murphy</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Evan%20Hansen/works">Evan Hansen</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Jared%20Kleinman/works">Jared Kleinman</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Connor%20Murphy%20(Dear%20Evan%20Hansen)/works">Connor Murphy (Dear Evan Hansen)</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Jared%20Kleinman's%20Mother/works">Jared Kleinman's Mother</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Timmy%20Kleinman/works">Timmy Kleinman</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Benji%20Kleinman/works">Benji Kleinman</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Scary%20Stockboy%20(Be%20More%20Chill)/works">Scary Stockboy (Be More Chill)</a></li><li>Relationships: <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Jeremy%20Heere*s*Michael%20Mell/works">Jeremy Heere/Michael Mell</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Jeremy%20Heere%20*a*%20Jeremy's%20Dad/works">Jeremy Heere & Jeremy's Dad</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Jeremy%20Heere%20*a*%20Jeremy's%20Dad%20*a*%20Michael%20Mell/works">Jeremy Heere & Jeremy's Dad & Michael Mell</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Jeremy's%20Dad%20*a*%20Michael%20Mell/works">Jeremy's Dad & Michael Mell</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Jake%20Dillinger*s*Rich%20Goranski*s*Jeremy%20Heere*s*Michael%20Mell/works">Jake Dillinger/Rich Goranski/Jeremy Heere/Michael Mell</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Heidi%20Hansen*s*Jeremy's%20Dad%20(Be%20More%20Chill)/works">Heidi Hansen/Jeremy's Dad (Be More Chill)</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Cynthia%20Murphy*s*Larry%20Murphy/works">Cynthia Murphy/Larry Murphy</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Zoe%20Murphy%20*a*%20Cynthia%20Murphy/works">Zoe Murphy & Cynthia Murphy</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Zoe%20Murphy%20*a*%20Larry%20Murphy/works">Zoe Murphy & Larry Murphy</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Connor%20Murphy%20*a*%20Zoe%20Murphy/works">Connor Murphy & Zoe Murphy</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Connor%20Murphy%20*a*%20Larry%20Murphy%20(Dear%20Evan%20Hansen)/works">Connor Murphy & Larry Murphy (Dear Evan Hansen)</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Connor%20Murphy%20*a*%20Cynthia%20Murphy/works">Connor Murphy & Cynthia Murphy</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Evan%20Hansen%20*a*%20Zoe%20Murphy/works">Evan Hansen & Zoe Murphy</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Zoe%20Murphy%20*a*%20Jeremy%20Heere/works">Zoe Murphy & Jeremy Heere</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Zoe%20Murphy%20*a*%20Michael%20Mell/works">Zoe Murphy & Michael Mell</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Evan%20Hansen%20*a*%20Cynthia%20Murphy/works">Evan Hansen & Cynthia Murphy</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Cynthia%20Murphy%20*a*%20Jeremy%20Heere/works">Cynthia Murphy & Jeremy Heere</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Cynthia%20Murphy%20*a*%20Michael%20Mell/works">Cynthia Murphy & Michael Mell</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Jared%20Kleinman%20*a*%20Michael%20Mell/works">Jared Kleinman & Michael Mell</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Jared%20Kleinman%20*a*%20Evan%20Hansen/works">Jared Kleinman & Evan Hansen</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Jared%20Kleinman%20*a*%20Jared%20Kleinman's%20Mother/works">Jared Kleinman & Jared Kleinman's Mother</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Jared%20Kleinman%20*a*%20Benji%20Kleinman/works">Jared Kleinman & Benji Kleinman</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Jared%20Kleinman%20*a*%20Timmy%20Kleinman/works">Jared Kleinman & Timmy Kleinman</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/jared%20kleinman%20*a*%20jeremy%20heere/works">jared kleinman & jeremy heere</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Jared%20Kleinman%20*a*%20Zoe%20Murphy/works">Jared Kleinman & Zoe Murphy</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Jared%20Kleinman%20*a*%20Cynthia%20Murphy/works">Jared Kleinman & Cynthia Murphy</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Jared%20Kleinman's%20Mother%20*a*%20Timmy%20Kleinman/works">Jared Kleinman's Mother & Timmy Kleinman</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Jared%20Kleinman's%20Mother%20*a*%20Michael%20Mell/works">Jared Kleinman's Mother & Michael Mell</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Jared%20Kleinman's%20Mother%20*a*%20Evan%20Hansen/works">Jared Kleinman's Mother & Evan Hansen</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Connor%20Murphy%20*a*%20Jared%20Kleinman/works">Connor Murphy & Jared Kleinman</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Alana%20Beck%20*a*%20Connor%20Murphy/works">Alana Beck & Connor Murphy</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Evan%20Hansen%20*a*%20Connor%20Murphy/works">Evan Hansen & Connor Murphy</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Alana%20Beck%20*a*%20Zoe%20Murphy/works">Alana Beck & Zoe Murphy</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Alana%20Beck%20*a*%20Cynthia%20Murphy/works">Alana Beck & Cynthia Murphy</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Alana%20Beck%20*a*%20Jared%20Kleinman/works">Alana Beck & Jared