And you can lean on me until your heart don't beat.
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Her Father's Daughter by steadfastalysanne2022
Fandoms: The Silmarillion and other histories of Middle-Earth - J. R. R. Tolkien
21 Sep 2022
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Born in 1210 Y.T., Írimë Lalwen grows to adulthood and slowly carves out her own niche within the family.
A collection of stories about the youth of Lalwen, ranging from 1186 Y.T. (with the birth of her elder sister Findis) to about 1300 Y.T., started for Finwëan Ladies Week (2022).
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In This Mad Season, I Come Undone by steadfastalysanne2022
Fandoms: The Silmarillion and other histories of Middle-Earth - J. R. R. Tolkien
19 Oct 2022
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Starting in 1300 Years of the Trees and ending with the burning of the ships at Losgar: Maitimo and Findekáno become friends and gradually become something more while Maitimo struggles with his sexuality and Findekáno pretends that he isn't going through the same thing. But then the lies of Morgoth come between them, and Findekáno makes a choice that will haunt them for the rest of their days in this lifetime. But no matter what else happens, they will always come back together, even as the skies of Valinor darken.
This began with my desire to write a story charting Fingon and Maedhros' developing relationship and the troubles that they might have faced in a society dominated by Manwë and Varda. Then it exploded.
As a warning, after chapter 21, there will be Silm-typical violence and a Gil-Galad origin story, along with the deaths of Finwë and Fëanáro.
The title comes from the chorus of Matchbox Twenty’s Mad Season.
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Smut-Takes (and Other Outtakes Too) by steadfastalysanne2022
Fandoms: The Silmarillion and other histories of Middle-Earth - J. R. R. Tolkien
09 Oct 2022
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A collection of all of the random Russingon smut scenes that I wanted to write but couldn't fit into my main fic. Alternate title: A Chronicle of Maedhros Getting His Ass Wrecked.
Chapter 1: Findekáno learns to give a BJ in Valinor during the Years of the Trees.
Chapter 2: Finger-banging and dirty talk
Chapter 3: Family time followed by an ill-advised forge fuck
Chapter 4: Maitimo being a cocktease, followed by hot spring dick-riding, followed by Tyelkormo and Curufinwë being the asshole brothers
Chapter 5: Maitimo submits to a conversations about kinks, boundaries, and even safe words so that Finno will shut up and spank him already (takes place between chapters 2 and 3)
Chapter 6: Bath-time masturbation has a very happy ending
Chapter 7: Mutual masturbation, involving sex toys, and ending in more blowjobs
Chapter 8: Carnistir gets engaged in spite of himself, and he's so wrapped up in his own personal life that he fails to notice the Russingon smut playing out just under his nose.
Chapter 9: Maitimo gets tied up. With work, of course. (I swear, I will never make that joke again. Probably.)
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Possession by steadfastalysanne2022
Fandoms: The Silmarillion and other histories of Middle-Earth - J. R. R. Tolkien
01 Aug 2022
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While wandering through the wilderness around Formenos in 1405 Y.T., a newly unchained Melkor spies on Maitimo and Findekáno and finds that he quite enjoys what he sees. His only complaint is that Findekáno won't give Maitimo what he really deserves, but that does not matter too much. Melkor knows that he can do it better, given time.
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In This Mad Season: Guide by steadfastalysanne2022
Fandoms: The Silmarillion and other histories of Middle-Earth - J. R. R. Tolkien
22 Aug 2022
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A helpful guide for those tackling In This Mad Season, its companion fics Smut-takes and Possession, and its sequels
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Paying for the Poison They Sold Me by steadfastalysanne2022
Fandoms: The Silmarillion and other histories of Middle-Earth - J. R. R. Tolkien
07 Apr 2023
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Maitimo never meant to be captured trying to regain the Silmaril. He never meant to help fulfill Moringotho's worst prophecies. But he's stuck in Angamando with a fallen Vala who loathes him and lusts for him in equal parts, and he's going to have to find a way to stay sane, for death will not come for him.
Meanwhile, Findekáno is stuck crossing the Helcaraxë, seeking redemption and a lover whom he believes has abandoned him. He's also stuck with a wife he does not love and a son whose growth is alarmingly slow. As the resolve of everyone around him slowly crumbles, he must decide if he can become the leader that his people need and reassure them that day shall come again.
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Running Up That Hill by steadfastalysanne2022
Fandoms: The Silmarillion and other histories of Middle-Earth - J. R. R. Tolkien
19 Feb 2024
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Findekáno has finally helped his father lead their family and their people across the Helcaraxë. Now he wants to reunite with Maitimo, reunite the Ñoldor, and get the answers that he needs. If only it were that easy…
A tale of love, loss, reunion, and imperfect healing for imperfect elves.
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