I’ll use you as a warning sign
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Zoe Murphy didn’t want to die.
At least, not in a way that was too obvious.
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or: grief is a funny thing
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- Part 1 of I’ll use you as a warning sign
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I just want you to set me free by heardmelodies
Fandoms: Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson
24 Mar 2019
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Dear Zoe,
I know it’s already too late.***
Connor was dead.
They’d rushed through the doors, flying past security into the ER, and there he was supposed to be, covered by a sheet, on the table.
For the first time in her life, the world froze completely.
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(or: she’d never been there, on the night of Connor’s death before. she’d never be there again.)
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- Part 2 of I’ll use you as a warning sign
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Even through the haze of grief right after Connor died, there were moments that stuck through. Moments of clarity, of happiness, of extreme sorrow. Moments when she could see everything through her old viewpoint, even when she could barely stand without feeling like she was falling.
Even years later, Zoe remembered the endless arrival of cut flowers.
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(or: grief and cut flowers make a bitter mixture)
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- Part 3 of I’ll use you as a warning sign
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tell me which is worse: living, or dying first? by heardmelodies
Fandoms: Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson
06 Apr 2019
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Graves felt synonymous with a creepy movie, or deceased relatives you’d never really met but your parents went to see, or someone who’d lived a long, fulfilling life and been put to rest.
‘Grave’ did not feel right when talking about where her barely-a-year-older brother was and would remain.
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(or: there’s something quite beautiful to be found even when pain surrounds you like a noose around your neck)
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- Part 4 of I’ll use you as a warning sign