Kleinman</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Alana%20Beck%20*a*%20Evan%20Hansen/works">Alana Beck & Evan Hansen</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Alana%20Beck%20*a*%20Jeremy%20Heere/works">Alana Beck & Jeremy Heere</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Alana%20Beck%20*a*%20Michael%20Mell/works">Alana Beck & Michael Mell</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Evan%20Hansen%20*a*%20Larry%20Murphy/works">Evan Hansen & Larry Murphy</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Larry%20Murphy%20*a*%20Alana%20Beck/works">Larry Murphy & Alana Beck</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Larry%20Murphy%20*a*%20Jared%20Kleinman/works">Larry Murphy & Jared Kleinman</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Larry%20Murphy%20*a*%20Jeremy%20Heere/works">Larry Murphy & Jeremy Heere</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Larry%20Murphy%20*a*%20Michael%20Mell/works">Larry Murphy & Michael Mell</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Jeremy%20Heere%20*a*%20The%20Squip/works">Jeremy Heere & The Squip</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Michael%20Mell%20*a*%20The%20Squip/works">Michael Mell & The Squip</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Jeremy's%20Dad%20*a*%20The%20SQUIP/works">Jeremy's Dad & The SQUIP</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Heidi%20Hansen%20*a*%20The%20Squip/works">Heidi Hansen & The Squip</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Jared%20Kleinman%20*a*%20The%20Squip/works">Jared Kleinman & The Squip</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Jared%20Kleinman%20*a*%20Jeremy's%20Dad/works">Jared Kleinman & Jeremy's Dad</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Heidi%20Hansen%20*a*%20Jared%20Kleinman/works">Heidi Hansen & Jared Kleinman</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Evan%20Hansen*s*Jared%20Kleinman/works">Evan Hansen/Jared Kleinman</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Larry%20Murphy%20*a*%20Jeremy's%20Dad/works">Larry Murphy & Jeremy's Dad</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Cynthia%20Murphy%20*a*%20Jeremy's%20Dad/works">Cynthia Murphy & Jeremy's Dad</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Heidi%20Hansen%20*a*%20Cynthia%20Murphy/works">Heidi Hansen & Cynthia Murphy</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Heidi%20Hansen%20*a*%20Larry%20Murphy/works">Heidi Hansen & Larry Murphy</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Heidi%20Hansen%20*a*%20Zoe%20Murphy/works">Heidi Hansen & Zoe Murphy</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Heidi%20Hansen%20*a*%20Connor%20Murphy/works">Heidi Hansen & Connor Murphy</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Jeremy's%20Dad%20*a*%20Connor%20Murphy/works">Jeremy's Dad & Connor Murphy</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Jeremy's%20Dad%20*a*%20Zoe%20Murphy/works">Jeremy's Dad & Zoe Murphy</a></li><li>Additional Tags: <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/connor%20is%20the%20character%20death%20btw/works">connor is the character death btw</a></li></ul>PTAlextag:archiveofourown.org,2005:Work/151211212018-07-01T03:39:44Z2020-04-09T20:39:20ZLove, We Need It Now<p>by <a rel="author" href="/users/wouldratherbe/pseuds/wouldratherbe">wouldratherbe</a></p><p>He was just an annoyance. An idea. Nothing real. He didn’t matter until she was holding him.</p><p>Or: Connor’s born two weeks early and Zoe writes a song.</p><p>Words: 2188, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English</p><p>Series: Part 2 of <a href="https://archiveofourown.org/series/1044762">When Skies Are Grey</a></p><ul><li>Fandoms: <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Dear%20Evan%20Hansen%20-%20Pasek%20*a*%20Paul*s*Levenson/works">Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson</a></li><li>Rating: <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Teen%20And%20Up%20Audiences/works">Teen And Up Audiences</a></li><li>Warnings: <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Choose%20Not%20To%20Use%20Archive%20Warnings/works">Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings</a></li><li>Characters: <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Zoe%20Murphy/works">Zoe Murphy</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Evan%20Hansen/works">Evan Hansen</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Larry%20Murphy/works">Larry Murphy</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Connor%20Murphy%20(Dear%20Evan%20Hansen)/works">Connor Murphy (Dear Evan Hansen)</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Cynthia%20Murphy/works">Cynthia Murphy</a></li><li>Relationships: <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Connor%20Murphy%20*a*%20Zoe%20Murphy/works">Connor Murphy & Zoe Murphy</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Larry%20Murphy%20*a*%20Zoe%20Murphy/works">Larry Murphy & Zoe Murphy</a></li><li>Additional Tags: <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/baby%20connor!au/works">baby connor!au</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/evans%20the%20Best%20Brother/works">evans the Best Brother</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Larry%20is%20a%20good%20dad/works">Larry is a good dad</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/zoe%20is%20gonna%20get%20there/works">zoe is gonna get there</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Sibling%20Rivalry/works">Sibling Rivalry</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/kind%20of*q*/works">kind of?</a></li></ul>wouldratherbetag:archiveofourown.org,2005:Work/149899672018-06-20T17:47:18Z2019-09-10T00:44:49ZStuck Between A Nightmare and Lost Dreams<p>by <a rel="author" href="/users/momentsintimex/pseuds/momentsintimex">momentsintimex</a></p><p>Larry had always wanted to be a father. He watched the way his own dad raised he and his brother and always imagined himself being the same. Taking weekend camping and fishing trips with his kids, teaching them the little things in life that you may never need but it’s always nice to have. Having a catch in the backyard, spending time together going to baseball games. Just. Raising them with memories and precious moments like the ones he has with his dad.</p><p>Now, when he thinks about how he is as a father, he isn’t sure he deserves a day to celebrate that accomplishment. At least not after what the last few months had brought.</p><p>—</p><p>The first Father’s Day without Connor proves to be more difficult than Larry could’ve ever imagined.</p><p>Words: 3857, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English</p><ul><li>Fandoms: <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Dear%20Evan%20Hansen%20-%20Pasek%20*a*%20Paul*s*Levenson/works">Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson</a></li><li>Rating: <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/General%20Audiences/works">General Audiences</a></li><li>Warnings: <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Major%20Character%20Death/works">Major Character Death</a></li><li>Categories: <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Gen/works">Gen</a></li><li>Characters: <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Larry%20Murphy/works">Larry Murphy</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Cynthia%20Murphy/works">Cynthia Murphy</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Zoe%20Murphy/works">Zoe Murphy</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Connor%20Murphy%20(mentioned)/works">Connor Murphy (mentioned)</a></li><li>Relationships: <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Larry%20Murphy%20*a*%20Connor%20Murphy/works">Larry Murphy & Connor Murphy</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Cynthia%20Murphy*s*Larry%20Murphy/works">Cynthia Murphy/Larry Murphy</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Larry%20Murphy%20*a*%20Zoe%20Murphy/works">Larry Murphy & Zoe Murphy</a></li><li>Additional Tags: <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Don't%20copy%20to%20another%20site/works">Don't copy to another site</a></li></ul>momentsintimextag:archiveofourown.org,2005:Work/128958242017-12-03T00:37:37Z2017-12-03T00:40:32ZI've Been A Stranger Lately<p>by <a rel="author" href="/users/chchchchcherrybomb/pseuds/chchchchcherrybomb">chchchchcherrybomb</a></p><p>The thing was… her dad was icing her out lately.</p>
<p>Zoe liked to pretend she didn’t understand why, but. She knew. She’d always known. There were sides in this house, in this family. If you switched sides… well. The thing was that you weren’t allowed to switch sides. There was no going back once you chose a side. And Zoe had just spit in the face of all of those rules.</p>
<p>Following the rules might have meant losing Connor for good, and since the fall that. It wasn’t an option. She wasn’t willing to let that happen. She didn’t even totally understand why. He was still an asshole.But she didn’t want him dead and for Zoe that was reason enough to bail on the Zoe and Larry vs Connor vs Cynthia cage match that had been their lives since she was in middle school.</p>
<p>Zoe and her dad, well. They had been close. For years they had been close. They did stuff together. And now he spoke to her in short bursts and never met her eye. Zoe hated it.</p>
<p>----<br />The Desperate Type Universe, set in the Spring Epilogue</p><p>Words: 8369, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English</p><p>Series: Part 8 of <a href="https://archiveofourown.org/series/712371">The Desperate Type</a></p><ul><li>Fandoms: <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Dear%20Evan%20Hansen%20-%20Pasek%20*a*%20Paul*s*Levenson/works">Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson</a></li><li>Rating: <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Teen%20And%20Up%20Audiences/works">Teen And Up Audiences</a></li><li>Warnings: <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/No%20Archive%20Warnings%20Apply/works">No Archive Warnings Apply</a></li><li>Categories: <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/F*s*F/works">F/F</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Gen/works">Gen</a></li><li>Characters: <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Zoe%20Murphy/works">Zoe Murphy</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Larry%20Murphy/works">Larry Murphy</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Connor%20Murphy%20(Dear%20Evan%20Hansen)/works">Connor Murphy (Dear Evan Hansen)</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Cynthia%20Murphy/works">Cynthia Murphy</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Alana%20Beck/works">Alana Beck</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Evan%20Hansen/works">Evan Hansen</a></li><li>Relationships: <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Zoe%20Murphy%20*a*%20Larry%20Murphy/works">Zoe Murphy & Larry Murphy</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Zoe%20Murphy%20*a*%20Connor%20Murphy/works">Zoe Murphy & Connor Murphy</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Alana%20Beck*s*Zoe%20Murphy/works">Alana Beck/Zoe Murphy</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Zoe%20Murphy%20*a*%20Cynthia%20Murphy/works">Zoe Murphy & Cynthia Murphy</a></li><li>Additional Tags: <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Father-Daughter%20Relationship/works">Father-Daughter Relationship</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Implied*s*Referenced%20Suicide/works">Implied/Referenced Suicide</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Dysfunctional%20Family/works">Dysfunctional Family</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Murphy%20family%20angst/works">Murphy family angst</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Angst/works">Angst</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/The%20entire%20Murphy%20family%20needs%20some%20god%20damn%20therapy/works">The entire Murphy family needs some god damn therapy</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/oh%20sidebar%20look%20who%20is%20making%20BPD%20Connor%20canon%20in%20the%20TDT%20universe/works">oh sidebar look who is making BPD Connor canon in the TDT universe</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/BPD%20Connor%20Murphy/works">BPD Connor Murphy</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/The%20Desperate%20Type/works">The Desperate Type</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/The%20Desperate%20Type%20universe/works">The Desperate Type universe</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Familia%20bonding%20over%20James%20Cameron's%20Titantic/works">Familia bonding over James Cameron's Titantic</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/RMS%20Titanic/works">RMS Titanic</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/The%20Murphys%20have%20a%20lot%20feelings%20about%20Titanic%20okay*q*/works">The Murphys have a lot feelings about Titanic okay?</a></li></ul>chchchchcherrybombtag:archiveofourown.org,2005:Work/121343072017-09-19T10:44:00Z2018-11-05T04:44:46Zdo you dream or do you grieve<p>by <a rel="author" href="/users/shinelikestars/pseuds/shinelikestars">shinelikestars</a></p><p>zoe murphy becomes an only child in the blink of an eye. </p><p>and the worst part is, she's not even sad about it.</p><p>(aka "deh" from zoe's perspective)</p><p>Words: 15470, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English</p><ul><li>Fandoms: <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Dear%20Evan%20Hansen%20-%20Pasek%20*a*%20Paul*s*Levenson/works">Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson</a></li><li>Rating: <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Teen%20And%20Up%20Audiences/works">Teen And Up Audiences</a></li><li>Warnings: <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Choose%20Not%20To%20Use%20Archive%20Warnings/works">Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings</a></li><li>Categories: <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/F*s*M/works">F/M</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Gen/works">Gen</a></li><li>Characters: <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Zoe%20Murphy/works">Zoe Murphy</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Evan%20Hansen/works">Evan Hansen</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Connor%20Murphy%20(Dear%20Evan%20Hansen)/works">Connor Murphy (Dear Evan Hansen)</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Cynthia%20Murphy/works">Cynthia Murphy</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Larry%20Murphy/works">Larry Murphy</a></li><li>Relationships: <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Evan%20Hansen*s*Zoe%20Murphy/works">Evan Hansen/Zoe Murphy</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Connor%20Murphy%20*a*%20Zoe%20Murphy/works">Connor Murphy & Zoe Murphy</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Cynthia%20Murphy%20*a*%20Zoe%20Murphy/works">Cynthia Murphy & Zoe Murphy</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Larry%20Murphy%20*a*%20Zoe%20Murphy/works">Larry Murphy & Zoe Murphy</a></li><li>Additional Tags: <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Canon%20Compliant/works">Canon Compliant</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/DEH%20from%20Zoe's%20eyes/works">DEH from Zoe's eyes</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Heavy%20Angst/works">Heavy Angst</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/occasional%20moments%20of%20lightness/works">occasional moments of lightness</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Implied*s*Referenced%20Suicide/works">Implied/Referenced Suicide</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/lying%20and%20truth%20telling%20and%20everything%20in%20between/works">lying and truth telling and everything in between</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Anxiety/works">Anxiety</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Teen%20Romance/works">Teen Romance</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/grieving%20process/works">grieving process</a>, <a full_path="true" class="tag" href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Grief*s*Mourning/works">Grief/Mourning</a></li></ul>shinelikestars